Hong Kong Study Trip (8-12 Oct)

my overdueed hk trip. HAHAHAHHAHA. (actually started loading long time ago as draft. just lazy to post. hahaha.)


Day 1

haha. i was actually quite amazed by the 5-day lagguages. my stuff and joelle's stuff looked to inferior! haha. the backpack and handcarry behind it? that's mine and as for joelles.. the 2 soft bags on the left. hahaa.

2mo2 first hk class pic. i think we sort of 'dominated' the mkt ppl. but it turned out well... as in.. there wasn't any major class segregation during the trip. we all bonded well. (:so yea. the marketing and lrm ppl. i really wanted just purely the marketing ppl alone. seriously.
the plane wings outside. its a Boeing 747 plane. my dad fav's plane. its my fav plane too. equipped with many safety functions.

good food.


love the roads there.

this pic makes me look as if i've got half fisheyed.

hoho. THE dimsum. our very first meal in HK.

xiao long bao. nice to the max. the soup spills out.

haha. edwin and lionel's purchase at duty free..

got this lucky shot.

i like this pic. its seems so... hk tycoon person. ahhaa.

our project grp w/o jeff. ahha. we ended up at starbucks coz we didn't like the high end stores.

emo boys, hazy skyline.

sixiu.. happily drinking her mango drink. ahhaha.

family dinner sia.

our 1hr-journey-from-city hotel. it's 5 stars though. haha.

in the lift!

Day 2
THE GROUP. with the teacher.
the happy teacher and the happy class rep.
beautiful photo. i just love this shot and morng sun.
one of the suspended bridges. we travel this road 10 times, 2 times a day. back and forth to our 1hr away hotel.
while the back ppl are slping....
infront ppl are singing all the way....
we look like brothers.
the MARKETING ppl.
and the half class photo.. ben and lorraine missing.
more....
and more....
well... at HK Polytechnic University, literally.
and the talk...
and their version of Temasek's Top Table

their kitchen..
hi friends.
and haoming and jeff. lunch was on the bus.

and.. WELCOME to DISNEYLAND! seriously, i was soooooooooo happy in there. i'm just V V V bu gan xin that we only had abt 4hrs in there!! so not worth the money.
we're authorised and personal. ahhaha.
this guy with dreams and aspirations...
our tickets!
and mine..
see the shadows! HAHAHAHAH

magical sia...!
didn't have the time to go in this shop!!! now i still dunno what's installed.
the mafia gang.
and me.
nice sunsettingish tone.
love this pic. b4 the 3D animation.
this cast mistress is FUNNNY to the MAX. we're like.. "thanks!" for taking the pic with us... she was like.. "its your pleasure..." ahah. ery witty statements and word puns. can compete with haoming. hahha
the boat guy. VERY HILARIOUS guy. one of the teh joke is... while looking at the zebras.. he was like.. "how do u differentiate a male and female zebra? males are black with white stripes and females are white with black stripes." for a moment, we stared at the zebras.. thinkg.... and... kenna bluffed again. AAHHAHAH. should have recorded lionel's reaction. AHAHHA.
man made tree. impressive huh!
ok. so according to the boat guy.. 'on the right.. u see sleeping beauty brother'... oks.

love this fire and water thing.
the 'janitors'. ok.... joelle only realised that they were artists when we come back to singapore.. AHHAHAH. he's actually using coffee. there's quite alot of other drawings as well.
the Land of Tomorrow.. i think.
our first ride in Disney. the covered roller coaster.
b4 gg into the haunted house. AHHAH. joelle and i were scared to the max. ahhah. we kept holding on the royston and lionel. our grp was walking in so slowly la. haha. until the usher had to come and invite us to hasten our steps. while he was attempting to do so, joelle and i was so scared, thinking that he was one of the ''ghost"... so we SCREAMED to the max. ahhaha. the usher was like laughing away la and say.. "wo shi ren" (i am human- in chinese). HAHHAHAHAH.
hahaa. the grp b4 gg in. AHHAHA. read sixiu's blog for more interesting details. ahhaha. shaun was ultimately funnier. his bag got stuck on the door knob... so he kept screaming coz he was stuck. AHAHAHHA. super funnnnny. it a pretty narrow asile. hahah.
i swear many of us wanted to be that girl la. ahaha. there was a queue for this photo takign session.
love this shot.

