i am a reindeer

hi friends.


hahas. it was trng again for Blacks.

and fitness today was just... whooots.
i really feel that my fitness is really really bad. usuallylast time in runs, i'm the front few who would complete it first. now, i'm like the last few. and i'm like also slower than some of the forwards. no no, i'm not saying forwards are/should be slower than backs or i'm an excellent runner who has long legs; ahhahas, but i think i needa do something abt maintaining that burst.
like u know, after u start the sprint, maintain the speed and dun slow down.


ya. and i gotta stop being conscious of how ppl think of me. its not gg to help me in any way.

hahhas.
then during one of the quite basic 3v2 drills, syl's palm/elbow/shoulder ramped into my nose. ahhas. (we're both on defense btw. hahahhahas) couldn't really see what really hit me, but it was painful! hahas. tears came out and merged with my perspiration. ahhas. so its either i'm crying in pain or it hit my tear duct hard or smth. (the nose bridge area). i think it's the latter la. haahhahahhas. si yao mien zi.

so now, its christmas eve as i'm typing this and i've got a red nose.
that makes me a reindeer for this season.
hope no massive phototaking at the annually big family christmas feast at chuan's garden tmr.


but my mum noticed my slightly swollen nose just now and she totally warned me to stop playing rugby.


ANYWAYS.
towards the end was painfully exhilarating core exercises.


so ya. rubbing my eyes, cleaning my face with a towel and digging for gold's really hurting now. ):
more imptly, hope i wont wake up to any shocking brusing/swelling tmr. if i'm gg to look ugly on christmas day, especially gg to church, i guess i'd rather put a plaster over it or smth.