pvi.

i really dread the office.
each day, i'm happy to wake up for the morning sun.
when i step in, i always get this feeling that i'm going to be scolded.



after that, trng.




that was sudden.
gotta work harder (x1000000000000000).

high school musical

whoots. i solved a sudoku puzzle in 8mins today. (:



ahhas. watched HSM3 with eve today. my one and only day of the week that i'm free. i've actually got tap class. but since i'm gg on sat, i think i should catch the movie.



ahhas. the storyline is below expectation coz its too straight forward and no climax. but, awesome dancing, and awesome songs.
i like the roof top one and i find the part of the cars one and him back in the school alone's funny-cool-nice. ahhahs.


i think zac afron blew away all those girls in the cinema. ahhahs. there's this girl beside us... each time zac's face fills the screens.. she's like "omg. he's so cute!". ahahahs we're like.. ooooookkkk... haahhas.

yea, he's got killer eyes and the things that he does as Troy helps to build his impression.
u know if u google-image just these three letters z-a-c, the whole page is flooded with him although there's like a million zac in the world. hahas. oh my. obsessive.



would catch it again. but not worth a wkend ticket. probably a student price afternoon show for the second time. hahahhas.

crashed.

ok. my 30D crashed last sat.

and now, my ipod's wierd. keeps changing to the next song w/o me pressing anything.


i want the ipod 4th gen. coz its 16GB.
may money drop from the sky. coz i pray that if i do find a hundred dollar bill on the floor, i'll report to the police post. hahhahaas. omgs. yes.

bahs.

At work, I sent 2 emails and, fill in 2 requisitions forms today. From 830am till 6pm. That’s like.
I’m seriously. wasting. time. UGH.
Take a gun and shoot me now.




Ok. 2 classes doing the same recital item.

One class uses the whole class to do full syallabus work. The other class is being used as alternate weeks to do combined rehearsals. On the days that its not the rehearsals for the other class, maybe first half hour, normal class work, and abit of free work. The last 45mins, do recital work.
Even on the ‘recital class’ week, the other part gets to go through and practice for the 1hr or more. Then the short remaining time, tried to work on other grp and by then, its time to vacate the classroom.


not fair.
We pay the same fees.


Ok.
since when the world’s fair anyway.


I want longer legs, so that I can cover more distance when I run. When I see the freshies, I feel happy for them- at how they’ve progressed. How they’ve improved each trng. Its like.. you feel confident for the team for the next few yrs to come. I just hope that they work harder and produce more results. And for those not serious about trng or maybe like just to ‘join for fun’, I would really suggest u stop coming so that everyone can improve together. Its not about whether u’re technically good/fast or whatsoeva. It’s the effort yes. But I’m glad everyone’s like working together.

come on man.

I guess in teams, there are bound to be cliques. Some may feel left out and lose interest in whatever. I really pray that as individuals, stand strong. And with the sport, play as a team. That’s about it. No point being upset and drown yourself with self pity. Just do your part and heck the rest. Its not worth it if no one’s appreciating you anyway. I’ve been there once. i should jolly well know that everyone has 24hrs and I’m no exception.

Hahas. again, no, I’m not saying this because of anything. Just hope that if anyone should read this post, he/she will be enocouraged i guess.




I need to cycle badly. i want to eat the pengerang lobster and herbal chicken man. oh man. when's my bike gonna commmmeee.

Dance Arts Recital

Tickets out now,
selling fast due to eager parents. ahhas.


through Sistic.

wasted. not kallang theatre this year.
anyway, if u are gg, dont tell me, thanks. ahahhas! tell me after that.
(eve! go with my mother k. she's alone.)


more infomation click here

public hol.

appreciated the afternoon wake up.

thighs were aching! hahas. didn't expected that, thought that my calves would be.


nua the whole day.
sort out my thousand of photos. (:
now more at ease.

did this at some yearbook.com thing. super funny. hahas.

the run.

blessed weather.
cloudy plus windy. not hot. shiok.
not cloudy like black clouds kind. its those white cloudy clouds.


great route. flat road all the way. big space. a few up and down hills, but geneally gd. passed the flyer in the morng while on the F1 track, with the cloudy skies. nice.


