Girls! Please go to the foyer for morning assembly now! whahaha.. today went for prefects meeting and retrainnig.. i learnt alot for the duties but still not really sure lor. saw lots of juniors in their ties. whhaha. so smrt looking asp. sara. hm so anyway.. met up my usual churhc friends..... celebrated jas' birthday. Happy Birthday Jasmine ahaha... really alot of bday this wk man... yup. burried the cake and she had to dig it..... was a pleasant surprise.
oh well. the new year's like so fast.......... hmm. rally got to reshuffle my piroties. whha.. hopes spelling btw...... and need to do lots of undone need-to-be-done stuff...my christian walk is seriously on a downhill now.. so many things and events. really physically straining.. also realising tt i'm losing all the ablity i once had to lead... having low self esteem and eveything. reall hope God can show me smth.. as in. coz i'm like still having doubts.. and seriiously not setting aside enough time.. only sunday services... and my own guitar sesson to like start the comunication and stuff. really think that i'm not puttting much efort and pride in wad i do andnot giving the best. and also.. tending to be like more selfish than usual...juz protective but not yet over.. phew. this yr's gone. soon. better cast all my burdens onto Him for He carries it...God help me, guide me, show me.
goash....... this is getting too personal.

Happy Birthday Jeremiah! wahaa.. today is coffe shop nite.. it's one of the rare saturdays thati dun have dance.. so thank God... so i went there about 1230pm to try and get ready everything.. yup.. was really a gd experience for me.... my first item, which was the first= item of the day was to perform a skit wif winston, lynette and kimberly... lynetter being my elder sis and kimberly my mama.... winston the super hero..aka. superman. ahha. really funny and ridiculous. but i gained lots of experience form winston and the rest.. then later.. it was my guitar solo recital.. then i played.. like so horriblily... i was so lost... could not focus... too scared.. then missed alot of notes.. rhythem was so out. haha. all was terrible. haha. but many said it was good and that really encouraged me alot. elizabeth sang very vry well.. her song was very nice too.. sabestian had gd songs too... all of he songs is they composed themselves one.. very pro.. hahaa.. yup. then later snag wif eveleen and grace teo while jas played the piano.. haha. so yar. didn't really do a gd job but hey! its the though.t.. the QING TIAN performed my the guys were quite a success actually.. some went zhao xia but nvm.. it was goood. very shocked at ben who could play the guitar sooooooooooooooooooo well.. haha.. then as for the Happy Family dance, i think it was very ver vyer excellent. they practicsed hard, very hard. and took in lots of condsideration for every step. their hard wrk reeally paid off. well.. i enjoyed my day. l like dennis, cass' dad that 2 songs.. hte tune very nice.. hahhwhwa. they sing together like so unitied. i really wanna thank those ppl who like encouraged me alot.. and also want to thank God for takiing part of my fears away. wanna honour Him for that. and hopefully, i will try and have a deeper relationship wif Christ.. oh well. that's it.. =) dad

hmm.. on Christmas day, after church, played the guitar for 3 straight hours.. then like really blisterling.. till today. then went out wif mum and sis and ate good yummy thai food.. aha.. lmiss my dad. then this morning, went cycling saw dragonflies again.. and again. miss dad. then juz ate very good mother-home-cooked food.. wif some ppl coming to the house. haha miss dad. i seriously starting to be desperate for my dad liao. somethin short in my life.haha.

ahhaa. merry christmas!..whee.. can't wait to got o church tml.. aha. coz it's my first time doing logistics wif ulrica.. got to be there by 8am. better not be late.. ahha. so yar. so excitied!..ahaa. so ya.. yay.. christmas.. goona press the [post and publish] button adn try to makeit exactly at 12am.. whahhaha.. ok.. here i go....................... ~tick-tock~

haiz..today went back to sch for duty.. ahha. was fun.. actually wore a tie and direct cars..,. aahha. in the beautiful sun.... serious.. it was beautiful.... yup.. no shps pl go kc once again.. boohhool. so yar.later went to ah hood to meet church friends.. then went to watch Brother Bear......... so touching ok.. the artist is so pro in drawing the waterfalls.. then blending of yellow, orange and red. and some aura aura colour.. ahha.. so anyways..Dennis told me and jas to perform on coffe sshop nite... shocked.. must be christian music and it must be like bring closer to u.. ahhaa.. easy lar. BUT. i cannot find the scores.. and also.. my struming is not that gd either.. HELP!