the parade! it was halloween season. in HK.. it was widely celebrated! i love this item particularly. its abt 2 zombies ball room dancing. very veyr elaborate makeup and big vehicles. they used the 'nightmare b4 christmas' theme... there's also the firemen. litterally. AHAHAH.
and the very very happy and friendly band. they can play and smile for my camera! ahhaa. i love them alot. this are just like... a few of the many items.
and in the shop. the only shop we ccould visit out of sooo many. after the so so so splendid fireworks, we used the remaining 20mins or so in amazement, forgetting to go to the remaining shops.

nicee huh! hahaha. asked hm to get for his gf.. AHHAHA. too cliche alrdy. but it makes a gd gift!
very nice shop.
magical fireworks. AHHAH. WITHOUT TRIPOD. ahhaha. i was using the dustbin la. hhaha. resting my camera on it and arching my back for the whole 15 mins +/-
haha. like in a cage like that.
nice nice!
fireworks again...
lovin' every bit of it.
nice colours!! with the music. its like.. x10000000 awesome.
phews.
i was too stunned an overwhelmed by the whole thing. forgot to lift off the shutter. ahhaha.
v nice biscuits from xiu! haha.
super cheap can. we bought in 3s. i think one bottle liek SGD$2?
oks. no comments alright.
happy birthday michelle. haha.

Day 3

to be continued........ hahhaa.

rachael's bye.

the ppl.



it was a surprise. so i was peeking through the doorr....


yes. a sucessful one! finally we could do a surprise flawlessly.


great food from aunty ann. had sharing.
glen's poem is really gd usuage of words. should send it for comp. or smth.


hahah. the flash with the choc. looks heavenly rights.



ok. so today.
i hated sch.
that tchr was simply wasting ppl's time. as e other group was more or less done, we came in earlier.. she said in a sarcastic tone that we're too early.."the lesson is 3hrs you know.". nvm. then when its our lesson.. duno where she go. had to waith for her.
ok. nvm.

come back. for 1 freaking hour, she just collected our drafts, looked through it, wrote comments and gave us back the paper.
its like. a teacher is SUPPOSED TO TEACH right.
nvm.

and finally. coz i was packing my stuff.. so sixiu asked her if the lesson is over... she said yea. i didn't hear it and asked...."mdm....can we go now?"
she LAUGHED to herself.

so i was like... "erm... why are u laughing?"
she: "because i said smth and u didn't hear it. like i've said, i dun want to repeat myself". and she was still chuckling with a SARCASTIC TONE. so i was like.. OK.
fine. and she kept saying that... "since u guys not serious (smth like that) its no point me saying things."

i was v disappointed and angry. so i said softly, but loud enough for her to hear..."so u're like giving up on us la. ok. not keeping to promises from the start (when the class had the expectations set out..)".
she said,"not that i want to give up on u all, its just that u guys dun take it seriously.... blah blah blah".

i just blocked out her sound.




i was suppppppperrrrr irritated and agitated. and since lesson ended, i took my bag and leave w/o greeting her or anything.

i mean like. wah lau.
i've really got not appropriate comments for her.


at times like this, i really dun need these kind of tchrs. i can jolly well talk to the subject head abt this attitude u're giving our group. its not that we're not serious or not respectful or wad. in the first place, in ur eyes, we seem like trash to you. everything we say or do, its either wrong or not needed.