quite a run race to run with all ladies.
There was this Eurasian with a very whoa husband. 2 kids, chasing her with a skate scooter by the side and the husband running alongside, carrying the women’s 10k bag. Hahas. Then there was this lady dressed up as cat woman also. Ahhahahs. All black.



rushed to church. bathe. shot confirmation svc.


after that, the launch of a foursixers production, THE QUOTEBOOK.. months of hardwork from The Committee esp Sam, who's been working on it. the production was great. the book is good, and it's very cool. somethign worth reading again 50 yrs down.

was at sara's house. missed her family ppl. we cooked fried rice in the end. ahhahaahahaha. i think it was nice. just added too much pepper.


lie on the cold floor to read the book. falling asleep while still laughing. got up to bathe with aching thighs. thank God for TMR. finally. i can slp till as an when i want. (:

shutter jammed.

omg. during the photoshoot for uncle sam halfway, my shutter refues to work. must be because of ytd spamming of auto focusing at night.


sad. and troubled.

thank God that dickson has a spare 30d to lend me for tmr's svc. he's cam LCD colour is somehow different man. big difference though same settings.


dunoo why, but just quiter tired.

some of the shots. like the 1st and 2nd one.










long day tmr. many things.
its the GE women's run tmr. hope i dun fail myself, and Him.

Night Safari

overall, i did have fun coz it was different.
but it would have been better wif we were smarter with our time management.
we reached at 830pm. decided not to take the tram coz we're quite unwilling to pay $10 more. so we like did the trail.

it was like all animals and nothing really halloween about it. why we went today was to catch the halloween stuff. only the last part then we like got ppl trying to scare us.

but it was too crowded to be ambushed.
halfway through, we decided that taking the halloween tram would be a good idea after all- for the experience. but by then, we didn't have time to go.
i was actually quite disapointed, coz i really wanted to see what Singapore can do after gg to the very very scary haunted house in HK during the last study trip.


at the entrance, there were more.. um.. ghostly ppl walking around. so was more fun and decided to just make the best of out it. hahas. cheepo, but yes, it worked.


ahahs. i was really happpy to see bats! was quite scared at first coz its like free flying in that enclosed area. but after that, ok luh. i did some shooting also. should borrow monopod. it'll really help. trained my inbulit stablizer. ahahs. but the shots, can't really make it luh. ISO HI (3200), shutter 1/15. my AF lens keep trying to focus. ahhas. tsk tsk.


was an experience. delia was so touching. she celebrated alfred's bday and surprised him over there. ahahs.



will post some photos that i think its funny. lazy to edit for now. abit tired alrdy. will post the remaining on mulitply tmr.


the group.



this is just funny.

and we made him happily play along.

she sells tim sum- of ears, fingers, etc. ahshhs. was quite funny how we tried to make them laugh. esp the butcher who laughed. HAHAH. i'm gd at this.

there. the butcher. i thought he's the husband of the tim sum girl. ahhas. that would be nice. ahhahs.



this is the only thing that's quite eerie. ahhas. just wrong. hahas.


for the animals, one of the few shots thats most not shaky is this.

the otters! (: i'll edit the photo if i'm free. ahhas.

new gallery

hi!

i'm gg to start re-using mulitply from now coz its very user friendly for uploading images now.


my multiply

the Philippines

so, trng we had friendlies with the Philippines Team.
they're fast. and their quickies really drive up.\

shall post these photos for now. will upload the rest. maybe onto flickr or the TPiranhas gallery?


hot tone legs.




ok. i didn't catch her name. but her age SHOCKED ME MAX. guess guess!
due to confidential reasons, i think i'll just say that she's reaching 40 yrs old.


yes. omg.

her legs are like my arms. standing beside her makes my legs feel like elephant's.


cannot believe right! the age part. sho
its like!! and and and. a MOTHER of TWO KIDS.
working.familiy.kids.trainings.and tours. champion.

ruby, i'll wait for about 20 more yrs then we compare the photos. see can match up with her standard anot. ahahs. like seriously.. OH MY. i thought she was like 24, 25?!

their after trng shirts. cool man. got our sch name on it. hahas. (:







we bonded quite abit within a short time of 4hrs there about. ahahs. it was fun. thanks to all those who prepared the food, and dee and bren who went all they way to TECHNO to get chicken wings despite her swelling knee.

