Tuesday, November 08, 2016

Untangling vessels and veins.

You know when i blog through my phone means it compellingly urgent. In episodes.


I honestly enjoy being single and never thought that anyone could walk into my broken life and stay in it for a relatively long moment. Forever is too strong a word / expectation in this cruel world, but u somehow managed to alter all of my comfort zones into more comfortable zones? Idk. I still want to lead my independent life and having no one to be accountable to (except mothet poon) but it seems that I would want to tell u everything abt my life. It seems like u've robbed my independence and i'm actually naturally trying to be ok with that like as if i dont mind? Is this what it means to have the lock and key to my heart? Eh. Simi sai.

When i was young, i never thought tt "relationship can come later, focus on your exams first" was an issue because i nv knew how 1 person could occupy so much space in ur mind, least to say ur heart. Ive got so much analogue circuits to learn abt, to explore, understand and hence aim to ace my exams, but it seems like ur the motherboard of all those ic chips and im so lost with which circuit i was suppose to deal with.

I've been subtly self-conscious to ppl whom matter alot to me, especially with how i look first thing in the morng. I mean, i wouldnt care if its with my adventure friends, bros and all; and I would care alot if that person's opinion of me means alot to me, so doesnt that equate to u? However, that very morng, i just wished that u are the view my eyes get to when i first wake, regardless of how horribliy tired i'd look because of all that's happening this month. Freaking cliche and ironic, but as much as u mean so much to me, i couldnt care of how i'd look infront of you. Not sure what tt really means, but perhaps i just want u to love me in my raw form and vice versa. Besides, i dont dress up so perhaps its not much of a diff. Hahas.

Even when we quarrel, when we're angry and dont agree given our strong characters; I find myself being more angry at myselt for making u feel all these negative emotions. Usually, i'd argue for the things i want, but i find myself givng in, unwillingly though; but i guess more naturally willingly because in love. I guess thats what it means tt love holds no boundaries. I know my issues and weaknesses and may tend to fight for what i want and what I believe in; so its probably quite surprising that im willing to work out of my ways for u. Hahas. Tbh, im not sure if its a good thing altogether coz i dont want to lose myself whilst getting too lost in you. It doesnt make sense, ok it doesnt have to, but perhaps i shld still retain some dignity or whatever u call it. U make me feel out of place, but somehow in place.

Im still afraid and aware of my fears and residing issues coz I know i can never be good enough. Its not abt any comparison to anything or anyone but I really hope to be the best for u, and more imptly to bring out the best in you.
These are probably the issues that i run from and ironically push me to live a life / or find peace in solidarity, but they are very well the issues that have sustained me thus far. Even with u, i'm still afraid, but its more of the fear of losing u. But if ever i should lose u to someone who can make u happier, i would be happier as well.


Saying goodbyes are generallly never easy whichever the case; but its not like we're gonna part forever and ever since there's still the many tomorrows that we've got together. So it was really lame that such magnitude of turmoils in my heart could exist till tears could actually flow from my pragmatic eyes. I could actually feel a physical crumpling feeling of the heart that's supposedly been strengthened after all brutal whiplashes. So this is terribly unacceptable for me. Too clingy. Too girly. What have u freakin done to me.


And all of a sudden, my hopes and dreams became urs. It shouldn't be realistic especially knowing I am an independant thinker who can be focus in what i want. But suddenly, it doesnt seem to matter coz u matter. Does this mean you mean the world to me? Cant believe ive just said tt. Didnt expect anyone in this world to have such an effect on me and i never knew a side like this could exist in the midst of all the trials and brokenness.


When they say 'love is blind', i didnt quite get that coz I believed that it is our principles that guide us and our selfish hearts could probably protect us in some sense. Until i met you, I realized that what could protect my heart was you, and in everything tt i thought about and do, it was for you and with u, disregarding any personal gains because you matter most.



So is this love?



Tuesday, November 01, 2016

Canada 2016

i am super blessed for this month of Oct.
i've really been tooo busy and tied down with all the stuff that's coming up along with work and sch so i really can't find time to blog at all.
but i have to share this part of my life or at least document it down here. too surreal.

15-26 Oct was the trip.

i'm gonna post the vid that sums up the trip up here while i try and document my days with photos following it (it'll take some time!)




Day 1

Thursday, October 06, 2016

the load

ok. before i start trying to clear my backlog of stuff, i need to present to u my current situation.
the thing is, i'm surprisingly calm about it. its probably trained since young with my thousand and one commitments.

ok so, recently, i won this big photography award by ICAO. honestly, i submitted an entry just because its a photography competition that is related to aviation. its an international competition, i had no hopes. i mean, i dont even hope for those competitions in sg, further more ICAO. (its the biggest aviation org... if u're not an Aviator, its like... sending ur photo to a Google photo competition.. smth like that.)
yea. so, i got the email just last wk that i actually won.
it was funny coz i just reached my work car park and was otw to work when i saw the email starting with "Congratulations, you have been selected as the winner of.." then i continued reading blankly and then i was like.. whutt... i'm what winner? OH. omg. hahahs. then uncle J was there, so i kept telling him how darn happy and blessed i was. what an opportunity.. and gg to montreal!? where is that sia?!

but here's the current situation / backlogg of stuff that i need to jot it down to just clear my thoughts.


