ok. today was like fire drill.
1hr of lecture suspended.

ok tentative CCAs are.. Sports club, NYAA, PACEsetters and bowling. bowling and sports club for sure. haha.
yea. caters to my wants. (: all.

anyways.

today's tap class is juz... haha-ish. haha. did like turnings today. and after 4mnths of not doing proper turns, alot of falls and all. ahha. hilarious. haha. and u know wad. e upcoming rectial, for tap, its mega AH. the last one we dance to "I need to know" by mark anthoy.. it was a plain sexy tap thing.
this time.. i think (nt confirm).. dancing to JAZZ. "all that jazz". its a sexy jazzy wazzzy dance. hoho. dimish all thoughts on the upcoming costumes man.
*faints*
i pray that ballet wont be that bad. PLEASE. haha.

so today. was like my 1st view of the dance steps for recital. was like looking at ms susan."u expect us to do that, with the style?"
she laughed, and said. 'ya'

haha. ok


i'm rearlly not looking so forward to this yr's tap. ahha. maybe yar lar.. the steps are challenging, but not the presentation of it. ahah. might wanna do hiphop to redeem myself. ahha. HELP?


haha.


ok. lar. today not as lazy as ytd. manage to do some trng today when i got home. got alittle satisfied.

haa. stupid.
today's post is all about me. haha. how boring can it get?
man. those were the days in sec sch man. the rants. the fiery posts. ahhaa.

a day at home

was a big bobo time.

haha.

was bad la basically..

woke up. suppose to swim. and i was so lazy. the sun didn't even motivate me. and it wasn't even raining.
attempt to do econs tutorial. i did lar. butliek got 2 q i duno. its like.. i'm suppose to know, having even to attend H1 econs lecture in a JC. ahahha. felt dumb. haha. bobo.

whole day, kept eating. was so hungry for some reason.

wanted to do my recordings.. and u know wad. i was lazy sing.

for dinner. mum called me to go down buy food. and i was lazy. sis came back from work, thankfully, with food.

so most of the time today was playing with the baby, wrkign with my camera and all.
haha.

now, trying to play this song (e cannon in d rock). on the com. i predict its goona take me like 5 long mths or even longer if i dun loose this little interest. hahaa. boh boh. haha. pray that this will be my bday present for myself by then. haha.

SO, In conclusion,

I HAD AN ULTIMATE LAZY DAY.

i'm sure in due time, i'll be lazy to plug in my amp to play my guit and resort to using my acoustic, which can be quite useless to the song i'm trying to play. haha.

oh wells.




i didn't explain y i'm at home the whole day right. aha. coz today no lectures. 1st
wk of sch no need to go for tutorials. so yea. haha.
i'm looking forward to next wk. where the wrk load begins.

ahaha. today, got my waterbill. ahha. it still stupidly states "to MR. POON CHIN SWEE" haha.



i've been reading my archives. haha. man. the times during o levels. ahaha. terror. the time was so bz with sch functions. with all the plannings. haha.
now i feel alittle useless and not very efficient and helpful in sch.

haha. ok. i'll figure out soon.






smth's missing in my life.

sounds serious huh?

cannon in D- rocked up version

when i 1st heard it, I LAUGHED.

then again... was listening in awe at SAJC's cafe.. haha. was introduced to by YONGHUI. (mr's turner's fav child). haha.

he abstracted it from a video
gonna rob him someday.


*hats off to the guitarist. hahahhahaha. cannon is D is so cool and funky now. haha.
the day i play like that, the day i can touch the highest part of the basketball thing (WHAHA. I DUN KNOW WAD IT'S CALLED!!!) without support. haha.



music is fun.

i saved the day II

ahahhaha.


might be the 3rd time or wad.. but...

mum says she can't fixed the toilet light.. usually she's gd at it or dad will do it. but today.. smth seems wrong..

hahaha. i went to help lar. hahah. she was super reluctant, thinking that i'll get electrocuted. ahhaa. then con her that i learnt in D&T b4. ahhaha. so she gave the green light..
so i took the screwdriver, turned smth, put in smth and TA-DAH.

and there was light

feel so achieved. she's proud of me and tells me to do engineering. *oh my.
but one thing lar.. she says i may inherit dad's talent of fixing things.



okok.