CONSTRUCTION IN PROGRESS

i just packed the whole storeroom.
i'm damn pro-ed at it.


i was feeling hungry the whole morng,
even after i ate breakfast from KFC.


whole dept when for some lunch mtng while i went to Toys R' Us in Suntec to check their TVs.
i wore like a lanyard with the co's keys and i was mistaken as a sales girl for 3 consecutive times. one at the store itself, 2 downstairs of Suntec.


i'm happy to recieve email from estee. really missed her. and i also realised my MSN is so down, that ppl can't send me offline msges. this sucks.




the Philippines team coming to trng today! haha. we're having friendlies and all. this is gg to be interesting. hahas. (: should get the Hong Kong ppl. they're sooo...oOOoOOoosss.... :p

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with SIP up and MSN down,
i have an offical social life score of 0.



no, not complaining.
just miserable.



my stomach's grumpy for the past 5 days.
and the blister on my foot is not helping.
sunday's the run.



i was reading my blog posts in the past while rolling up the remaining star wars posters. i realised that i was so much more positive, so much more stronger after my dad passed. now that i'm moving on in life, it feels that i'm just so daunted by the little things.

and i think i know y.
i lack God.
serious. that yearning for God's presence was far more deeper than now. that humble, childlike faith's disappearing. mission trips just makes its better. but now, w/o the trip this year, everything feels empty. my walk feels... not right



i wont say i'm distracted.
i think i just need so adjustments; to be more positive and stop all negative thoughts that usher me into my wallows of self pity.



thought throught stuff today. i always wanted a best friend. in secondary sch days, it was so much easier. now, with my thousand and one commitments, i think no one can keep up with me. serves me right. with that, in each of my little commiment, i cant find a close person that i can really really thrash out everything with... but as of now, just want to thank God for what i have. coz i can't ask for more; in another perspective, i'm just given too much.


then i thought about that relationship. whenever i think about it, i grow disappointed, sad, happy, yet wasted. cant blame the other party as well. again, serves me right. taking time off for each other doesnt really help after all. and the more i think about it, the more i detest the opposite gender and what more, the sacrifices that was in vain. well, no doubt, he's the number one most understanding person ever in my life. and probably the no.1 person i've ever unconditionally cared for like mad. we can talk about anything under the sun. thats probably also the pitfall- overly understanding and then, it leads to the lack of trust in each other. u wont understand what i'm trying to say unless you go through this phase. ahah . (cheh cheh. act chim) really la.


so i guess, ultimately, i was just looking for someone who can appreicate me, after serving others without expecting anything in return. in our heads, we often say we dont mind, its ok. but its a fact that after your bottle is filled up to the brim, you do need that one person to empty that bottle, otherwise, the cap will burst.



so in conclusion,
God is all that i need. He's the only one that i can put my 100% trust in because He never fails.
i'll promise to put more heart into the things that i do. do it well. not for anyone nor myself, but just to please God and make the ppl around happy. that would make me happier and it seems that i've missed that point recently.



so yes. new day tmr.
in case u're wondering, nothing really happened today.
just needed to let my thoughts be heard even though my eyes are half closed.



enough.





ok. anyone got any ideas how u would go about driving up sales for Cluedo?
PLS EMAIL ME. joelle royston tiffy estee, aka, my ex grp members. u guys are not spared. HHAHA. JKJK.

what.

its very irritating that i know what i want to do on the field but just cant say it out.



lack of confidence?
trust?
thinking too much?




argh. whatever.











its been 3 days since POL-ITE and i still think i've wasted the chance. i really could have done smth.

monday.

cool anot. i did this man.

i burnt one cd of images and rolled up about 100 posters today.

it was raining so pj went down to get KFC.
most of the staff/heads are either out of town or leave. so yea.


eeky.
haha. still quite unbearable.

i came home at 7pm today. a record time.
so, i decided to train. HAHS. i climbed my HDB 4 times. its 13 storeys, but i climbed till the 12 level. dun like the 13th one. ahahhsh.
initially, i wanted to climb 5 times. 4 times and i was like.. ugh. hahas. so...