- exams starts 3rd wk of Nov. (i have 4 papers. thinking of not gg for the Aero Materials one coz its really v heavy and i dont even have time to read up/ let alone study.) so 3 papers, 1 is about intellectual property, shouldn't be a prob.. but its the other 2.. Analogue and Digital that i'm damn weak and have no idea what is it all about. i wanted to start studying seriously in sept but just cant coz..
- shooting the Singapore University Games for SIM, also for $.
- shot amanda & sz's pre wedding shoot coz they're my fav couple (and i dont do wedding freelance btw)
- so now, u can think of the amt of photos i have to edit asap. i just saw my camera, its about 1000 photos, and i've already saved some onto my computer liao... so 1000+ ?! (maybe about 8 sports.. i can't even count)
- need to buy harddrive, coz my macbk can't be backed up
- just cleared 2 lab reports. started late coz we all didnt have the data initially. so i didn't sleep since last fri's evening shift till Monday night during lect/ submission day. so from fri-mon, i had 3 cumulative hrs of slp.. and to up the level, thurs evening was APU AND ENGINE change with 7 men strength, while fri night is ENGINE change again. (imagine the state i was in when i was doing my report at 4am in my sister's room since i go back from work at 12pm, non stop)
- have work tmr, gg sch aft that and gg kl on friday till monday for...
- gg Camp5 on fri
- spartan sprint on sat
- spartan beast on sun
- probably gg to die and drag my lifeless body back to sg by mon
- haven't packed.
- tue start work. sch after that. class test at 10.30pm after that.
- wed 11.30am-11pm work
- thurs 4pm-2am work
- fri started my leave coz got LMD bowling tournament at 7pm.
- fri another essay assignment due
- fri i NEED TO BE IN THE AIRPORT BY 10.40AM. (aft bowling) flight at 12.40am.
- my leave haven't clear through coz company is not supportive of me gg of this event / they dont see this as a big event.
- my boss want to change my shift schedule
- my dept dont allow to take time off / not support of studying
- i'm supposed to be in this wellness meeting for projects
- i owe this guys some safety memo
- haven't pack by bag / thought of the essentials things to pack/bring to montreal
- i have no cold clothes (legit warm jackets) for montreal (heard its can be5deg there) gosh, i dont even have nice gg out clothes for the cold. or shoes (coz in sg, its all crocs and my sport shoes)
- i dont have office clothes (old one from poly days probably can't fit) to go to the Conferences in montreal to and a black tie dinner?! make-up i have, but knowing that i'm there all along with no help but youtube is really a stress on its own
- have an online quiz to clear while i'm in montreal. 10% weightage
- lab test on the wkend when i'm back. need to practice all the labs and go through them coz i really duno know how to do but i really can't find any time to do so.
- heard that i'm supposed to be doing my course selection there as well. system opens for 24 hrs or many 2 days? cant rmbr.
- haven't booked my accommodation. coz i need a hostel that has a socket and near the train station
- been having wierd localized headaches since i hit my head at the drain mast of the engine 2 months ago. tried to see a doc this morng coz just wanted to get it checked. waited 1hr, but because of sooo many complications, it will not happen. so angstily, i went back to work, without having breakfast (missing out my usual breakfast at hangar with my guys.)
- my phone battery is screwed. situation is like eg for today, i leave my house at 5.15am with 100%. i use spotify while riding to work.. abt 10mins. then off. then walk to office another 15mins, my batt left 86%. i whatsapp, check my email, by 6am, its like 67%. i should be able to get a phone in nov aft my exams, but it needs to survive me-alone-and-montreal first.

- coz i'm sooo tired, i miss my ex. (gee, i still have time for this.)
- and this guy in sch is being damn nice to me. i'm scared coz i dont want to lose another friend to all these nonsensical stuff. it just propagates fast. i've probably inspired him by the things i do in life, but i guess that's that that's confusing him. confused no? hopefully its just my baseless assumptions give my... experience
- i miss another you, awkwardly. its like, not many ppl have made me stop by the expressway just to check on ur text and reply them. or like, sometimes i hope i can just easily do a u-turn to meet you. on several occassions... my bday, i wanted to meet u, but u didn't even made any effort to meet.  and i'm abit irritated coz i do understand y not and angry at me being annoyed by me being annoyed. then ytd, u had school and my shoot ended early at ur sch. i didnt want to go home aft tt even though i was darn tired coz i thought i could meet u. i didn't dare text. so i waited. but perhaps its also coz of my pounding headache that i didn't want to ride out too soon as well. about 1.5hr, i was like.. wtf was i doing. so i rode home. just as i enter AYE, u texted. i stopped by the road... and was hoping u'd ask me to stay. but again, i emotionally gave up or rather, persisted that i should go home, so i sped home, reaching home in 15mins.
and today, work was mad. failed doc trip. nvm. worked till reach office about 4.40pm. (no food, since morng.) hurried down to sch hoping to beat the jam. passed by ur sch to mine. shot netball. finished and was TOO TIRED to head home, so watched the NTU VS NUS match awhile. while getting onto my bike, was still checking my phone if u'd msg coz i didn't want to ask if u had sch today. so what if u had or not right. hoping that i could meet b4 i go kl /montreal and all at least. then again, just at the start of PIE, u texted, i stopped by the side of road and switched off my engines even w/o thinking. still hoping that u'd ask to meet, and u asked for supper! initial feelings were like,.. finally. but that was brief,... maybe for like tt 2sec, before saying, ok, mother poon cooked though.
u see its just me. i'm just being damn girl. u nv ask her out, she whole day think y nv ask. then when u ask, she may not agree to meet. i always condemn such girls/guys without decision making skills and never in my life did i thought i'd fall into this category of people. :/ its just like.. when u dont text, i'm like y he never text. when he does, i'm like, how to reply to dont sound more than tt. idk wtf this feeling is. i can't say that i've had a crush on u coz i have to admit that i dont know u that well. we've been texting for 2 yrs (omg) and its just tt. idk how to explain and idk what i'm feeling also. somedays (like today) i just feel i need you, likka shoulder to just lean on and share the load pls, but on most days, i tell myself i dont need u and i dont quite know u enough to even understand what all this is about. bottom line is, i'm just really tired and i want to stop all these nonsense.

really hard to work and study if ur company is NOT supportive of u studying. WDA, SKILLSFUTURE and all these whatever sg-promote-to-study.. are u seeing this?
on paper, the company can be supportive and all, but really, at the end of the day, the answer you get to everything is - OPS DEMAND. everything is ops demand. u have no right. u have u say. ur opinions dont matter because... OPS DEMAND.

ok. anyway, glad i got my shit organized. now to transfer all the photos into this com to bring up to kl to edit the phones, and clean my camera coz i'm finally done with shooting the games.
lastly, forget u.






Wednesday, August 17, 2016

That Gold Medal

That gold medal that brought that country closer
that gold medal that changed the world in 50.39 sec
that gold medal that united us Singaporeans
that gold medal that fueled hope and belief for the younger generation.

That was indeed a significant gold medal that Joseph Schooling brought home to the country with his 100m fly. It wasn't just another gold medal, but the Olympic gold medal that showed us that through determination, focus and grit, it is possible that Singaporeans can have a part on the world stage. 
To Schooling, it may just be realizing his goal, but to many younger children, it allows them the courage to dare to believe and dream big. 

Along with the gold medal also unlocked doors to many Sporting issues that this little country face. At this point of time, it is not just economic growth and development that the government has to consider, but also how Singapore can play a greater role in the global Sporting arena. Its all about priorities, belief and budget; means and ends.