had another hr of sch today. our class like gender division. ahha. *pts to below pic.
haha. girls 1 row, boys 1 row..- not planned! haha.




hmm.. tmr no sch! coz no lectures.. ahhaha. nxt wk then have.. ahha. (:
should i join guit essem? but it clashes with my sport. haha. okok. nvm.


ohoh. haha. my class.. so far. there's a few guitarist.. jeremy, jinmin, ronnie, jorim(issit) hahha. yea. haha.

haha.

my 1B15 Class

hahah. i save the day ok. haha.

haha. *stares*. ahhahhah. she's a growing child man.

she who stole my mother, has stolen my dinner (mama not free to cook at times), is stealing my chain. ahhaha.

huh!?

told u she loves the camera. hahaa. (: she makes my day man.

meet astroGIRL. hahaha. she loves the camera.

meet RUI ZHI. NO SHE'S NOT MY SISTER. hahaha. my mama's bro's daughter's daughter. ahhaa. this picture is super awwwwwwww. hahaha.

megawatt.

haha.

sch was alright lar.
the acc tchr is really hilarious.

i really dun like acc. the subject is liike... erks.

why am i even in business?


hahhaha.









conquer conquer conquer. i must

DAY 1 IN TP

ok..

today is DAY 1 in TP.

i tried hard to escape from econs in sa.. haha. and I'M BACK AT IT. this time.. no choice.. really have to go. haha.

the rate of content covered in 1wk for a chpt as compared to JC is exactly the same.. jus that its 2hrs instead of 1hr.. so really had time to let my brain absorb.

our class really must bond.
and also.. its like.. everything is like class rep class rep.. there's no such thing as subject rep.. its really stressful for that person. .haven appointed anyone yet.. but i do hope that ALL in the class plays a leadership role.. though its hard to create one. haha.

tp is really not sporty in comparison to sa. really. maybe its coz i was in the dsa-enviornment. haha. but.. man. the business west. food stall is cheap and nice. $2.50 plus. haha. (: gd. but i miss sa food.. the noodles, prata, ETC. MAN.
the canteen is impt.



yea.

CCA SIGN UP day.
BOWLING. i'm in business instead of engineering coz of BOWLING. so.. ya. i have to join.. and and and and.. U KNOW WAD. TRNG IS tentatively ON SUNDAY MORNINGS. either 10-12 or 12-2 .. in both ways.. i'm gonna miss sermon unless its on the 2nd timing and i'll cab and be late. HOHO. oh my, what the (familiar, char?) haha.
PLEASE pls pray abt it? i really dun know.. coz i'm sure that sats are not enough. hoho.
i also sign up for NYAA. not a cca.. juz another -thing.
wanted like others lar.. if only kc had all these sports, i really wouldn't have chosen bowling.. but yea, its my passion lar.. though music still holds high.
thought of dragon boat, instructor, climging, life saving!!!, MAYBE guitar.. depend on timing.. and yea.. alot lar. grrrr. oh well. it all clashes.

wadeva it is.
today, i got my camera. yes. with no regrets at all, coz really, i'm megawattly seriously serious abt taping on professional photography...but not gg deep into it.. and yes! the competion has HOPE! hahha. was at town with solo, eve and char. ahha. solo got his new bag. and happy he.


ok. i'm looking forward to the start of trngs. pray that i'll get throught the trials... though err... confident abt it? ahha. okok. pray lar. eveything is still grrr..


eve and char were sharing abt their lectures today. tell u. i'm so jealous. coz really, business is not my cup of tea. CMM! ARGH. elajr;'aijr'a3j. childhood had bio stuff inside.. mega oiaj'[oeirja'r'eaijr. OH WELLS.
its A HUMONGOUS challenge for me to conquer lar.


i'm sure i'll make it.
i'll work mega mega ultra ultra solidly hard for whatever's ahead.




i promise. i really dun want to regret at all.




thrust. trust. rust.


man. think; indepth. do u juz love word plays?
look at the format. genius. the meanings.

ok.

smth made me happy today was glen's msg..
result of studying too much econs..


As goods increase, so do those who consume them.
-Ecclesiastes 5:11
Lol i didn't know the Bible tells abt Econs too



another thing was..
I FINALLY FOUND E SAME MODEL. the camera. EX-P700. the same model as the one i lost. man. i've been searching for it for 2 long months, surviing on evee' camera. and tthe best part is that mama finally agrees to buy for me, after seeing me searching for it for so long.