Happy Birthday Yang!haha juz realsied that there are lots of hw to b done and yet, haven touch them..ahaha. marian, congrats,.. tml have prefect duties in sch at 7.30am!. hahaa. time taken up asgin. then christmas and everything,.. haiz. so anyway.... on sat was carolling. was too tired to blog.. so i blog now... haha. was church annual carollling. where we go to pl's house to sing... so yup. did that. everybody was in their best. ahaa. see those gorgious ppl only once or maybe twice a year....... aha. had lots of fun and fellowship.. so yea..
on sat. there is a coffee shop nite...... all performance and stuff... great fun and felolwship......anybody want to come? its open to the world!! email me or tok to me online for hte details.. =)

tweet.. came back from guitar.. ahha. on my way there.. from home... i witness an accident.. i knew that something was gonna happen... so i juz stare.. agahaha.. wait... so ya.. i was on my way.. then there was this chinese funeral that was in the process lar... then there was this old ah pey trying to act as a gd traffic police lar..then he any how direct.. then bang.. ahha.. the black nice new car crashed into a double-decker no. 14 bus. haha.i stopped walking.. and felt stupid... so continued walking.. ahhhahathen the driver came out. and searched for the 'traffic police'... ahha. ok.so i went for class.. later gg out for dinner and dental appointment. aha. ok. that's it.

whee.e.. juz came back from camp... was really a gd camp.. to the sense that we really brought the ministry closer as one.. and also welcomed the new ones... many of them like ben ho, daniel wong, jacquline,. etc....... were willing to open up. was very happy.. i hope that this camp will be an impact on many ppl and hope may have enjoyed it. muz thank the ppl planning it. and the food was great. no more chai beng.. hahaha..the last day, which was otday, was realy great.. yup..playe water bombs in the rain.. and was reall muddy and stuff lar.. ahha. was qute grossed up by all the squrimmy mud but got used to it and seemed to enjoy it.. ahaha.... so.. was really enjoying myself.. then there was this dragonfly lar.. so.. ahha.. thought of my daddy.. i duno lar.. whenever i have fun, dad always seem to appear in my mind.. so yar.. but thanks all those who came and made this wonderful camp possible. really.
for trng. i went back for it on mon.. trng was on power swing.. got really tired.. but was good.. shoulders hurt alot.. my 5 step timing also abit off.. so got to work on that,,.
as for my walk now, i think i'm backsliding again,,,,, thanks to the camp, i think i am taking another step forward. so anyway.,. juz hoipe that these young pppl can come for teens camp. and for all those out there... try to come for teend time.. it's a teens and youth thing at 3pm every sat at ah hood rd.. near st. andrew's junior sch,,.. all are welcome.. go ahead and try.. u'll never know wad lies ahead of u. =). God is gd.

hmm. today had the bowling test.. which i think was horrible compared to ,my team mates.. sam, zen, shariffah and lyn have like 150 and abv. avg... i got 138 avg? ahhaa.. i so can get into the team.. suprisingly, uncle jack was there.. so he saw me threw a few shots, got fed up, and walked away.. =l.. so ya. later went to meet my mum and brough her to carols by candlelinght in church.. had a good time wif all the kids and ppl.. haha. really fun. the teens and youth dance really well.. esp lorraine. =).. aa. okok. tml is camp.. till tuesday/ haha.. miz me?ahha.. bhb again.. tralala.. so. .hmm. yar mum will be left all alone.. worried~

aha tpday was blur the whole day.. during trng, practically cannot spare pin 10 at all.. i think only hit 3 out of like 50-60? hahaa... such a success man... ahha. pls;.. :p then later towards the end, played games.. so. i was juz normally bowling. then some coach.. (disclosed, but dun worry, not uncle jack) come and said.. or rather, discouraged me "the ball too good for u. cannot hit pocket how to hit pin 10? use back ur old ball lar. it's better for u", and shaking his head u know.. in another words, he's saying i'm lousy lar.. must he go round the big bush? pls lor. then i was very down today coz of the irritation of not hitting pin 10 as usual lar. thanks to the loose thumb... so i angry... then played very well.. ahha.. sent the ball out... then hit pin 6.. and hit pocket... and strike.. ahahhaha.. then i look at him.. he dao me. haha.. shiok man.. but was very angry lar.. so cried.. so its like i never felt so femine b4 lor.. over little things then like tt.. ahaha.. but later mr. lim and jie jie evelyn tok to me lar..so ok liao.. so i aim to him 190 avg by the end of next yr....wanna beat alot of ppl. show him i can k.. haha
ok. so alter went to meet geraldyne and went for the body works thing. spent 2.5h inside looking and learning. attempted to copy notes but was pointless.. learnt many thing... some of the things is like very simliiar to my father..
yup.. this is my day.. and agin.. haven touch my hw and stuff.. so can conplete it.....