After that historic moment when Schooling was the first to touch that wall, with bigger names following suit with a three-way tie, everyone who was watching that moment through our TV screens probably had goosebumps and that thought 'did that 21 year old Singaporean boy just did that' ? Minutes after, it was probably the influx of legit media reports and articles, along with spontaneous social media updates and shares that affirmed us that yes, we did it. Soon when celebratory posts started to subside, people started looking back at the journey, assessing Singapore's sporting efforts, making comparisons be it legit or not with policies and even targeting foreign talents who fought for our country as well.

Personally, i've read many articles and couldn't agree more with both sides to the story. The Schoolings have put in so so much time, money and effort, least not to say the growing childhood sacrifices that proved worthy in the end for this National Sporting Hero; and in all of that, how did the government aid in this journey? I guess we should never really point fingers to say who is wrong, what could have done better and so on coz really, what if we didn't win that gold medal this time round? We are never in a good position to comprehend certain decisions that were made because we never faced the exact pressures at that point in time and place. 

Well, but as a Singaporean and also a sportsman, i think we do feel the limitation throughout the 'unsupported' journey whilst trying to seek for funding to execute the little steps to even have a shot at our goal. Not many of us have the luxury of time and resources to train, not even mentioning to train overseas. But what really drove me to spend time writing this post is our attitudes towards the foreign talents.

No doubt, the money spent on grooming and head hunting them so as to give us a better chance at a medal standing could be used to fund young budding Singaporeans. But really, after Schooling's gold and before the table-tennis semis / bronze medal standings, we should still give them our support coz after all, they are still wearing that Singapore flag on their chests, whether they sincerely want it our not since much Singapore's resources have been spent on them right? Also, lets not forget whether they desire it our not, they are playing for a foreign country that they can't just call it home overnight. Personally, I am not in favour of having foreign talents because I believe that a sportsman should only fight for their own county. However saying that, I am in no position to assess their position, hopes and goals; whether their fight is really with sporting grit or just another career execution. 

As a sportsman in a country that optimizes every cent we have towards economic growth and development; with education as a key principle foundation; the struggle is real. We also cannot deny that as adolescents, our decision making skills aren't as accurate as how we always expect them to be; a large percentage of us aren't really working in parallel with what we've academically attained. We are not in control of our outcomes and we can only aim to give our best and work towards it. Whether the government chooses to give us that support could be a separate entity. A good example would be Aisyah, the first Singapore rower that made it to the finals, with super minimal funding.

Ultimately, there's really alot that's going in my head now, much joy and exasperation. Ever since in the engineering industry, my flair for writing has been compromised with all those short-forms and broken sentence structures. I also realized that i'm struggling alot to verbalize and organize my thoughts to write in such a way that i can explain my struggles and give hope and inspiration whilst trying to maintain a neutral disposition. So i'll stop here coz i'm supposed to be writing my thesis instead of blogging. Whatever it is, i just hope that Singaporeans can continue to have that fighting spirit and know that nothing is really impossible. Funding or no funding, support or no support from the government we should continue to give our support in whatever we can as civilized, humble Singaporeans; and lastly, thank you Joseph Schooling for that you have done. No amount of words can describe the amount of intangibles that you've brought back from Rio along with that gold medal. 



image from CNA's article.



Tuesday, August 09, 2016

her bandaged wound

ok, its been long since i've blogged and its national day and i'm currently on night shift. but since i've got my laptop, i'd might as well use this opportunity coz its been so long since i've poured my heart out.

really. july has been a trying month. perhaps its the raging hormones and mad work politics that's really driving me up the wall. july is also the month that makes me think of you. this yr marks the 9th yr w/o u. perhaps i need 1 more yr, to make it a decade and then count it as a holistic closure. sch only started in the last wk of july, hence i had alot of time and space to think of alot of stuff.

on top of the work politics, there's back to back engine changes and tiring shifts in which makes me want to seek comfort from you. u're probably the closest within reach as of now, but i really felt this distance and gap that u have been trying to create because of me. i dont really know how to handle this. some days i need you, most days i want you, to allow me to draw comfort from your shoulders to assure that i can be fine. its pretty a selfish thought, coz somedays, i do have thoughts that perhaps, we could really take a step further. but each time with that thought, it comes with that fear that u will leave me one day. i mean, since the most trusted person in my life could walk away like that, what more u. though i feel close to you, i dont really know u; i can't really know u. the distance is there and i dont think we should disacknowledge it.

and also since i dont have much time to really blog out my emotional vomit, it gets very trapped. it becomes very difficult coz i miss you and i can't just tell you that everyday if i cannot handle the consequences of that. besides, i do feel that gap  and not sure if i might just be another trouble for you. so its like, stuck. neither can i move forward or just let go. and just the other day, my colleague and i went to kallang wave to collect our race pack aft our morng shift... roads were all blocked coz of NDP, so we had to park pretty far off.. at marina golf county club and had a really nice 20-30min scenic evening walk to kallang wave. otw, we visited the bicycle and sports gallery, collected our race pack, went ntuc and daiso and all. by then it was evening. we caught a nice sunset, and started our nice long stroll back to our bikes. but just before reaching our bikes, we heard the explosion of the fireworks, so we walked back and catch a glimpse of the whole thing before gg our separate ways. it was nice. see, even w/o any plan, things just fall into place and i could have such a nice and pleasant day like that with someone especially when the bad road blocks wasn't a very bad thing after all. imagine if it was you. imagine if i could have such a day with u.


recently, someone else msged me. he's a good friend of mine who has been overseas to study for a few yrs alrdy, but because of my pretentious and cautious heart, i get confused and dont really know what to do. he's also a team mate of the guy who chose to smash my heart, so whenever i communicate with him, i can't help thinking of the person whom i've been trying very hard to let go all these yrs. with him and then you, i feel the weight. so i had to pull out. 

it has really reached to a point where i need to reassess my bearings and load. really, what's all these emotional traps that i've set for myself. if i'm not ready, i should be committed to that and stop thinking of the what ifs or what could haves. i can't just need you, have you, then have no plans about my commitments or priorities. 

honestly, perhaps i value commitment too much, but i guess i fear disappointments even more. its like, if i dont allow anyone into my heart anymore, nobody can really leave my heart right. so really, fck it all and ignore all the thoughts and good feelings. easier said than done, but i must remember that such pain will definitely be lighter than the ones that i would need to forcefully and unwillingly let go should that faithful one decides to push me away eventually.