HAIZ.



Fall To Pieces
~ Avril Lavigne


I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus]

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything everything

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you





Only One Lyrics
(Yellowcard)

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

(Music Intro)

Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one(x3)
You are my only my only one









in a way, thank God for songs for this purpose: to convey msges.
i feel really painful now.
STUCK.
i feel too.. too-much... overly strong.
i feel so hard. so irritatingly hard.
i feel so cruel.
i follow my heart, my hard heart, my evil heart.
but all..
for the better.

i really duno what to post anything here.
all i know is that i'm struggling. i'm still fighting, still slashing.
i'm holding on. i'm pressing on.

breathless. both in and out.

physically yes.

today we had our usual capt. ball. i got breathless like in less than 15mins. maybe its juz the flu.. but my heart wasn't beating juz fast, it was litrally pounding. haha. rmbr the scan i had a month a ago.. i think that thing is starting to kick in.
NO WAY MAN. haha.


anyways. supposed to go swimn this morning.. didn't feel good. erghhish-ness.

ahha. randomly,
i thought i didn't like linkin park.. always think that they're juz noise.. ahha
but i'm starting to appreciate these music. ahha. yay.. all music but R&B (with the excepction of Temperaute by SeanPaul)


to u.
deleted
coz it's made known to u. enough.
and yes, to me "shut up pls."




Adjective: obliged u'blIjd
Under a moral obligation to do something- duty-bound
Verb: oblige u'blIj
Force or compel somebody to do something
- compel, obligate

Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted- bind, hold, obligate

Provide a service or favour for someone
"We had to oblige him"
- accommodate


Adjective: obligated 'óblu`geytud
Caused by law or conscience to follow a certain course
"felt obligated to repay the kindness"; "was obligated to pay off the student loan"Verb: obligate 'óblu`geyt
Force or compel somebody to do something
- compel, oblige

Commit in order to fulfil an obligation
"obligate money"

Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted
- oblige, bind, hold




to another u.
man. i'm tired of all this. u know it.
i feel not much of a help. in fact, a load + burden.
can u pls juz tell me smth. i know u have. but i'm sure its not it.
i duno wads it that i want from u. but i hope that u'll consider.
im already as strong as i should be. i hope u are.
i'm sure if we keep gg on like this.. there'll be loads of unnecessary assumptions made.. more injures.writing to u.. i duno if it helps. doubt it, for now.. coz i've already done what i possibly can.
to add on..u keep saying u won't change and all. what makes u think i will. (btw. u know wad change i'm referring to) i juz feel so so discouraged and so not trusted. like its so easily broken. is this the kind of bond that we hold??
i duno lar. up to u to go figure. meanwhile. really, i'm having alot of thoughts now. u know what i mean.
smths, i feel like juz being hard on u.. like totally. if its affecting ur studies, that's holding me back. MYE is like in 1 wk's time.
if u don't want to lose me, stop giving me opportunities to. can u have more faith in urself pls, and also for us. where's the confidence in this?






to end off. ahha.
freaky huh. i'm cold-blooded.


coz i want u to have the best in you.

day 2

Business Overall Champion and Chamion in Regetta.

ok.

today was abt the same.
after 12pm.. all was BORING. seriously. morning.. got new shirt.. hear lecture, see our care persons.. got new stuff.. got to know more ppl from the class..

btw. i founnd a ggg home partner! khairul stays 1 blk away from me. (:


ok. the rest was.. juz... nvm.
plus. the flu... maakes it more intolerable.


i survived the whole day.

my heart didn't want to sing the sch song.
putting on the tp shirt.haha. man.


wad makes me happy today is that.. i finally got new shoes!! (: nike dunks k. hahha. need a nice gg out comfortable shoe... coz living with sport shoes alone is really sian. plus the soggy-ness of it. so yea. (: ITS NICE.
but.. this is sa big sarifice to my camera, and as well as my allowance for the next month.
but worth it lar.

okok.




looking forward to work hard. hah. after A CHAO LONG LONG BREAK.

my og28. haha.

saintaldeia. u;l nv get this anywhere else.

my tribe