for some reason. i was just so upset abt the whole thing. the fact that we're trying our best her to complete our requirements of the 6core subjects, and there u are showing sarcasism. and, we WANT TO LEARN commskills. u know why. its the MOST relevant and general topic. and its impt. coz once we're gd at this subject, we'll have no probs standing our from the crowd with just credentials.


i really dislike you attitude.
get a life pls?
i'm sorry but i really hope that you will somehow read this and know where we're coming from. stop judging us just because we're more vocal.
i can never see ourselves, keeping quiet for 1 hr, staring into blank space w/o slping or anythign like that. pls.


after sch. was just feeeling so sian. coz it was the last lesson. walked around with estee and siu for the ccn day. didn't feel like gg anywhere. THANK GOD, there's the MILO VAN.
that realy perked me up. i drank like 5 cups. just standing there at the van with the milo driver looking at us drinking.


haiz.



thank God for rachael and the farewell event to her. i'd miss rach ALOT. she's a v special girl close to my heart. she's gg to migrate to canada.


photo taken during 2006 trip. during the transition.
i'm really going to miss her presence in Singapore.

huh.

field trip @ VIVO. i'm starting to dislike that place. i'm sure they're gg to make bridges within.

this morng was TP Rawks. no bad la.
well done on Sam for the shirts. very nicely designed. v nice. maybe she should go into t-shirt designing. haha.


happy birthday to lionel!



ok. trng was ok. but i'm really sleepy. byes. meet submission of draft tmr yows.

building brands

4 big shot ppl. from MKT, Google, Philips & HR. learnt quite a fair bit. i realise that marketing is really about the 'same' everywhere. consumer based.


check out the headlines! MP. Marian Poon.

yea. i'm worried if the food prices goes up. haha.



bought this at bedok's pasar malam. $7! i think its ok-ly priced. i need a foldable belt yo. haha.

cut my hair again today. it's the final cut. i think the guy over cut it. but heck it. haha. now it feels so much lighter and i can save money and time on bathing. tralala.

ok.



today, i recieved an sms from this girl whom i really love.
His strength is made perfect, not in our strength but in our weakness.

first time i read it.. i interpreted it as...
God's strength is out of perfection.... but ours is out of weaknesses

in both ways, both make sense and very relevant in my life now.
i must know i can do it. then i can do it.

tmr is TP rawks. honestly, i'm tired to go for it because i've got things to do that are faithfully pilling up. my following days are FULLLY PACKED. believe me. from the moment i wake up, till at night 10pm, i've alrdy got plans.

now i need time to start packing, finish up my IJs and squeeze in STUDY TIME.


its close to a wk b4 POL-ITE now. i should be freaking out now usually. but i guess, in a way, thank God for blessing me with many things to be done. at least it takes my unneccessary mind off.



looks like i'm not able to settle the shirts for the class, the publicitty for the mega event, supposedly joint by ssc.


above all, i just want to thank God. u know why. He has not left me. and He will not leave me. i'll still rmbr wad aunty pauline said over at camp last year after we had a rather.. messed up debriefing... after a long pause...*He has not left us.* and the pause resumed with the nodding of heads.

that's y i love my God. sometimes, i feel like i'm consitantly pulling God's hand into this deep water of mine. because of is infinite grace and compassion, i cant comprehen His ways and feel that i'm irritating Him.


i cannot help feeling scared.
this is the first time i'm feeling soooooo afraid. really.
for my very very first year gg to this trip in 2005, i wasn't feeling scared. more of bursting excitiment.

this year, its very much afraid and die die die must hold God's hand every min, otherwise i'd might stumble and fall. i mean ya la,.. we should be doing that faithfuly.

i think this is yr is gg to me a special testimony for me. i'm still pretty sure of God's call. i just hope the non-Christians will understand what i'm doing all these for. and pls TEMASEK POLY LECTURERS/ TUTORS (i hope my blog link will come out if they type in those words in the search engines..haha.).... have MERCY on me. hahaha.
pls?

other opportunities

ohhhhs. hi.

