been sick.

yea. since sunday.. almost fainted on e way home.. fever on off ranging from 38.3 to 39.7. sorethoart, on off flu. and alot of phlegm. in the mornings, addition of blood. so yea. pls pray for me.
mum says it might be my lung prob thing i guess. haha.
my immune system is like v weak this yr. haiz.

haha. but. i manage to still go sch and survive trngs and all. thanks to suppressants called panadol. learnt from meipeng that panadol can tahan u for 4 hrs.. but not cure fever. smth like that. so yea.!

been taking quite a wide range of med i think.. long, round, flat. all kinds lar.. today, mum gave me 2 orange tablet.. once taken, will really pespire alot. like literally alot. ahha. my classmates were really amazed by e amt of sweat. hahah!


projects are starting to all come in at one shot. can't even rmbr our grp members lar..

oh. one more thing. rmbr abt my trials? yea. not sure if i'm in the team, coz acc to them, nobody knows, but most prob. coz nx month, i'll be rep tp in the inter colligate league. its a 3 month long league. from like 730 till 1030 on thurs. :(. my nights are taken man. but ok lar. abit scary though. coz they're sending 2 teams of 8. my team consist of only 2 girls, inc me. and i'm like new. so i'm like the only new girl around to rep. abt pressure. coz natually (i suppose) guys tend to score higher, then as a team, gotta keep up with them to remain defending champions acc to our ex tp capt, with alot of emphasis.

oh well. really hope will get smth.



keep praying.
i've been searching and seeking.
to be brief, juz to share with u guys lar.

i strongly suggested we should all juz depend on the Word and the Authour

honestly, this wk been emotionally tough.
i'm exhausted with human beings in general. not like sick and tired of u guys or anything like that. but its like to a point where by, u are juz tired of.. reaching out? not sure if that's the approp. word to use..
handling friendships , relationships are getting like getting on to the trough. mentally and emmotionally heavy? haha. i duno lar.

am i back to where i was?
was i even there?

haha. sometimes i think i'm psycho. in need of a pro psychaitrist to analysis me and give me med.


but i guess, for now, and ever, God is the best psychaitrist.