sometimes i can't stand myself.
like how i'm so insecure of myself, and being so sensitive over how ppl think i'm confident of myself.
hahas. does that make sense?
sometimes i really want to run away.
but to where?
i'm just so afraid of ppl.
like one day, all these negative ppl will just cloud my conscience, making me loose my identity.
i've kinda made a decision and really made it to church last sunday morng.
10am service, i woke up at 9.55am, to face a rainy day.
but literally against all the odds, i made it to church at 10.15am, wet, cold and sniffy. the airconditioners had to break down, but amen to that; wasn't suffering in the the cold that much.
oh wells.
if i really wanna commit myself to mission end of the month, i've got to do something about my walk and my life.
i just need to find myself and start being proud of who i am, give my best unto God and that's all that matter.
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