4 x 8 x 2 x 12 = 768 steps.
i took about 7min 41 sec. up and down.

this was about half of the Swissotel which is has 1336 steps, 76 storeys.
so i did some calculations... at that rate, i would finish the climb in slightly over 13mins. if i MAINTAIN luh. but honestly, i as getting slower at the 4th set. ahhas. my target is 12mins. ok. i need to train more. ahahahsh.


i've got liek thousands of photos which i haven sort out! stress stress. and msn is still very very unfriendly. ):

Nebo Touch

Today was really tiring. I think 10-2-10 mins game is = fitness.
Especially for the links and centres.



We had 3 games. 9-6pm.
For our team, we played well. Marli said that we did an awesome job, doing the things we needed to do and stuff like that. For me, I could have been happy with my performance, but I think I let other things affect me- which was bad. Keeping to leaving what’s on the field to on the field would be a good move. But overall, I think our team manage to hit our main objective that was to play as a team.
but in that new position, i've learnt alot. i may not have performed as well, but i did learn alot about every part. (:

Against the NUS team, I was really ugh by it. I freaking touch the half but the ref say no touch. So they scored. I backed to the score line max already so how can I be offside. Coz that’s where I touched her whattttsss. So that, the game was a 1-0 to them. If we won, things would have been different. TSK TSK. Was like pfffftttt by it max. then was like emo for awhile, feeling all so defeated rmbring that even for bowling, we lost to THIS close.

On a good note, the juniors got CHAMPION in the U-18 category! So so so proud of them. Its their first medal. Somemore- a gold. Whooots. They burnt. And really used the speed and gaps and even INTERCEPT which was good for them who’s only like about 6months into the sport. They’ve got a long way ahead. Marli, ad and ju have done a good job. I’m sure they’re really proud to see them play like that.
Our snrs got 3rd. wasted!

our juniors, champions of the U-18 cate.



the hero syaz who still wanted to play even when she was limping.

The weather was not very forgiving.
First we had the bright-sunny-and-super hot morng and afternoon. Later on, it was like want-to-rain-don’t-want-to-rain. Then drizzle here and there with the sun. after much later, it poured with winds. And was super cold being soaking wet. Was harder to run also with added weight and muddy ground. Then lightning came and had to delay the match abit.


ahhashahshhshsa. surya's foot. was super funny. we're like laughing at it. ahhahahahhhas.

do not underestimate this. super super stinging.

After that, dinner. Been long since I felt this physically tired. The last time was maybe the mount k trip. Went home at around 10pm, still dirty and disgusting, switched on the TV n feel flat to the ground to and sleep. Till 1130pm then I was willing to take a gd shower.
After the nice shower, plopped to the bed and sleep without switching anything off. Sis tried to wake me up and as me to find duno what (cant rmbr) but I rmbring not rmbring anything. Hahas.









well. so there goes the 18th oct and the crazy wkend has now ended. next wk, GE womens 10k and gg to try and rush back to church to shoot for confirmation.


alot of mixed feelings. many things i've worked hard for but wasted the opportunity. its always like that. i must do smth about it. can perform during trng but not during game. maybe i should work even harder and expect the worst during trng. so i can train harder and not be any bit complacent. be confident, but not complacent.



i do miss the church people.
and, i do miss my friends.

after much deliberation, i've probably come to a near conclusion that i can't equate training as social life. its different. i used to be able to do that. but with all the expectations to focus on doing the drill/sport right, it's difficult to really relac only.

like what the TP bowling guys always say, 'ai zai'. just do only. haha. i had fun bowling with them. and i wont forget this yr. right coach? i wont.

POL-ITE 08

ok. so.





















the boys.




last shot from marc and he's got the gold.



first, the Guys got champions again.
marc wee has gold for singles and quartet, silver for doubles.
perry has bronze for singles and gold for quartet.
alwin has silver for doubles and gold for quartet
asri has gold for quartet

Girls, we.. underperfomed i guess.


for the 1st 4 games, i was doing ok-ly well though not jaw-dropping-fantastic.
i maintained a 170avg with a 140 low game which puts me in 10th for individual girls.
then i think i go give myself unnecessary pressure which ended me with a starting of a 106 game in the 2nd half- totally buang for quartet. so in the end, i dropped to a miserable 18th out of 48?
haizz.


for that first 4 games, we came in 6th for doubles. i just needed that low game to be a 200 and sui to have at least a 180 game, we might stand a chance for smth.
i kinda gave my best so i cant really be regretful (which is rare and good. hahs) but somehow or rather, i still feel that it can be better if i'm faster to respond to lane oil change.
for my individual, if i maintained, the bronze is really within reach. really. so close, yet so far.