NOT APPROVED.

MY LOA IS NOT APPROVED.


seriously. my heart SANKKK. i was in all hope to just make things better by having an approved LOA.

my cp told me that this matter was brought up to the DD, aka. Deputy Director. and not approved. so yes. hi.


i've already got 9884836755 things to do b4 i leave with a heart this is cool for Christ. and now, the word stress is reallly becoming an understatement.


i've thought through abt this.
i believe i can do this with my grp mates and friends like estee, joelle supporting me. i believe that i can pull through and shine in my areas in service.
i believe i still can win this upcoming POL-ITE, - the day b4 i leave.


but there's always a however.
just as when things seem to be getting into control, thanks huh. the devil steps in.



seriously, for the past few weeks, i've been praying for direction and hope. and i'm clear that God has granted me with these feelings of comfort. now, i'm steering my prayers towards guidance and strength. relying on God's strength is one thing. but how heavy can this little faith of mine pull through?

aunty alicern shared this passage with me, abt Martha. God understood her circumstances and gave her peace. and without me explaining much of my fatigue-ness to alicern, she just searched this verse to me. she's really got the gift of encouragement.

"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed


this morng. i actually took time off to go and run and swim. i just needed that kind of space to relate to the nature. haha. i went to the trackk to run and as i was on my ipod shuffle mode, God was giving me so much chill-pill through music. i initially planned for a 5round kinda thing. but then, i realised i was on lap 7. so heck it. aimed to run 10 rounds. thinkign that my 9th was the 10th, i ended my run feeling cheated by my watch. ahha. coz its my watch that helped to monitor the no. of rounds.


i just loved that time.


and during bowling today. coe was great. yes. at least there's coach to guide me.
and then sch trng. i guess if it weren't for my girls and a few of the boys and bowling, i dun think i'd wanna stay in trng. firstly, i needed to go home and do stuff. secondly, since the 2nd evalutaion, coach have not told me anything or like telling me how can i improve my game. its only uncle sam that i'm heading to now. thank God for him.
i should not say anymore. all i know is that i've gotta do my best and lead this team well. no more room for disappointment pls.




i'm still holding on. not very strong, but surely. i know i'll run this race coz its for God. its my committment and sacrifice to him.


still, in my mind, there's always a glimpse of u. and in my heart, its all the shadow that u've left. things are pretty getting much better now. but i gotta still learn how to let it all go. but yow. i just want to be friends again, coz i really treasure you. and i dont want to regret when it's all too late. i just hope that we're all not thinking too much or too little. and with the 20% chance of hope left, i hope that u're reading this. i've already ran out of the courage to have a communication proper with you.



keep smiling marian. and keep working like as if its my thing to carry out all my necessary task. its a new day tmr!



-taken in mid yr.

the camp.

this morning. tired!! lloook at the photos..









nic's hot butt has burnt the chair. hahha.
(the chair was burnt b4 we got there.)



phews.
more photos on the album that's specially for ppl to kope. *click on the right. thanks.




learnt quite alot abt stuff. quite sad that i missed ju's mental skills talk BECAUSE OF BOWLING. had friendlies with quite a no. of schs at NYP after bowling.

at night playyed rounds and rounds of taboo. i think i'm being a pro at that. u know why? practically can rmbr all wrds already las. haahah.

hahah. now i'm actually drinking sheridan that i bought from duty free while doing online works. its the coffee-milk-alcohol drink. v nice! taste like milk coffee and alcohol.



this wk is gg to be another another yet v crazzy week. rreallly. i've got like 3-4 places/events to attend to. somemore. TP Rawks event.

