bowling was horrible. hmms. i guess this month is a month where i lost all my touch. from 8th position.. dropped to 17th position coz of TODAY'S game alone. juz today's game. i'm not happy wif myself, but juz happy that i was awarded smth. hah. 110 119 111 . steady? superly consistant ar. consistant in a wrong way. canot find my line, didn't have the feel and all. totaly. it wasn't me who was bowling. i didn't know wad i was doing. mayb, tchrs' day is a gd day to stop bowling for a while aftera ll. let me startch from scratch. and uncle jack, u better start trng b div.
today, despite my terrible monments. there was billy. billy encouraged me. coz right, to add on, i was bowling beside siglap sec, and was surrounded by ppl who dunno bowling etiquette. anyways, they didn;t really affect me la, thryy juz added on to my irritating feelin. okok. he was nice. that angel haha. he bought drink for me!..bottle 100 plus.=). so touching right. yea. he came behind my lane to support. but i kept complaining. ahaha. sads for him. anyways. juz really wanna thank him. u've realy encouraged me in ur own ways. thanks a million.
i guess i', juz shaken?. vvery shaken. passion is not burning bright. not at all. billy's blog explains it all.
i felt cheated. they said top 20 will have trophy + hamper.. and i only got hamper. so sad k. only top 2 gor trophy, i dun mind giving up all my chocolates in x change for trophy. argh. cheats.
ok, 16th oct. round 2. during FINAL YEAR EXAMINATIONS. i guess its goona be a rough time for me. no trng, have leagues, have exams, have dance recitals, no time. and plus, i have to make a comeback. i aiming for 2nd this time no omre top 20. no masters. stupid.
anyways. after bowling, went to church. love that feeling.
then went for jocelyn's birthday. aha. was very tirid. and then. through weiliang and howie... i solved the mrt game!!!.."zen wwahaha.. i got it! yay. after 2 long months. hhaa. i felt so blech there. coz whole time i was tired and kept thinking about bowling n hw. like y am i slacking esp in 3/6. haha. played card games *sheng zhi........ i'll be back. muhahahhaa. okok
then took a cab home was tired, wif bowling ball and the hamper.
came home, read friendster testimonials. thankful for sean. he has reminded me a few points and reminded me of the old me. the marian b4 daddy zhao.. haiz. WAS a strong girl. WAS a determine girl. WAS a sincerely cheerful girl. time changes ppl. time will not heal a wound, it deepens it. y? coz of adjustments. those scratches. those falls.
ahha. i'm toking lit style.poetic. ok. enough. tired. tml have church.