no doubt, i am disappointed with the overall girls results coz its a fact that we failed to retain the title. on an individual comment, i think i did relatively well and its just because of his words/comments that did affect me quite abit. when i just started to lose the shot, he just had to say smth not helpful.

but i'm sure, that (if he cares for the team) he has regretted some decisions that were made.



saw uncle ronnine, uncle francis, uncle henry and uncle sam today. (: they are indeed the ones who have trained me in the past. for sch trngs, sometimes, he is not even there. even if he is, he's just by the side. thus, not wet blanketing the team, but its true that we are lucky to get gd bowlers coming in. however, it is also through that the Team Temasek spirit that we're able to bring back the gold each year.

kyle and our new 2nd advisor was there for the whole day today.


amanda came today!
(:


i still feel that if today's line up was more well thought through and carefully planned, we could have achived smth today.


ANYWAYS. just like a blink of an eye, POL-ITE'S over. i didn't hit my main goal of getting a medal back, but i did achieve what i wanted to do in execution.
for my last and final shot for TP, i gave it my best and it was a 10th frame solid pocket strike. i was happy and satisfied.



hahas. oh man.
i just feel very wasted for the girls, seriously.


i'm not sure what's installed for me for bowling in the remaining months. AIA C'ships coming up. doubt that i'd have the time to bowl due to SIP. so yea. not easy this time round.








TOMMORROW. NEBO TOUCH. 9am-6pm at SP field.
loooking forward to play a new position. excited, yet worried but trying to be more confident and sure. we'll ssee again.

the Tomorrow.

i must sleep.


i'm feeling so apprehensive for no apparent reason. ok. maybe the reason is it. but it shouldn't be right.
the last time i felt such nerves for any particular sporting game is national C div. hahas. 2003. best yr. but i had the weight on my shoulders then. now, its not that bad what.




last night,
i dreamt abt old church. old like 1960s kind. not that i was even there.
i dreamt about my dad, being a rugby boy. hahas. and i was like using a medium format camera. everything was brownish. old, and yet, the ppl seemed like the ppl we are seeing now.
its a whole st. andrew's dream. ahhahs. oh my.thats y i was late.



MSN is still not marian friendly.
i have no minimal social life for now.


-



every night, i never fail to think of you. maybe i'd like to highlight- everynight.
ehws.
its time i put my heart to let it all go. not that i've not been trying. infact, tryin so hard that it has become more than just hurtful. and also because of you, i can trust no one anymore.i've put my trust in you and u just let it go like that.
well, i didn't have a fighting spirit for anything then. so for now, i cant hope much in anyone, in a way, its gd. at least i don't expect so much from anyone. there's even a period of time i detest the male species and found no hope in them. (sorry ar. hahs.) but its much better now. but i dont think i'll ever trust anyone wholeheartedly ever again. even if i do, i'm sure doubts will still surface. the scar is too deep yow. with my dad's passing, its like, salt on wound. so forget it.


the good news i want to share is that this time, i'm more sure that i've let it go. it happened when i was crossing the road yesterday, looking at the traffic light, rmbring the first time u held my hand. oh oh ohs. hahahs. ehws. i looked at everything and decided that i should seriously set foot on the ground to put a stop to this nonsense. its just getting all too girly.

YAYS. and pls, do give me a round of applause. i've been waiting for this day. after over 2 yrs of a waiting; not for hope, but of your responsible reply/explaination/accountability or whatever, it has given me nothing but sheer pain by the night. sounds fictatious, but no, totally un-marian, but yes. i hope this time round, i will really not let it haunt me again.neverytime i say this. but when i see you around on the sundays, it comes back again. i've not seen you maybe for like over a month. coz i've been MIA on sundays. and when i'm there, u're not. u've probably left early or i was busy playing for the services. so yes, i hope this time its not false alarm.



u've taken away alot of inmeasureable things from me that i can't even retrieve them from the recycle bin. btu honestly, as much hatred, angst i have, i hope that u're not reading this coz i still do want you to do well for your papers. hah. i'm damn nice- and that's worrying.


