2022... just another 2021

its 10 jan 4am now.

just need to document my life alittle. 

in a nutshell, 2021 is really just like 2020. we're still in the phase where we're trying to live with COVID - endemic phase or smth. let me try and super summarized abit.

had to take CNPLs
saved leaves (skipping sch for work) just to go Nepal became useless
no travel
still no go to Nepal
so so done with sch coz we had graduation this yr despite finishing sch last year.

was more motivated beginning of the year.
alot of business ideas, but probably only executed 10% of it.
was experimenting and baking cookies alot at the end of last yr moving into jan and feb. 
successfully experimented out the best almond chocolate chip cookies ever. sold alot for cny. but this little business was really damn tiring hahas. i rmbr coming back from work and baking till 5am in the morning. but i guess for that excellent taste, its worth it. hahas

had a hit-and-run accident in which i couldn't find the stupid driver, hence unable to claim. nb.
and from it, i have a permanent ugly scar patch just above my knee.
finally started investing on my own.
worked aaaalot.
chiong alot.
oh... CLASS 2 !
and started taking Class 3, only to wait for 5 months before i simulator date.
started doing resin craft at home, hoping to business abit.

actually really that's about it. lol

hmm to go indepth abit, emotionally, this year has been really kind.
i think finally i'm learning to self-love abit more. willing to spend time just to do things i wanna do and not 'have to do'; also spent abit more on facial products lol. i feel like i'm learning to let go abit more. i think i can improve on it, but i feel like it might be erm... 'jeopardising' the efforts (emotional / mental / physical) i put in. good and bad really. can't rmbr if packing my room was this yr or last year. haha. but i feel like as of now, i needa trash out more things other than just repacking and reorganizing lol. hmm, also, i did try give my heart a chance early this yr. however, i felt like time and effort was wasted coz it felt like.. idk how to put it, while it started off very.. casual and erm... 'unintentional',  everything was really a waste of time. one thing good about it is that i learned that i've have learnt to not invest my heart onto ppl. really a game changer ahhas. so when we decided to end it, while the other person didnt seem to bother, it validated my decision to take back my love and shower on myself more. 

so yea. i've started to love myself more this yr.
for now, i'm just gonna sign off like this. hahas
like i feel there's not much valuable content to evaluate about 2021.
hahas maybe i might continue this post another day when i'm in a more... emo state?
oh i wanna blog abt my feels about work! but now i'm just bz with my resin craft. okok. i will continue this post again. ahhahs.

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