workload

tmr is econs deadline. and we've started only on monday..

then, sat there's psycho test. 40% i think.

then, i gtg sim lim to change my RAM coz HP says its not competible.

then, i gotta edit and refine the psycho proj videos and ppt.

then, there's still the photos for SAA banner which is al' so critical.

then, my ballet classes.

then, church and stuff.

and then, my personal time.


somehow, i feel that God is in control and i want to thank God for that. i went for trng today.. and could tell that many were so tired and drained from sch wrk.

b4 trng, my back was hurting so badly. even when i'm not doin anything.
but after running around and stretching.. the pain gets occasional.
ok. todays trng..
i was again... split to ruby's team. so far.. almost for all trngs for rsn. i really must say that i've learnt alot from the seniors and those in that team. seriously. i feel so much 'happier' although i know i'm still slow at decisions.
and, i also feel motivated and supported. really. i mean like the team is matured to reallly focus on the objectives and nothing else. its not so much afraid of being like weak.. but to push on. that's how i feel lar.
well. i'm really v thankful for those ppl who's helped me unintentionally as well, as for aishya whose encouragments come from her heart.

although as filled with work as i may be, i guess today's trng has again, allow me to see more stuff thats happening in the team.. and also, feel more encouraged not to give up..

i'm not givin any motivational speech here. but i do hope that our team will also rmbr that its abt the team as well la. pray that we'll grow as a team, and clear all politics and the blah blah blah.


ok. pray for strength pls. slept for only a few houres last night.. and this night... i think i'm goona burn the night oil. and also the following night.
yea. and today, on the field, i was perspiring but feeling v cold at the same time. ya. i'm still feeling cold.