the art.

haha. watched american idol. haha.
i think David Archuleta sucha charming singer la. hahaha. humble like mad. i think he'll go far. Danny Noriega is hilarious la. hahaha. he's cool.. Kristy Lee Cook is hot la. haha. i think she's like sweet and all. mum agrees that she's like Barbie doll.

ok. i think estee and i totally dislike the life we're like living on right now. haha. today was like. stay-at-home-and-rot-day. haha. not that i did not have anything to do. but i was just... plain LAZY. puii. could have gone running and stuff but i personally come out with so many excuses. haha.

ok. so i've officially wasted this very day.
):

i really could help by packing my room or smth. but NO. i had to lie in bed, or like laze around in the hall. HAHAH.
sorry to have disturb anyone who's super busy and caught up with life and like reading this now. well, i had my time. hahhhaha.
and its coming soon.


the big worry now on my head is dancetrngandrugby, and missiontripanddance.
so yes. keep praying.


ok la. to save today, i finished doing the photoframes this morng, after recieving a sms from bernice. haha.



it was good. coz when i was younger, i really loved art. i would actually bother to take out all my paints and stuff, just to paint all day. i loved the sciences as well, coz i felt that it was the most relevant subjects to study and i really enjoyed learning facts. but i guess MOE made the whole learning science thing too rigid.

sometimes, i believe that persuing the Arts is like my passion kinda thing.
like with the guitars, photography, music and dance, i really learn fast. its like, i can really express myself through them, and really know how to enjoy.
but i guess i dont believe in myself THAT much to actually go and seriously persue it.
or maybe, i'm just afraid that when it becomes like a working thing, it'll kill all the passion and eagerness to just want to do it.


i guess in Singapore, i'm quite sure that i'm not the only one struggling with making the right decisions. ppl always say 'to follow ur heart'. but reallly, in Singapore, external influences, both gd and bad, would probably make the 70% of ur choice.

its like for example, i could have gone to NAPFA or like Laselle to like persue photog, music and all.. but like business in tp is a more practical choice.
so maybe, resorting to like CMM is like a mix of both.
hahha
but all in all. i do know that i'm still wanting to save lifes, very much wanting to be a doctor.. AHAHA. eh. come to think of it, a person who would is probably somewhat like me is Peter Moey, the doctor and the super musician. and i really mean super. haha. i guess thats why we more or less can talk to each other well.


we'll see. will ensure the i'm on the right track with God's hands yea. dun wanna go wrong and regret all over again.


haha. mean while, i think i should finish up my mission reflections. AHHHAAHHA. must save the day again. ahhah.

WHOOTS. HI 29TH FEBRUARY. its like ehwws la. tmr whole day is abt meetings after meeings. 10am, SC meeing. 230pm, the NE Camp meeting, then at night, cell. thank God for cell group. what a nice way to spend such a day like that hur.