perhaps i've developed a fear. but its fear tt protects us aint it. yes, it denies us of the doors to opportunities, but also to the risks. i really can't afford it emotionally anymore. 
on the last episode with the more mature you who gave me a choice to cut all communication ties with you, i finally overcome all my resentfulness and have understood why u even had to present me with this choice i had to make. i have also understood that though it was very painful for the both of us, at least its doing both of us fine? fine i.e, not killing ourselves or throwing us back into the ball of tangled knots. its been 3 yrs? and i miss you bad, but that's all i could do right. and with your ignorance, i'm just taking it as it is since i've asked for it. i must admit that u're really a genius though it really pains me to have lost a good friend and an aviation consultant. You seem to have answers to almost everything. at least you gave forced me a route to move on. Brutal, but necessary.


so back to present time, i miss you so much though idky. its been 2 yrs since we've been msging on off, but since our shifts are just perpendicular with each other, we dont even see each other at work... until that day when i saw u before i left for my trip. not sure if it was a right decision to meet you, but throughout the trip, day and night, even when i was mentally exhausted from the cold and climb, u were dwelling in my head. though i had many beautiful photos of amazing mountains to look at before i sleep, i find myself scrolling back in my phone to find those photos we barely took together, not even 5 to be exact. hahas. i really think i'm a hoarder and i think i need to seriously be mindful of that before i even allow my heart to invest any thoughts onto anyone.
from these 3 episodes, i guess 1 think i've learnt that it's only worth it if both of us are willing to fight for each other. on a hindsight, love on its own is actually very simple. if things could get so complicated and neither finding a place, then perhaps, we dont like or even allow ourselves to love each other that much since we're allowing so many other factors to be stumbling blocks. perhaps we can all blame it on timing, opportunities of whatsoeva, but if God allows, then it will happen. if not, i shouldnt take things into my own hands and carry things that i cant bear either. having that fear of getting hurt transcends to me fearing that i even have that ability to hurt you. since no confidence has been established, i guess i should walk away first before certain damage can be done. 

i hope u'd stumble across this page though it would be unlikely since i've been inactive here. but whether u'll see this or not, at least its off my chest. over the yrs, i have faith in emotionally vomitting all my troubles here. sometimes it causes misunderstandings and ppl will use it against me, but at least its all about my truths and perspectives and i have nothing more to hide. 
i wish you well and hope that from the start, it has always just been me overthinking and that i might have overestimated the impact that i would have on you. it should have always been one-sided and i should get back to focusing on my work, studies and find time for rugby and my climbs. You deserve someone better, someone who knows how to love and love back.


/i'm going back to the start.






Saturday, June 18, 2016

Backpacking CHINAAAA

China in 9 days.
8th Jun - 17th June.
Sg - GuangZhou - ZhangJiaJie - Xi'an - Beijing - Sg





4 mountains + 1 wall
Expenditure (actually quite proud of it, minus the flight tickets)

ahhas. its my first time really backpacking. like booking flight/train tickets 3 days prior to departure, and booking hostels the day before. hahas. i like.

just the 2 of us. gc and i. it all started from a club tour to ShangHai for a Touch Tournament when we discovered we had pretty much similarities in common (other than height), like eating habits, like adventurous stuff but alittle scared of water stuff.. hence we randomly decided to "let's travel together one day" and we really did! hahas. we began to discover more about our uncanny similarities during this trip.

the funny thing is, we've never really had a meal together in Singapore before nor hang out. we're not really close friends though it has almost been 5 yrs being in the same Touch club together. hahas. the first day at the airport, we decided to go to Coffeebean and chill. we're both probably thinking that we'll each go purchase a cup of whatever. hahahs. then the moment i saw gc coming back with the free cup of fresh milk, topped with chocolate powder and with the flat straw, i was like... omg. ahahhaas. coz that's exactly what i usually do when i go to coffeebean.



okok. enough of us.
here's a vid i compiled to summarize the trip!
(haha some parts of the music is gone though..)


i'll try to document as much details as possible so if anyone should be interested in getting to these places, there could be some useful information here. but it wont be everything, if not it'd be too long. also, really want to thank God that despite the supposedly tight unplanned schedule we had, everything seemed to fall into place so perfectly in timing and we're pretty well rested and not overly strained. ;) so here it goessss..

Pre-trip bookings
to be a cost-efficient bagpacker, we can't be overly adventurous by booking the stuff that we need just at the time in need coz there's a risk of unavailability and the price would be relatively ex since we wont have much choices available.

big tip prior to visiting China: u can't serve google, facebook, instagram or even gmail stuff coz the country bans it. so, before going to China, download a free VPN app that blocks the dunno what so u'll still be able to serve ur usual stuff and be socially attached. ahhhas. yea. i d/l it coz i think google is a life-saver especially when we dont have firmed up plans or bookings. u wont be able to access google store when u're overthere unless u're like some computer hack genius which i'm not. hahas

haha. however having said that, we booked a Tiger flight, only 3 days before gg to Guangzhou for $192 coz by then, that's the cheapest way to get to China. we had to book a return flight as well otherwise we needed to get visas. so, 1 day b4 departure, we randomly decided on Beijing coz it sounds familiar and the cheapest was Malaysian Airlines (considering how late we booked the flight) at $457, with a stop over at KL. we also booked a night train $76 hard sleeper 17-hr night train from Guangzhou to Zhang Jia Jie because we wanted to go see the really nice mountains, aka the scenes from Avatar (though i've not watched the movie. haha) we had to book this earlier coz we read that train tickets  usually get sold out 1 wk before ur departure. this was true indeed coz as we were still deciding on where/how to go, some of the timings we initially wanted were fully booked. there's the more atas bed of soft sleeper which was significantly more ex. or the super budget one which was just a seat. trust me, no way u wanna be in a sitting position for 17hrs. hahas. also, we didn't book the bullet train one coz it costs twice as much.

also other than the Avatar mountains, one of the main purpose of traveling to China was Huashan. saw some photos by SunriseOdyssey and really wanted to go China.