i need some love. love to give and be nice to my friends. meaning, to take time out from my jam pack schedule just for friends. it should not be in the name of 'having a social life' but really, in the big name of giving.
i've been so caught up with life and haven't been sharing much. maybe that's y i havent been feeling right all this while. i've been mean to my family when i'm mooody and having a bad day. not that i want to. but maybe it is becoming a bad habit od selfish pride. i'm really trying to lead back my God-centric life now coz it hasn't been right without Him.








tomorrow will be a better day for all.
for the photogs- Canon photomarathon.
for the Touch players- WTL semis
for the dancers- rehearsals and more rehearsals.
and,
for the bowlers- POL-ITE! (and the others inter-con at safra mt. faber)

i can't be everywhere. so all the best to my POL-ITES. i really hope to do well in singles and doubles. *cross fingers.
even if i dont produce outstanding results, it MUST be of MY BEST EFFORT FOREVER. its probably one of my last big tournaments. oh well. here it goes.
wait for the news.

how how how

woke up at 7.45am today.

major late.
left house at 7.53am.
decided to take the train.

reached at 8.15am.
amazing.

so i can conclude, i wake up with an objective to slp in the bus when i get to work.



bad thing is.
i did not bring my psp today.
nor my ipod.
major die home.

the center.

this morng, record breaking time.
i have to catch the 7.31am bus.
i woke up at 7.19am.
CHIONGED max.
ran down the stairs at 7.26am.
RAN to the interchange. from a 8min walk to a 1.3min jog and 2mins walk.
panting, i made in JUST IN TIME. hahas.
thank God max.


met them up for lunch. (:


today. besides the same old laminating, printing and all, packed Store room. coz had to pack goods to distribute to other stores.


seriously.
i haven't really applied any marketing thing.
i think IT sch ppl can also come and take my place.

1 more month. i'm really looking forward.
but, i'm still positive. AT LEAST i've still got things to do in the office.
erm. ya.



trng tday was erm.
i needed that drill. abt decision making.
i really need then.
then for nebo, coach put me in another position. smth which i've not tried in game situations. mixed feelings, but positive about it. coz this is a time where i can put other skills that i've learnt in it. who knows. i might be a better C than an L. HAH. but seriously, i believe there's a good fighting chance if we all play well as a team.


for me, i need to trust more on attacking. i'm quite ok with def, but i think i gotta give more security.


aiya. on the whole,
i need to be confidence.
i would say that this is a wierd, rare and good chance to do smth.
so,
do something.



but b4 that,
i have to be focused on bowling. just this last time for TP.
ONE MORE DAY.
i feel like taking leave tmr luh! but cannot. hahas. sat's the girls WTL SEMIS also. and Canon Photomarathon and the GRC Finals. hahas. POL-ITE's obviously first coz its what we all train for in TP. i'm realllly erm... haha. loooking forward to be routine, calm and composed.


come on Team Temasek.
can one.

boxes

guniang. i kena blisters, cuts from making all these boxes.
i was really doing it at high rate. ahahs.


nothing much really.
went for tap after work.


RECITAL'S ORDER'S OUT.
i'm doing the 1st, 2nd and 2nd last item in Section C.
damn scared from 1st to 2nd.
quick change from ballet to tap. i duno how i'm gg to change and untie double knotted pointe shoes and into double knotted tap shoes in less than 15 SECONDS.
i'm sure leh.


last last recital, we had one item in between and was so rushed. this year, BACK TO BACK. haha. felt like princesses.like 3 ppl helping u change. while u're like changing, ppl help u wear ur shoes, put on ur earrings and all. u're like adrenaline rushed max, but still damn scared. ppl literally push through the earrings ann untie your hair like mad. ahhas.


i'm damn scared. ahhas. but ok la. at least not from tap to ballet. if not no time to warm up properly.


finihsed learning both tap items already. ballet is still half hald and need alot of fine tuning.
lots of work to do.


anyways. what's more scary is this scary. i'm trying to not think abt anything but just do what i do trng. i hope i dun give myself lame excuses or give myself space to underperform.