I AM PREPARED. BRING IT ON. yows.

mofunzone

go www.mofunzone.com and play 3D_Logic.

i'm at lvl 21 now. HAHAHHA. STUCKED.
really a gd stress relief game. takes ur mind off work for awhille.


gd news is. crm grp has completed the questionnaire.
bad news is..
i've still got e online lects and the 1001 IJs as well.

ahaha. i might as well put v-bus(tp business students e-portal like web) and ole-bb (tp student's online blackboard) as my homepage.


trng in the morng at yishun. and camp at NYP tmr! till sunday. and back to church for msn trngs.

and say hellos to a whole new week full of chances and possibilities. ahhaha. i sound positive huh. well, yes i am! hahaha.

((:

loaded

buay tahan the commskills tchr can.
i shant comment abt her anymore. ughs.


i do not like online stuff. seriously.
the lects and tutorial can kill me secretly.


and. i do not like unnotified changes.
its like big punches to the brain pls..



haha.
and today's vivo city was like. ugh. tooo many ppl to actually target a shop to work on. only had fun time at the army market. the nelgene bottle is only at $12! mega freak out. dun like projects that require ppl to go and seek shops and end up shopping. hahhaa.




seriously, i never felt so in need for a 28hr day.



met up with gary last night. gd time catching up with him. ((: thanks for the gift yows. hahahha. (: take care. till nxt yr!



and yes. the o levels are over. please?

inter-net

msn giving me probs.

duno wads with this sem.. but w/o internet, i'm as good as absent for tutorial literally.

crazy leh. hate it when its online lectures. INTERNET MARKETING is like 100% online. BLECH. now commskills also.

its really like 10001 things to do. one wk over, then the next week, it starts all over.



this wk, i'm really glad NO BOWLING till sat. ((:
so today, there's sch, so couldn't make it for ballet. went for rugby.
felt gd during that 20mins of game.


after the game, 2 of my team mates came and tell me that i run fast and have gd punch-ups. i suppper happy la. its wad i've been wanting to achieve- a noticeable increase in speed. AHAHHA.

but anyway. running today felt too gd. i should run more.






last night i dreamt of u sia! haha. was quite a stupid and practical dream that caused me to be half an hour late for tutorial. haha. i dreamt that we're both rushing out of church to head on with our busy activities. and out of church, it was at bedok princess theatre outside the road there. ahhaa. and u allowed me to take the cab first. AHHAHA.
and then ironically, this morng, late for tutorial, attempted to wait for cab but took the bus instead. ahha.

was watching a tv show last wkend, a very dramatised one. ahha. quote: "you dont need to be with that someone you love". ahhaha. EWWhsss.

probably that's what i am now. confusedly in denial. well, i'm quite clear of this whole thing now. like finally huh! 1 yr plus plus plus. all i need is just some form of clarification and thats it. (:
anyways, hope the o levels ppl are still fighting on.
and! and A LEVELS PPL!! yow yow. hahhaa. (: if i was a successful JC student, i'd be complaining abt the papers now. haha. press on my A LEVEL friends!

may God be with you.





another thing on my mind.
- should i go for Milo Open. it would mean giving up coffeeshop nite and carolling.
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW. i HAVE to decide this b4 i leave.


there's simply way toooo many things to clear b4 i leave Singapore. God, help.

team

Tenacity
Excellence
Aspiration
Motivation

had a little thinking.
really, heck it. we shouldn't be so bothered by why and who is in the team and stuff like that.


whats more important is pressing onward and ahead towards that common goal that we share. i dun care what differences we have, but when we're on the lanes, we play as a team. our opponent's won't know wadeva thats gg on in the team.

so long as we put on a gd fight,
get the gold,
get the glory for the Sch,
and for God,
i think its already the best.



right now, just train hard. dont waste anymore energy on things that dont worth the effort. the excuses are just getting too... useless and in vain.





another song to share on my ipod...