Day 1 - SG to GuangZhou



6am flight from sg to gz took about 4 hrs. we didn't have a plan at all. didn't know where to go / stay or what to do. we had a few aims, but not firmed ones. but first, we settled for some nice warm meals at the airport. relatively ex, but the nice meal cost us about $4 each. first thing, we needed a map and wifi. gz has airport has that. and the place we had our meal had powerbank rental for 100yuan deposit and fully claimable after u're done using. :D we spent about 2hrs booking our hostel, deciding where to go / what to do and how to get to where we wanna go. 

since we've booked our train tickets, we decided to go pick it up. yea, u need to manually pick the ticket up. u can do so just before the train ride, but it may be super crowded until u might even miss ur train. and furthermore, we wanted to be more familiar with the place coz we didnt have much time to get lost if we were to take the train after our plan to climb Baiyunshan since we have no knowledge of the routes/ distance travel times and so on. 

so after asking around, from the airport, there's a 18yuan (currency to sg = divide by 5 = about $3.8) bus to the railway station direct! its about 40mins, would be good to tell the driver where u wanna go so he'd know that u wanna align at the stop. but this was the last stop anyway.



we got our tickets! then we managed to take the train and a 15min walk to our hostel.






our hostel! its about $19 per night. we booked the bunk, 6 in a room. but coz apparently it was full, they upgraded us to the private 2-bed room! haha. :) really nice place. clean. and it makes u feel like u're back in sch actually. hahas. we also managed to plan out the 9 days in China abit, with aims to visit GZ's baiyunshan, ZJJ's nature park, Xi'an's Terracotta army and Huashan.




hahas. the bed too comfortable.


dinner! really nice and yummy. $2 for the whole bowl.




Day 2 - Baiyunshan, GuangZhou

breakfast at the stalls nearby. probably the best breakfast in China coz its nice and not oily like other parts of China. GZ food is lighter and also much cheaper. everything costs us not more than $3 each.



Baiyun shan!
we took a train to the stop that sounded like the mountain, then from there we asked around and took bus 424 for 2yuan (40c pls.) hahas. here's the bus avaliable at the bus stop. 




its feels about like mt faber. just higher, with much mores steeper steps and rain and clouds. its a pretty big park. not too much of a tourist attraction, more likka morng exercise for the ppl of China. entry ticket cost $1. hahas. ya. and another $1 for gg to some parts of the park. 
actually there's alot more other stuff we wanted to explore at Guangzhou, but we didn't have the time or/ it was just too far away to make it back to the night train. 


hahas. we tried to pass off for free entry since we're just about 1.5m thereabout. ahhas. but the counter lady wasn't too excited about giving us free entry. hahas.


at the peak. as usual, crowded.  nice view of GuangZhou.







super nice freshly baked egg tarts.


we walk at a pretty decent speed. the park is really huge, but we managed to cover from the West to East gate in about 4 hrs. 

these are the buses available at the East gate. we initially decided to stop at the most convenient train station then we'd know how to get back to our hostel.  but thank God for sg's mother-tongue 2nd language exam, we knew how to read Chinese stuff ah. not every word, maybe about 30% for me... hahhas. but enough to find out hostel's street name. ahhahas. so we took a direct bus!



we managed to reach our hostel in 30mins!
had sometime to bathe and pack abit before catching our 2106hrs train via the (mrt) train.



GuangZhou to Zhang Jia Jie: 17hrs train ride

quite exciting for me. coz its my first time gonna be sleeping in a train! not too excited tt its 17hrs though. no power socket. power bank died. ipod died. both camera batt also died. as mentioned earlier, its pre-booked online and cost about $76 for hard sleeper.  during our stay in the hostel, we also firmed up some plans. we booked our flight from Zhang Jia Jie to Xian coz we found out that it could be a 20hr train ride (hahas no way) to where we wanna go. 

6 ppl sleep in a column, 3 on each side. its actually quite dirty (if u compare it with the train we took from Xian to Beijing). there's like discarded nuts shells by the side of the bed. hahas. but it was an experience.

since we were early, we managed to collect our  pre-booked train (Xian to Beijing) tickets from the station at an additional cost of 5yuan coz we just wanted to be safe about it. hahas





they sell stuff in the train. like food and snacks. ahhas.. i bought a cup of cup noodles from the convenience store prior to gg to the railway station coz it seemed to be a trend to eat cup noodles while on the train. hahas. so i wanted to try and see how it feels like. hahaas. ok la. same.









Day 3 - Zhang Jia Jie

yays! after 17hrs.... we.finally.reached. it was raining and we didn't know how to get to our hostel. we're hungry coz its alrdy about 4pm when we left the station... so we went to find some food. managed to find a bus station that has a bus to Wu Ling Yuan. that's the place u wanna go it u wanna go the the ZJJ Nature Park. its also the place we booked our hostel. its a famous place and ppl go ZJJ just for this, so its pretty convenient. direct bus to Wu Ling Yuan. careful of the bus drivers... coz there's many ppl hogging and bugging tourist to take their services. actually the legit ones and not legit ones all also looked the same. we asked a security guard but he was unwilling to say anything helpful. so we just followed some china-tourist looking ppl. yup, and we successfully got there. hahas.




almost go lost on foot abit coz we really couldn't fin the hostel since their 1 street contains a few rows of alleys belonging to that 1 street name. hahhas. and the whole area is under renovation.. (see the vid!). i actually asked the hostel staff if there was an earthquake or smth. ahhas. the hostel is great. its $19 for 2 nights. very comfortable. we spent the rest of the day walking around and getting snacks for the next day.  we also had an early night. :)







Day 4 - Zhang Jia Jie Nature Park

ok i wont go into the details of the route to take coz it'd be too long. bascially, the hostel staff were really knowledgeable, so she actually explained the best route to take to see get the most out of 1 day there. she could even tell us the duration and so on. the hostel provided us with map too!

ok, there, they dont provide maps as they have ppl working as freelance tour guide for the park. i have no idea how much it cost to have a tour guide, but we definitely wouldn't want any since we're out to explore and get lost since not all who wander are lost right. hahas.

the ticket cost is about $55 for a 4-day pass. that's the only option. ahhas. 
in addition, we also had to unwillingly pay a $15 ticket to take the elevator down 326 storeys coz we didn't have a choice. it was alrdy about 6.30pm when we finished the stuff we wanted to see, and according to the ppl whom we asked around, it takes 3 hrs to hike down. i mean yea, made sense, since we started our trekking at about 8.30am in the morning.

so yea, we had breakfast first. we purchased breakfast coupons from the hostel the night before since it cost only $3 for buffet. and it was really a good spread. u could even order a bowl noodle soup and so on. too bad i'm not a morng person, really wanted to eat much more. ahhahhhaas. the weather is chill. light rain day in and out.


hahas. china's next top rainwear model.






so many places u'd wanna climb man.













  















the $15 elevator ride. hehs.





2nd cup noodles for the trip. hahas. not bad actually.