200.

new job scope.
to fold 200 boxes out of the given cardboard paper in 2 wks i think i finished like 40 over. ahhas. what makes me happy that is not a job that makes me sleep. nor, have to follow any template. and what's more.. ITS TRANSFORMERS. HAH. it has a base can cover. so everthing x2.


was happy to train with shimo and ruby today.
but i spent a crazy amt of $26.90 for CAB FARE from work to sch at peak hr. its actually $14 plus i think. plus the ERP, FUEL, CBD, PEAK... its like that.


i dont think i'd ever want to rush down like that. i'll jsut stick with taking the MRT and then the cab to sch.




over dinner, mum was like.. "eh. he got a girlfriend you know". ahhas. i'm like. er.. ya. long ago.
so i was like asking... how she know. apparently, the mothers were having a chat or smth. and i also found out that it was not loong ago that his mum knew that we ended or smth like that.

tsk tsk. mums can be the new age gossip girls alrdy.. u know b4 i actually told my mum abt him, she knew it LOOOONG ago. omg yes. the power of the aunties.




also. that time me, my mum sis and i were having dinner at Jack's Place. we bumped into MRS TEO. and apparently, they knew each other looong ago. i got reallly suspicious. then i think one of them leaked out the secret. they actually met up IN SCHOOOL BEHIND MY BACK. coz that time when my dad passed away, she called my mum to like talk. she's damn nice and caring. so they like talked abt me and stuff like that. omg. its like... i just knew. and it happened like... 4 yrs ago?! i duno how my mum sneaked out to meet her or smth. coz i'd always know where is she.

haha. maybe i was like still in my crazy bowling days.. trng like mad. so yea.




from today onwards, i'm gg to start losing weight train to be more.
Number One reason on my list is RECTIAL. haha. no one wants to look horrible on stage.
Number 2, then i can run faster.



today, i got NEW MATTRESS. WHOOOOOOTS. i am damn excitied to slp now. ahhas.. coz my old mattress' like erm.. 20 yrs old or smth. so its super cui already. so it adds on to my backache prob. so i got new mattress!


oh yea. rmbr the bed bugs i was telling you abt? i got more bites ytd and today since i did another routine blanket change. buay tahan. so i went to investigate. and i got new leads.
its NOT my mattress or bed. its the BLANKET. also, a 20smth yrs old eeky cui blanket. i researched on bed bugs and all and reallly made effort to go hunt.


so.. TADAH.

i found THE black spots. u cant see the bugs. but these are their tracks. ahhahs. i think luh. coz they are like in one cluster, but spread out over a small area. so its not the printing of the blanket, but other things. ahhas.

click on the photo to see and ENLARGE.
(taken by canon, Macro. coooools.)

so the blanket is being wrapped up and violently thrown into the rubbish chute 6storeys high.
ok. so i'm happy now. no more eeeky scars and itchy limbs. ahhas.

happy bday yet! (:

HAPPY BIRDAY TO CAPT QING QING.


i think this yr's special for you with 5 days to POL-ITE. after bowling 2 yrs in this season, i have to admit, this is the most.. erm. scary year. i feel that tremours now, and that is like 5days away.

honestly. its half half. its like. technically, we know we cant really outdo national players. thats the fact right. and that's what all ppl think- bleak. but we're really holding onto Team Teamsek spirit. cheezy max. but i think that's the best way out. we'll win it together, not alone. together gather yes. we can fork out smth here..


i'm still feeling it.



ahhas. today work was like. i didn't do much. really. i was surfing the net. couldn't really like 'use company computer to surf personal stuff' but i really got nothing much to do. so i looked at universities webstie, browse through our asset library. ahahs. make me have more cravings. HAH. i want to buy a TRANSFORMERS figurine. there's one called the sound dunno wad. got guitar. yea. then the TF Real Gear.. there's the Watch and Camera. cool can. AHAH.

with every $50 purchase, you'll get a free TF limited Edition watch.
HAHAHAH.
go OG or TRU.

ANYWAYS.
after work, had to deliver posters to Paragon. took a cab from office to there coz can claim. then took the bus BACK to bugis to meet the cell for faith bday diinner. so its like. back and forth. wasted.

anyways. HAPPY BIRTHAY FAITH.
my fellow Sunday sch girl mate. hahahs. (: u're really a nice girl. ahahaha. faith and grace. awesome.


i am going to miss elaine when she goes over to study.