Days Go By- Dirt Vegas
You

You

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feelin' at my fingertips
That's pullin' at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feelin' as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feelin' at my fingertips
That's pullin' at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feelin' as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you (5x)




24th June 2006.

factory girl

i think all design students should watch this show. my first M18 movie. haha. its really arty farty and i think gabriel would like. anyways, its abt this girl's called Edie.. her real lifestory.. speaks alot of the art scene and glamour in the past. i like the movie.


and yes, i cut my hair and wore my nice new shirt. haha. ((:





spending time with them today was just... (: . needed that kind of social life instead of trngs and work. it just felt... phew- relieved and relax. well. it was supposed to be an outing for the project one.. but was really not in the mood to seriously screen the shops. haha

estee's bag and mine.



note the similarity? ahha. at the toilet.... we realised that we carried the same stuff. hahahhaa. even the way we organise it is the same.

hi.

ok. so i with the assumption that there are ppl reading my not-so-marian blog post, i should highlight some stuff.


dont make assumptions yea? u may get it right. but, it may not be the truth.


but yes, i agree.
from a strong team to duno wad.




for now, let's just be hopefully gracious abt it. cannot let his be at a advantage to our opponents.



keep it strong guys,
please


i'm sure we'll pull through after POL-ITE.
we'll bag wadseva on the table k.




convo with sui:

☆Sui says: hahaha
☆Sui says: EHHH
☆Sui says: the field likes you
☆Sui says: but but but
☆Sui says: the lanes loveeee youu
☆Sui says: ) :
☆Sui says: ehhh ehhh mari dear
☆Sui says: just because you saw that super super hot sg rugby womannnnn doesnt mean you have to stick to mudddy mud muddd ) :

balls la.

today, i bowled well for myself. i liked it.

however. too many things are happening.
i wouldnt say much here coz its redundant and would make things worse. i shall just jump the gun and shoot straight at my eeehws-sensitive feelings.

and again, i shall do the numbering system again, but this time its all related to bowling i guess.


ONE.
very first thing in my heart- i trusted u for 2 whole yrs. i respected you. and i know that i always try and make the best out of trng. but this year, u were cold and indifferent. u just seem to not guide care me anymore. to me, it just feels that.. heck it. i'm there just to fill a space.

nvm abt that. but. the fact that u lied. u ahem ahem lied. its just really... argh. and, u never give opportunities. infact, when i have them, u close them off right at my face.

and u know wad, from today, right this very day, the 3 nov, i can say that i'm totally lost my trust in you. that respect that i ought to give u, will never be the same and sincere one. i'll just respect you, because i need to.


TWO.
and the same you, i really want to know why things happen in such ways. not to impose an authorative tone, but as a v capt, i just feel that at least the other capt or i know y certain decisions are made? the fact that u're just giving all other info/instructions to him is really.... WHY WHY WHY. ok. maybe if u hate or dun trust us that much, at least share one of the com?


do u know that many bowlers are really hurt? u'd probably want to know coz i know u still care. its not that its inevitable or wad. its just.. there's a need to have more discussions and open opinions/views.

probably i'm not in a right position to say much abt why certain choices are made.

thats why i needed to bowl a 4th position in the overall evaluation to prove smth. its not abt proving i'm gd or wad. but proving if the equality still exist. to me, wad matters is wad ppl think of you. to me, it seems that u're under pressure to make decisions that live up to the image/ perspective.. there's a better way out, and i'm sure. but u just close the door. not shut, but leaving it ajar and room for hesitations.


heck it.
all in all,
biasnot a v fair choice


THREE.
i really believed that u're a person who will keep your word. but when u mentioned that whoever could do wadeva. it's really. wth.

i really have no comment abt that. because since u say so, i really feel very unjust for the ppl who from the start, couldn't be part of this whole big whoo-ha.



Four.
really, know where u stand. i'm not saying i am judging anyone. but pls, DRAW THE freaking LINE.

dont push it.
really. dont.