Day 5 - Tianmen Shan, ZJJ

our hostel is really located in very convenient place, about 15mins walk to the bus station. today's plan was to visit Tianmen Shan before we take our midnight flight to Xi'an. The famous thing about Tianmen Shan is the glass walking part at cliff (East and West side), the big hole that's part of the mountains, and the 999 steps. it was a Sunday, so it was filled with Tourist. :/ tourists who talked loudly and spat everywhere. really irritated us abit after awhile.

anyway, there's 2 ways of gg up. u either take the cable car up and bus down, or the other way round. most ppl do the cable car up route coz then, the 999 steps would be gg down (instead of up). we got our tickets via our awesome hostel again, at 237yuan ($52), otherwise it would be 245yuan if i rmbr correctly. she chose the cable car up route. 











 












after getting off the bus, we walked to the nearest bus stop and took a public bus to the airport. its like 1yuan (20c?!) for a bus ride to anywhere, whatever the distance. ahhahas. shiok.
but the bus didn't stop right at the entrance of the airport (asking for too much ah) ahhas. so we had to walk about 20mins to the airport. not bad uh, it was the sunset golden hr period. so not too bad.


spot the hole from the airport. hahahs


airport so pretty!


washed up abit and change back to comfortable shoes. lepak at some cafe coz there's a power socket and wifi. hahas. but the bun we bought for sitting rights is horribly ex and rock hard just to wait for our expensive $109-domestic-midnight-1hrplus-fullcarrier-nochoice-flight.





 0145hrs at Xi'an airport. 
we had a few plans, but we'd stick to the budget way of sleep in the airport. nice message non-functional chairs though!


Day 6 - Terracotta Army, Xi'an

Good morning Xi'an. first thing first... find fooood. ahhas. we saw this 38yuan breakfast buffet. $7!!! ahhahs. and its not those anyhow food. its actually legit nicely cooked food. u can even order like bowls of noodles, pau and so on. breakfast is avaliable from 6.30am till 9.30am, till the lunch buffet starts. ahhas. and yup, we stay from the start till about 9.45am. ahahas. coz there was power socket and wifi as well. and the food was nice too, not too heavy and light. 

i rmbr having severe porridge cravings. ahhas. coz ever since the shiok breakfast at guangzhou, i've been wanting to eat porridge. hahaas. we also used the time to plan out the rest of the day's trip. we're contemplating when to do huashan and visit the terracotta army and so on. we haven't got much info on how to get there, what's the opening hrs, what's the duration, how to get there and so on. 
and it was pretty cool that though i'm pretty much an ocd in life in general, i was really chillax and trusted that the no-plan would eventually somehow turn out smth. HAHA. 






saw this illustration of Huashan at one of the tourist shop at the airport.


eventually, we somehow managed to find out that there's a bus to Xian railway station (there's many rail stations btw) where all the buses are there. we really had no clue of what to expect or whether it would take us to where we wanna go, but just go loh. G42, for 25yuan. about an hour journey...















FYI. ahhas.


ice cream first!! ahhas. we wanted to try mac's matcha ice cream in gz but we're too full. ahhahas. so now's a good time. :D

7 yuan bus to the terracotta army area... it also stops at the Qin Shi Huang Mausoleum. coz the tickets to the Terracotta Army Museum cost about 150yuan ($30) includes admission to the QSH mausoleum. they used to sell seperately, but now i guess to earn more, they bundle it. we didn't go to the Mausoleum coz we didn't have much time and weren't too excited about visiting a not so nice king's grave. heehee. besides, we also heard that the last bus to huashan is about 6.30pm / 7pm and we dont want to miss it coz if not, we have no idea how to get there.


they have a baggge storage area for free! dont worry, its safe coz its those locker kind where u input ur own passwords. was really surprised that it was foc. hahas. maybe a 1yuan coin would make it sound more legit. ahhahas. but yea. its good.


so. u can google more details about the Terracotta army museum. basically there's 3 pits. pit 1, 2 & 3. with pit 1 being the biggest. when i first got there, i was actually amazed and felt whoaaaas. coz its the actual place. some of them have been reconstructed la, but the feeling is really whoots. its like... back in time. coz mother poon and i watch alot of hk dramas of the ancient times, and i've also watched several documentaries about China's history and also regarding this terracotta army.





hahas. tried to find an alternative way to get to huashan from the terracotta army area, but really cant. ahhas. so we took the 7yuan bus back. there's really alot of buses, so it really helps if u read Chinese. we saw the word 华山 then we knew which bus to take. we're also early. so we went to the grocery shop to get more snacks for the huashan climb tmr. yea, it was then we decided to do huashan the next day. we initially planned for today, but afraid that it'd be too rushed.



the bus ride is is 36yuan ($7) and its about 2hrs long! didnt realized it was that far. hahas. when we reached the area, the bus brought us to this shophouse / inn kinda thing. we thought we're gonna get scammed or smth. ahahhas. but its actually a way for him to attract customers to his inn/convenience store. but not bad la, he was giving a whole lot of information about huashan that is not available via google. just that it was in chinese. ahhas. another listening comprehension test. hahas.

his advice is to climb from 11pm to 4.30am to see the sunrise from the East peak. we're like....... what?! hahas..there's 5 peaks also. we also didn't realize that huashan could be climbed at night. it was about 7pm then, and thats like 4hrs away? ahahas. we haven't bathe since ZJJ, slept at the airpot for the night, and now we're gg to make a summit to East peak at 11pm. hahahas. that's right.


we arrived at our hostel at 7.40pm. sunset seemed later in the summer. we're thinking actally, we didnt have to book the hostel for the night since we're not really sleeping in it. k, the bad thing abt the hostel is that the toilet had shit, no water, and it was actually above a pub where ppl was singing karaoke and the 1 and only avaliable toliet is downstairs. the good thing is we didnt see other guests, ahahs and the staff was really chill about everything. so he wasn't strict about the checking out time and all.  

hahas. at about 9pm, it started to pour. like thunderstorm 打雷闪电 kinda thing. we're pretty dissapointed and not sure if we could do the climb. gc was wearing sport shoes also.. so not sure how slippery the terrain would be. if its light rain, it could clear up.. but that kinda big downpour..... 
at about 10pm, really by God's grace, the rain totally stopped and the all the water on the ground seemed to miraculously evaporated. hahas




Day 7 - HuaShan

so. we started our climb at about 11.30pm. wanted to catch some sleep before that but we somehow couldn't. having spent a night at the airport,  not having proper sleep, and then realizing that we're about to do huashan - in the bad weather, was pretty quite daunting at the thought of it. but here it goes.  bought our tickets ($33) and watching the ticker announcement to caution us of heavy rain and lightning with possible flooding. 