haha Happy Birthday Lydia! ahhah. yup. today had a busy day..first had tuitoring... then guitar... then celebrated lydia's birthday until 11 like that.. then came home about 1.. ahhaha.. gonna have camp on 14-16.. then sis also not a home. so mum alone at home for mon and tue... quite worried for her.. yar. busy and hectic time.. marian so needs to plan her him and not slack so much and be more organise.. hhaha.. serioius. i idled my whole beautiful holidays away... so.. hmm.. lots of hw left undone, haven touch my secondary 3 txbks... nor flip them.. i'm so not gonna feel tired in sec 3.. aaahhaa.. so.. i need to be a better 'priotise-sor'.. between work and com and trng.. haiz... goash. life is sure tuft.. miz my dad's nagging, scolding and all the crap and jokes.. ='l

today went out wif mum and sis... got some formal clothing... eat and shop.. came back.. ya.... hmm, shucks man.. lots of holliday hw and i haven touch them yet.. congrats marian. not only that... a history project... which u think that it is not complusory..... turns complusory... yay.. =(

wahhaha.. today tap is killing my legs man.. haha. dance and dance and dance for 4 whole mins i guess?... haha. then went for cba..sam got a monster brusier.. same as stanley. and i made a new discovery! ahh. sam's spare ball fits my hand exactly, or rather, better then all my bowling balls.,... coz today my spare ball's wif uncle jack, so didn't bring along.. so used hers to spare.. infact, i bowled better with her ball and my spares are much sharper and better than hers which is almost like a miracle...yup. but she lost her handphone today... wth right.. she placed her hp under my bag... so.. who would actually know tt there's a hp under a bag aka, my bag?so i suspect its one of the cba ppl.. coz no one saw any house shirt ppl going near our lanes.. he survaliance camera didn't prove much coz it didn't really focus on us all the time... so but we had a prime supect.. it was some golden haired guy lar.. 4 lanes away frm us... i duno lar.. coz he keeps staring at us, then he went out a while also, then i saw him messing wif a sliver hp, which had sam's chain.. so.. hmm... but uncle francis said that we didn'thave enough proof nor rights to check him... so we watch him leave the scene of crime....... yup.. ahhaha.. oko. back to bowling.. my moster slayr seem to hook alot until i cannot control...., yup that's about. thanks to all those ppl who helped to find sam's hp..

juz realised smth.. i worte a chinese compo during streaming that my dad had passed away when the title wasn't even close to toking about death, and coincindently, my sis had a dream that dad had died.. hmmmm...

yar.. so. today really waste dalot of time.. finding pictures of the core of monster slayr.. yup. then went for guitar then met up wif mum again for dinner.. miss home cooked food...ya..that's it.. i can't wait for tml's trng.. ahha

wahaha... i got new ball today! its monster slayr....!! ahha,.. old ball was 11.5 lbs? now is 12.2.. ahh.. ya...so happy.. but is like hooking so damn sharply... stand at 35 and target is like 17 board? hahaha and a brooklyn shot!.. wahhaha...so much increase my speed... "Bowl like a man!".. ahha. according to uncle jack.. so that we can beat the girls.. whahha.. ya. so later.. bowled 2 games.. wif the red ball.. then first game 100, then 138.. haha.. not bad for a ball which i cannot control yet.. the span and everything is diff.. so ya.. so.... hmm.. must increase speed.. so after that.. went to meet donna for tuition.. then meet my mum and sis for dinner.. yup that's it. i must treasure mum.. she says she's not feeling normal.. always feels like puking after eating.. yup... hope that she'll be able to see me wrking. aaha. kk..

so tired today man... travel all the way to clementi for the youth championships thing... seriously sucked like hell.. y? thumb was swelling and sweling....so injured that iit cannot got into the thumbhole... then the 3rd game, which was the last one, totally cannot bowl.. took out all the tape and dropped the ball.. put the tape back in, stuck and pain liek hell.. not only that... got a wonderful blister. its so not painful...haha.. but sara and marianne bowled well.. sara came in 3rd! hahaa,. and marianne is 7th. aha.... hahhaa.. i came in like 25th.. ahahha. BUT... i won charles.. ahhahahhahaa... he got 35.. waaha.. so happy.. coz its quite impossible for me to win him.aha. but anyways... cheering was very fun... was practically fighting wif mgs.. yea. they were there.. i mean its like... got this girl, form mgs, scored 204 on those kind of terrible lanes.. so ya.. hate it.. aha. but anyways.. i hope that my thumb will heal by tml.. i wanna train man...now its liek one touch then damn pain liao..
ahaha. okokl. that's it. ya. today while on the day there... was missing my dady alot k.i duno lor. juz feel that he's walking infront of me,, juz like wad we do when we go to the interchange together... haiz.. ahha. then almost paiseh myself.. ahaa.. ya. miss him alot. i want him back.... pysically.. ahaha..