swing swing

it's fri. supposed to catch inception with utama and gang.
but planned to go frisbee trng.
in the end, didn't go trng, went to watch the friendly with the UWA at kallang.
hahas. nua. then came home.


was a day that's quite hard to plan. coz i've got a 2hr break between me being at SIM and me being at Kallang.



finally watched a full frisbee game.
still amazed by the fact that there's no refree.
a 90 min full time game.
after the score, the team waits for like 1-2mins b4 start man! hahas. so actually, its not that bad luh! either time caps or point caps. first to reach 17pts or 90mins.

i think rugby's more tiring. coz the field is bigger and its only by running (ya, and kicking, but rarely) that the ball gets nearer to ur try zone.
but ya la, i've not played a full competitive frisbee game yet to fully comprehend it.

i'm actually looking forward to playing more frisbee games /trng.
but at the same time, ya, i have to know my priorities in sports. i hope my girls do know as well yea. (:


sept's gg to be a very impt month.
very
small girl, big dreams




i've actually got lots of things to do on hand.
but just can't find sufficient amt of discipline. ):
but more a more positive note, TGIF.
this was really a trying week. lots of wake up calls.
many moments i can not let my emotion overtake my rational thoughts.




duno if its still part of this whole growing up process, not sure if its a general thing or just a micro-me level thing, but i think alot. i weigh my factors alot.
sometimes, i care abt what ppl think of me too much.
then, i have no confident to do well.

i reckon that doing well needs confidence. skill is just one thing. but w/o confidence, cannot. and i have to highlight the depth in the antonyms of being shy hesitant and confident. both very mutually exclusive and can nv really share a similar section of a venn diagram.





on an even more positive note, i can finally feel myself really recovering from the past. this is the 4th year man! i can even get over my dad's mia but not urs. but this time, this yr, you will totally get out of me and i will make a comeback.

trust me, this time, i'm totally saying it with more hope and conviction! (: like never before. (: looking forward.
and really, i need to find God to be my captain of my life again.
right now, i've got a map. and a compass that's not working.