this cup of coffee was pretty memorable. though we're cheepo, we decided to spend 15 rmb on it. so its about $3 for a cup of hot 3-in-1. it was about 0245hrs.. when the body was really tired. it wasn't physically tiring, just mentally challenging with all the repetitive steps. man made steps. pretty disappointing coz so many stuff were man-made and in such terrains, it can still be pretty touristy. but it was a well spent $3, coz though it not some fantastic atas coffee, we could feel the kick. 


the pic on the bottom right is the supposedly famous ladder where ppl take photos of the climb to show that huashan is challenging. yea, that's about it. that's the only part that's the steepest and not man-made steps. hahas. and guess what, there was likka huge crowd and queue, so we decided not to do it coz its just steps and besides, there was actually another way round it. hahahahs. we're pacing ourselves pretty well coz we didn't want to miss the sunrise. 

so we reached the East Peak at 0445hrs. sun rose slightly later than expected... it was about 0530 when there was a glimpse of light. super cold. and unexpectedly disappointing after having our expectations set my google images. hahas. not to blame, its a fantastic place though, just that probably it was too much cloud cover so u can't really see the sun but just its light + instagram fade filter to 100%.


check out the massive crowd. we had to literally climb up the monument to have a decent viewing spot. ahhas. so everyone who take photo of that landmark would have our faces in it.



waiting with her was fun though. hahas. super cold. maybe like 10 deg with the winds blowing.





there's ppl selling selfie sticks and scarfs.. and renting out those green cold jackets. pretty much likka marketplace.










ooo. we passed by the hostel at huashan itself though. as u can see from the board, its about $60/night. not really worth it though coz that's about 2x the cost of the entrance ticket. hahas. it was about 0650am when we found a temple kinda pondok. by then our bio clocks were pretty screwed, and we're still feeling cold and hungry from the climb. hence, we had a good 1hr sleep there along with 2 other guys who did the same. hahas.



had some snacks for energy. it felt God sent though. coz it was more man made steps to the South peak for the famous Cliff Side Plank walk..




so yep, its what u see on those google search images.
was a good experience. you dont need any form of climbing skills though. the harness looks daunting and makes u look like u need to know alot. hahas. basically, before u climb, there will be a guy to slip on the harness on u whom briefly explain some safety rules in mandarin, not caring if you'd understand or not. basically the rules is to ensure that u're clipped on at all times. yep. u're a climber now. hahahah

everything looks daunting coz u're dealing with little walking area at heights, but really, anyone can do it. even if you have height phobia. its fun coz though its really safe and effortless, its exhilarating coz the scenery is really breathtaking. when we started climbing, it was super crowded and i dont think the guy limits anyone or anything. so though the walkway is narrow, its a 2-way traffic. yea so if u're a lady just take note of the close physical contact with strangers. dont worry though, there's alot of ppl around too, everyone's keeping a lookout, and also more focused on not losing their footing. hahas.








pretty shortlived. 
soon we're exploring other peaks...





hahas. u can purhase a medal for urself. diff designs, diff price, and they'll engrave ur name on it as well. i got one for myself since i like such things. ahhas. its $4 i think. 


took the cablecar and the bus back. its $36 for both. nice calm view. its about 45mins down man.




haha. damn jian. they make u take photo. and they'll print for u. everything cost like $10 i think. we didn't want to buy. but then they slashed the price, minus all the nice folder and all, then ok la.. like $2... u can have it. hahahs. quite a nice photo though its DI-ed though.





and finally back at our hostel,  we finally cleaned up and had a good spread at the restaurant beside it. oily but tasty food though.


and soon enough, we're travelling again!
same bus back to the Xian train station. our train is at 0240hrs. hahas. so we've got alot of time. we went to the nearby macs to charge our phones and stuff. pretty good coz it closes at 2am, just nice. good that they have this port for ppl to charge their stuff.





 the train was soooooo much better this time round. it newer. cleaner. its a 12hr ride to beijing and we really had a good rest. $68. totally enjoyed it.
and i only realized that there's actually a charging point when i was getting off the train.








Day 8 - Beijing

we reached the station at about 3pm. quite an elaborate train station they have. and though its freaking pack, they do their security screenings quite diligently for every single one.
took awhile to find our atas hostel coz its behind some alley. dont worry its safe. just hard to find. $24 / night, but its reallly nice! Dongdan station exit C.
agenda today.... SHOPPING. hhahas. the plan was to go Decathlon and a supermarket to buy back fooood.









and they're very tourist friendly. they have several tour packages and lotsa info for you. good that this tour was avaliable! it happens only on alternate days coz its quite rural, so its nice that the timing fits just right.


took a train down to DaJiaoTing, exit C... and another 15min walk here. hahas. most of the things here are cheaper than sg's by abt 30%. some items same price, but much more variety too. and we both bought a cap! hahas. did i mention that i left my fav cap at Xian airport? :(




hahas. we wanted to get this shoe tgt and swop.. hahahs we even had the same idea tgt... hahhaas. but the other colour dont have size so too bad. really comfortable with tough materials in the front and it looks like a climbing shoe!


hahahs. then we happened to pass by Wal-Mart otw back and it was opened till 10pm! we still had an 1hr. ahhahahs. and yes, gc was v happy with her new pull over. HAHAHAS.



for directions, if u can't find our hostel back, find this building. our hostel is just at the foot, 1 blk away.




Day 9 - The Great Wall via Jin Shan Ling

can't believe its alrdy the last day in China and we're gg to be heading home at night.
ok. i wanted to vist the Great Wall since i'm alrdy at BJ. hahas. gc has been there b4 but not this route, but thanks for accompanying me! at least i have visited legendary Great Wall b4 i die. hahas. and so they say, this route is the most untouched one and most scenic one. 280rmb ($56) its about a 3hr drive there. the package started by meeting at 8.30am outside one of the train stations. 
we're running abit late but managed to have a good breakfast nearby.

to sum it up, its a gd long walk. more steps made in China. hahas. everything about China is steps. it was really hot. heard that it was raining for the past few days though. and on instagram, it was trending that the route had like a beautiful rainbow over the mountains. hahas. yea. a few ladies tried to sell their stuff to us, one persistent one forcefully guided us 3/4 the way. i mean, at first we told her like we're pressured and we wont buy stuff for her. but she was like.. "dont feel pressure..u dont have to pay me.. blah blah blah'.. throughout the journey, she was really sincere in her guidance and go the extra mile to explain and even reanact certain war-time moves of the soldiers. AHHA ok lor. u win. our hearts melted at we both purchased a shirt and a pouch from her at 4x the price that other hawkers were selling. i mean, she was telling us about her kids, studying and all, and that she and to go back and work in the fields after trying to earn some money from here. ok la. lying or not, she was kind enough to entertain us and be patience with us. so it wasn't so bad after all.

