Girls! Please go to the foyer for morning assembly now! whahaha.. today went for prefects meeting and retrainnig.. i learnt alot for the duties but still not really sure lor. saw lots of juniors in their ties. whhaha. so smrt looking asp. sara. hm so anyway.. met up my usual churhc friends..... celebrated jas' birthday. Happy Birthday Jasmine ahaha... really alot of bday this wk man... yup. burried the cake and she had to dig it..... was a pleasant surprise.
oh well. the new year's like so fast.......... hmm. rally got to reshuffle my piroties. whha.. hopes spelling btw...... and need to do lots of undone need-to-be-done stuff...my christian walk is seriously on a downhill now.. so many things and events. really physically straining.. also realising tt i'm losing all the ablity i once had to lead... having low self esteem and eveything. reall hope God can show me smth.. as in. coz i'm like still having doubts.. and seriiously not setting aside enough time.. only sunday services... and my own guitar sesson to like start the comunication and stuff. really think that i'm not puttting much efort and pride in wad i do andnot giving the best. and also.. tending to be like more selfish than usual...juz protective but not yet over.. phew. this yr's gone. soon. better cast all my burdens onto Him for He carries it...God help me, guide me, show me.
goash....... this is getting too personal.