Tuesday, May 19, 2009

angels and demons

watched that today.
so i missed the steamboat.
quite a choice.

but i had my fun.
nice movie, but unpredictably predictable.




had physio this morng.
seriously the most purposely-inflicted pain ever.
the rubbed the neck, shoulder and lower part of the back of the head and i was really really in pain.
after much squeals and squirms... it improved a little but not as much as expected.
i'm expected to go back again.. but i dont think i can. no more $ alrdy ok. with one session, i can buy a pair of good pedals or stem for my bike.



ok. bernice told me abt this photo comp, and i'm so going to chiong for it. got feeling man. i am soooooo gg to send BENJAMIN's photo in! (((:







anyway. with the free time, i had time to think
to think abt things. abt life.

i used to be 'better'.
when i was younger, i had more practical goals. 'better' and more sensible goals. i rmbr i wanted to have a blog to share my interesting life with the world. to share the experiences that i've learnt or encountered so that ppl can learn from my blog and know that they are not in any shit alone.

as i grow up,
i realised, this place becomes more of an outlet to rant. drifting away from its original purpose. sometimes, i blog pictures to really share my colourful life with ppl. now that my blog is quite dull, it may have just unknowing portray dullness in a colourful world.

as of now, i lack God. i lack the WWJD reaction.




u know like in the tough times its either u make it or break it?
its really up to oneself. what kind of outcome the person really want.
then again, sometimes u want it, and u just let other emotions make u dont-want-it.



i'm blabbing again.

its like 4.22am now and my stomach feels queasy. feel like vommiting. ahhas.
wierd.
tmr's grad. supposed to be slping now. tmr i'll look really wierd on stage, with my head to stiffly drilled to my body.

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