MOF. ex jap food. but i ate some jap udon thing which was below $10. hah. then shared icecream with eveleen.
haha. btw. thanks for telling me whoever. if anything, just call me, i'll get calll my gang over and settle.. HAHAHS. you know what i mean.



that's abt it. counting down to wkends. but this wk is erm... wierd to count down. there i am, scared excited, and yet, just want to go do magic.


really. i'm gg to rely on God's faith and confidence.
that's my way out.

100%

funny how i accidentally clicked a friend's blog that's on this blog, then happen to read this post.

u know what,
Thank God. (:
You always make things so timely.


see this..




From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?


Here's a little mathematical formula that might help
answer these questions:

If:

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:

H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K

8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%

And:

K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E

11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%

But:
A-T-T- I-T-U- D-E

1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will
get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!



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and this is quite interesting....




Absolutely amazing!
1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Brilliant, isn't it?
And look at this symmetry:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

my full wkend

alittle drained.
a brief summary of the 101 things i did over this 2 days.

sat.
had my FIRST AND LAST trng for pol-ite at yishun. felt rusty. but my first game was a 210. that's very comforting. bowled a 158 avg over 4 games. should be happy abt it luh.

ahhahs. PHOTO OF THE WEEK.
found a medal landyard in my bag. then took jean's silver phone and shaked it max so that it appears like a silver medal. AHHAH. didn't have like a gold phone or smth. hahahs.

had lunch with qing qing and ping ping. HAH.
seriously, i didn't realised it that that much that i missed trng with the girls.
but yea, i realised that i'm v verbally vulguar toward bowling recently. not good. much change.

after that. went for tap.
we had our measurements taken. ahha. and violently objected our costumes. ahhas. quite funny. i tried wearing ms susan's high heels to feel tall for a few mins.

saw this as i pass raffles city. saw the TPVC grp as well. yea, and mr. Zinger (the drummer ad person) is in TPVC. hahas.
COOL RIGHTS. ARTY FARTY MAX YOW. really cool. the picture. then u see through different plastic panels, u get different image.

went for the Great Eastern 10K race expo. tired max.
was voluntter. collected my package also.


after that, went bugis mac to see some of the photogs. and guess who i saw! STANLEY!!! he just went into army. hahas. so the mt K kaki was there. (: chill for awhile b4 gg to katong HK cafe with dickson to meet uncle sam for a meeting.
not just for fun luh. had to discuss some Retail Mgt Photoshoot thing next 2 wks. quite major think.

FIONA, joel, randall was there toooo! its been ages since i've seen them.

felt damn happy to see fiona.
((:


went home at 2am.



SUNDAY.
bowl for Kampong Chai Chee CC for the Inter con league. MORNGING. at MT FABER. one of our team member fly kite! wasted k. so we only had 3 bowlers in a team. cheryl was there! (: leon and jon was there. their team 4th, and made it into the finals by 10 pins. imagine the anchor did not spare his pin 10. that would have been fatal.

but yea, proud to see leon and jon grow up and improving in their skills. yea, in case u're wondering.. they're my COE mates. i think we've learnt quite alot from COE. btw, i heard gerald got into triple A. ahhas.

yes. CYS was there. i WON HIM MAX.
over 3 games, though not that all fantasic, i bowled 509 series while he, a 474. HAH.
and, my lanes weren't easy. short oil, outside dry backend super clean and all. with my Twister Fury which is meant for semidry lanes.... it was a little struggle.

but today, i had 2 4 beggars. HAH. proud to say that its all a CONFIDENT BROOKLYN strike. (means hit 1-2 pocket instead of the correct 1-3) pocket. HAH.
so yea.
happy that i totally trashed CYS even though is was on my max form.


then. was the race expo day 2.
was bad.
no sizes that they want for shirt.
LOADS AND TONS of UNHAPPY customers. really RAGING and all. some threatened to go press, demanded to see manager without moving, refuse to take the shirt and so on. iwas really,.. heart throbbing and damagin.

but thats to kh and gracia, things were nice! (:
we had dinner after that even though we're damn tired. so yea


oh yea. i got 20% off voucher from the registration. so i decided a HOT PINK shirt. my first ever owned pink shirt. ahhas. it's cool ok. coz it has this phrase "i like men chasing me" behind the shirt. if you look more into it, its like a sports brand for running, indirectly proving the power of women OK. haha.s

that's my 2 days. it seemed like a wk of things huh. ahahas.
beware of next wk. that's the real killer.