lit.

today's menu. (:

looks not pro.

but when u mix it when it's hot. niceee.



mum and sis is back.

a big hoo-ha happened. dont want to talk about it.




was surfing the net today coz i finished all my task.
btw. i can be the queen of laminating. laminated like 24 A3 posters, 45 A4 posters in less than 40mins. beat my record punks.



ya. as i was saying.
i was quite random.
i read about red blood cells and relished the times how i loved BIO to the max.
then also. i think i wanna join this vertical marathon thing. HAHAHA. at SWISS HOTEL. 73 storeys. last yr's female champ did it in 8mins!!! HAHAS. no. i'm not gg there in an attempt to beat her record coz i might just not even complete it.
i'm just gg there to aim to achieve smth during this whole nua SIP period.




trng was ok. i'm just amazed by coach's experience in the game and how her coaching style keeps improving to the max. if only bowling coaches can think likewise.
sometimes,
i just feel that although i try so hard,
its not gg anywhere.



on a slightly more serious note.
i really really want need to get back my confidence and self-esteem. its not about me already. it has affected my performance in every aspect of my life and i think i really should so something about it. like, seriously.


so you see.
dont ever ever say things that are untrue/misundestandings that's not clarified behind anyone's back.



it just need that ONE spark, and everything's ruined.
i'm serious.


thus, i never never never say negative things about ppl unless its first hand experience, eg. cys. HAHA. he knows it too darn well that i totally have an issue with him. ahhahhahs.
for me, if i'm not happy with anyone, i'd jolly well just tell you striaght. i wont bother trying to put in the good words. just come clean. if you break, u'll thank me for being frank. that's about it.


in other case, if i dont really care about you, i'd just totaly ignore and let you go figure out by yourself one day.

nono, nothing happened to me recently, besides that past. it just that i think i need to clarify somestuff, with myself also. haha.






ok. i shall shut up and stop complaing about life.
can i just say that the 'rule of thumb' to life is just to be sincerely positive about every situation? yes. in that way, all's good.