Five.
ok. its me now.


perhaps i could have been more rational today. but seriously, maybe i'm still very angered by so many things that's happening this is v v potential team.

i really hope we do win POL-ITE.
my doubles partner is amanda, and my quartet is also with cheryl and, jean.
i hope we'll do this together. win or loose, it really doesn't matter because i want this team to go all out. if we win, it's really a bonus and it'll put things right to where they are.
as for the other team. i hope the technical skills just be good enough to sweap everything. no more comments.



today really set me off thinking.

i think its time that its enough for bowling, for this org.
after POL-ITE, i'll make the relevant decisions. i think seeking advices will just make things worse? the thing is that, i'm under the STARS prog.
i'm supposed to be winning smth for the sch. but it looks like i'm not, and i'll never be given the chance to do so.. and i think by hook or by crook, i cannnot quit playing this sport for TP.


meanwhile, probably depending on my performace for POL-ITE,
i'll stop the whole bowling thing.
probably conttinue in fun leagues (maybe clubs?) but maybe not for this org anymore.
its just closing my windows.

the thing also is that, i really love rugby. and because of the bowling trngs and competitions, i'm lagging behind rugby, with regards to my batch ruggers.



ok. probably now, i'm just sad/angry/jealous/wadeva u name it. and u can say that i'm blabbing and sprouting logical nonsense.
to sort of summarise my decision after this season,

its really i go all out for bowling in tp again (till e whoever has no choice) , knowing full well that i can never get the ideal thing i want and try to fit in rugby as well

or

really cease my lifeline in tp bowling and go elsewhere, and focus hard on rugby.





sorry Lord, but i am being overly too vulguar today.
i just cannot seem to find a better vocab but sprouting angred colourful languages.
its really- to the max.
everyshot i made today, good or bad, its a vulguarity whispered out from my lips.
every sentence over supper today was with colourful vocabs.
i'm quite disgusted by my behaviour. i shall work on it.

but more imptly, work on my patience and probably my short temperament.
so today during supper, saw solomon, and as usual, being at his utmost punked dressing.
ok. so he's seen my most vulguar moments.








after all that i've said.
i still that i'm angry and making rash decisions.
but this time, to me, i seem quite pretty serious at it coz i'm dealing with the word- 'trust' with you. and because i cannot believe in wadeva u say, neither find a reason to stay, i dun think continuing will make me feel happier.

it'll probaly the girl's team that would make me find reason to stay and a few of the guy friends. i really love bowling with the girls. but if i'm bowling a loosing game, i think, its best that i forget it.


things would probably change, ONCE i get my confidence back, get my opportunities and more imptly, depending on God's call.
if i do not meet my certain expectations- with it with people or me, i think rugby would make me feel so much happier.


ok. thanks for a wonderful supper today.
and sry minesweaper bro for not coming online eariler. haha.

and. i'm VERY sad that i didn't get to meet my co-fireman and gang today. i really miss u ppl la- the nonsensical content of words and just making my world a happier place to live in and also, the thousands laughter filled seconds.
well, hoped u guys had a great time while i fret abt other things. haha. sourgrapes. but yea.. we'll meet up real soon k k k.


yes.
i should go to slp now.

old photos

*photo taken in 2006.
ironically, none of them are in the team now due to other committments.. and eileen left for e university. ): i miss her.
and i miss the happpy green bug infested field. heard the new field'd gonna be systhetic. puii la. no more little friends around. and they can knock down the boot scrub cleaning area and install more water coolers arldy.


anyways, finally could go for rugby today. today's like that day i didn't touch my bowling ball.... after 10 DAYS. phew.
although we didn't have the field, nor the astro, nor the bball, nor the courts, we used the street soccer court after the capts chased the not official cricket ppl with the aid from the sch's security guard. haha.

it felt gd to run again. ahhaha.
oh wells. the bads and goods la. ahha.




ahahah.stupid old photo when we're like... new friends made. ahhaha.
love this pic la. happily ingesting the potong icecream.