but yea, the Wall is awesomeeeeeeee.








so here we are.
the legendary Wall. feeling so surreal after all those hk dramas that talk about ancient war times.





though harsh afternoon whitewashed sun, the view is just magnificant.



we had to climb to wall right. ahhas





the 'guide' took us off course abit. hahas. one agenda is to say to have an alternative view, the other was to siam the man made steps to go x-trail. hahas





and so, apparently this is the most untouched but tourist accessible place of the Wall.




ok, so we've reached the other end point / towards Simatai. waited for some of the guys to reach before taking the 3hr ride back.




and so, we had more time! yay. explored the city abit. its about a 20mins walk out from where we stayed.finally able to buy some China food/snacks back for mother poon. i actually bought a peking duck back. ahahhahas. its like vaccum-packed and they have many brands. bought some nice chinese tea from the legit chinese tea shop too. they warned us of scammer shops. ahhas. #china. short lived.





hahas. no. i think thats sinful. not the damnnicetoeat kind of sinful.. but the whydoyoudothattoananimal kind of sinful. coz the creepy crawlies are still moving while having sticks shove up their ass through their abdomens. some have stopped moving, but some are still struggling. sighs. i think they should put them through the sataystick only the last sec b4 the go into deep shock when they kena the boiling oil, least they cut short the suffering. or like deepfreeze them first right.



the restaurants / makan places around there is pretty ex. and we somehow managed to find one super small shop of about 3 tables that sells affordable pricing China food at the back alley. ahhahas. cheap and nice and satisfying.




pity that even the reserves in our our stomaches were full.. so can only take photos of all the interesting looking snacks. ahhas. wanted to try this mushroom thing though but really cant.



and we're back at the hostel, not knowing what time is the last train to the airport / exactly how to get there. we know there's a way la, but need to explore. ahhas


and ahhahahs. by God's grace, we managed to catch the last airport express train! madness it wasn't a direct one there, had to change 2 trains i think, so imagine if we missed any one of those.. hahas we were rushing abit at the last part though. abit of an advice, the last train is 10pm plus. yea, so plan to reach before 10pm. it cost 25rmb if i rmbr wrong. ($5) you can buy the tickets from the ticketing counter.




and here we are at the airport. really classic looking with the train being so exposed to the airport. ahhas. not much lighting, macham like power saving mode. dont think it fit's Sg's safety standard rating HAHA. but pretty.


and this is classic. the skytrain that allows u to sit at the ends!! changi's skytrain used to be like this and as a kid, i was always damn excited to take the sky train because of this seat that allows you to see the tracks.


Day 10 - Malaysian Airlines, homeward bound, transiting at KL.


whahhahahs. malaysian airlines. 2am flight.
damn funny coz we almost missed our flight though we were like bout 1hr plus early. coz there was wifi and power socket, so we lepaked and became OOTT. (Overly Optimistic Time Traveller) ahhas. unlike sg, u can probably reach ur gate in 30mins once u enter the transit area. ahhahas. but no, there were so many queues and checks and whatever nots. hahahas. so we ended up having to gracefully seek kindness from ppl in the queues to let us go first. haha, our gate was pretty far away and we have obviously underestimated bj's aiport. ahhas. but yea, we managed to reach our plane on time. i rmbr getting on to my seat, let out a huge sigh of relief, then we looked at each other and LOL. ahahahs.  so much for being early. ahahas


A330. of course gotta explore abit. not often that i fly a plane that's not the A320. 
and yes, aircraft food taste different when u're 36,000 ft above. ahhahahs. and yes, though i was really tired, but the sunrise was beautiful at that level.

 









KL. first time at this airport.only a 45mins transit. love the lightings. (like same as BJ and Xian's one right!) fairy lightings are my weakness and they look just like those.



 and taking the 737 back home!! its a really short less than 45mins flight. dont think it even reached the jet steam ceiling or smth. ahhahas.



sad that're back. can't believe we spent 9 days tgt in china.

and some SG breakfast at the transit area.



hahas. yup that's it.
looks like i've found a travelling buddy. u know, we dont usually talk in SG, we're just teammates whom train tgt. but on this trip, it seems like we can talk forever and we're constantly discovering (too many uncanny) similarities about each other. ahhas. 
this is my first time traveling, backpacking and exploring a foreign land with another person and i totally enjoyed every moment of it. i'm usually the one planning grp travelling.. usually of 4 to 6 ppl, so sometimes it gets about tiring, having to have a constant look out for everyone's logistics and welfare. hahas. so this time round, its really nice to just do whatever i want to do and have someone to share the plans with me, really own time own target.

really thank God for protecting and watching over us too. timing was too perfect despite having super last min plans. i mean, we went to china, gg ahead with just booking a to and fro ticket w/o knowing how to get where to do what. i mean we had a rough list of what to do, but didn't know which route to take and to optimize.. we booked train tickets like 2-3day before which was almost impossible coz u should be booking the night sleeper train tickets at least 1 wk in advance latest due to its popularity. not only did He take care of our logistics, even like on those single-path on the mountains, we're almost at the rare crowd-free moments. 2 petit girls in China, on the move so much, glad that we didn't get cheated, pestered or anything.


oh yea, back in Changi, my checkin baggage was missing. was pretty disappointed coz all my climbing/trekking shoes and pants and skins were inside, and more imptly, my CHOUCHOU- my smelly pillow since i was a kid, smth i can't buy even with $1million. 
anyway in the end, it was delayed by 10hrs. thankfully i bought insurance, initially i didn't want to get coz i just wanted to save some money.. but decide to make an effort to walk to bedok central to get one from the AXS machine since i'd be travelling on so many modes and with so much ambiguity.
so yea, insurance claim for baggage delay was at $200/hr, capped at $800 (if your not from ur home county). if u're back in SG, the cap is $200. ahhas. so too bad. if missing, its $500/article, capped at $3000. ahhahs. so in the end, i can claim $200. thankful, coz it covered my airtickets at least. hahahs.

so yep, today is 15 Aug and i've (finally) finished blogging. hahas. thanks for gg through the long post and sharing this journey with me and i can't wait for the next adventure till my bank has enough $$. hahas. it was fun and i hope to inspire many ppl to continue exploring! ;)