2nd half: 26th nov- 4th dec.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
grad luncheon
ok lar. was ok.
i was happy to see friends.. all so grown up. like dressed till so preeettyily. =)
sec3 prefects did a gd job on the tchr item thiing.
overall, it was avg... no sheeding of tear. hmm. but we had fun taking photos.
btw.. photos will be up after the 5th dec. too bz at the moment to post all those photos.
i felt.. er.. hard to.. ar.. ah! present myself. coz really.. wondering how girls walk so al-gracefully in their skirts. and really, not easy lar. had to wear smth inside though. :p. great experience lar. haha.
was telling mum.. who helped me to put.. makeup. (hars!).. that it is not performance ar.. dun put so thick ar.. dun put at all better... ahha
then happily.. thick make-up.. went to nat's house to clean some away. ahhaha. tragic.
hmm.
today. i was a photographer. and realised one bad thing abt being one.. u'll won't be part of the grp shots, and ur personal fun times aren't really captured on film.
but, one thing that keeps us gg...is that we help ppl capture moments to cherish.
cool ar. i can help ppl! haha. in a deeper sense.
today, dear gary gave me bday present. ahhaha. sweet lar. ahha. goona miss him when i'm away.. always like a big bro takin care of me.
also, swl. haha. swl would know what swl is toking abt. right swl? needless to say.
ahaha.i'm diverting all calls to SARA PARN, my study kaki(an yes.. that girl smiling juz below this post.). any urgent matters, pls sms me. it'll be gd. thank u.
gonna be bz bz bz this whole hols man.
even bowling tmr. hars.
dun even think i can spend time with my friends.. ahhaha. but yea, i'm enjoying every bit of it! every single bit.
tmr, i'll be flying off!! back on 4th dec.
eexcited. with 3 pro-ly skilled doc. one is neuron!!!, cancer and dentist. so happy. gonna be liker fun filled time with bio lessons. ahha.
haven done my testimonal.. well, i've done.. but too long.. want to write another shorter one.
missing the 1st half ppl in thailand. wonder how are they.
i'm feeling... erm. ahha. mixed lar. alot of things gg on. really hope that i can be a faithful servant be it home, sch or out there. i think this is my first time not seeing mum for 1 wk. usuign camps won't drag till 1 wk. hmm.
pray
pray
pray.
may the peace of the Lord be with u, and always with u.
i was happy to see friends.. all so grown up. like dressed till so preeettyily. =)
sec3 prefects did a gd job on the tchr item thiing.
overall, it was avg... no sheeding of tear. hmm. but we had fun taking photos.
btw.. photos will be up after the 5th dec. too bz at the moment to post all those photos.
i felt.. er.. hard to.. ar.. ah! present myself. coz really.. wondering how girls walk so al-gracefully in their skirts. and really, not easy lar. had to wear smth inside though. :p. great experience lar. haha.
was telling mum.. who helped me to put.. makeup. (hars!).. that it is not performance ar.. dun put so thick ar.. dun put at all better... ahha
then happily.. thick make-up.. went to nat's house to clean some away. ahhaha. tragic.
hmm.
today. i was a photographer. and realised one bad thing abt being one.. u'll won't be part of the grp shots, and ur personal fun times aren't really captured on film.
but, one thing that keeps us gg...is that we help ppl capture moments to cherish.
cool ar. i can help ppl! haha. in a deeper sense.
today, dear gary gave me bday present. ahhaha. sweet lar. ahha. goona miss him when i'm away.. always like a big bro takin care of me.
also, swl. haha. swl would know what swl is toking abt. right swl? needless to say.
ahaha.i'm diverting all calls to SARA PARN, my study kaki(an yes.. that girl smiling juz below this post.). any urgent matters, pls sms me. it'll be gd. thank u.
gonna be bz bz bz this whole hols man.
even bowling tmr. hars.
dun even think i can spend time with my friends.. ahhaha. but yea, i'm enjoying every bit of it! every single bit.
tmr, i'll be flying off!! back on 4th dec.
eexcited. with 3 pro-ly skilled doc. one is neuron!!!, cancer and dentist. so happy. gonna be liker fun filled time with bio lessons. ahha.
haven done my testimonal.. well, i've done.. but too long.. want to write another shorter one.
missing the 1st half ppl in thailand. wonder how are they.
i'm feeling... erm. ahha. mixed lar. alot of things gg on. really hope that i can be a faithful servant be it home, sch or out there. i think this is my first time not seeing mum for 1 wk. usuign camps won't drag till 1 wk. hmm.
pray
pray
pray.
may the peace of the Lord be with u, and always with u.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
a new chapter.
well. trng for sa has officially started.
kinda blech that this fri, and nxt whole wk can't go for trng.
it's different from kc. duh... but i felt that the drive was back. competition.
today... i couldn't bowl my best? like.. added tape.. stuck.. remove, drop.. and was lifting the ball alot. speed was horrible. really horible. must get it all back asap.
but... yea. familiar faces. happy ppl. =). besides e 3 kc girls.. there's 2 ijtp girls. ahha. so its like all ij lar. ;) happy. ahha. yay. bond. haha.
but felt that it was wierd to see "once a saint always a saint shirt" in the boling alley.. coz i always see time worn by boys in church or at the basketball court.. so yar.. a nice beginning i guess.
its gonna me tough, personally. striving for the far distant goal of my bowling.
dun worry. i won't let sajc down. will fight hard. only 2 yrs. ony 2 opportunites for big glory for God in nationals.
apart from this, i wanna thank God.
thank God for, juz... erm.. being God.
one eg today... zen and i were lugging our bowling bags in town.. in search for prom stuff... then.. got really blech wif our 'lugages'.. so decided to leave it at the info desk of fareast. and thank God. somehow.. the security guard was like.."hey.. i'm a bowler too.. i bowl. ahha. leave it with me... i understand how u guys feel". man. and he was smiling all the way.. and exchanged some commments on bowling.
God, again, provides huh?
first, a place in sajc.
then a place in bowling.
and now, a place to put my erm.. practical.. err.. burden.
haha. hmmm. been really like sight-seeing... of girl clothing. nv did so much shopping in my life. and all... for girl stuff. like skirt and all those stuff. kinda interestin lar... oh well.
thank God.
i will do u proud.
kinda blech that this fri, and nxt whole wk can't go for trng.
it's different from kc. duh... but i felt that the drive was back. competition.
today... i couldn't bowl my best? like.. added tape.. stuck.. remove, drop.. and was lifting the ball alot. speed was horrible. really horible. must get it all back asap.
but... yea. familiar faces. happy ppl. =). besides e 3 kc girls.. there's 2 ijtp girls. ahha. so its like all ij lar. ;) happy. ahha. yay. bond. haha.
but felt that it was wierd to see "once a saint always a saint shirt" in the boling alley.. coz i always see time worn by boys in church or at the basketball court.. so yar.. a nice beginning i guess.
its gonna me tough, personally. striving for the far distant goal of my bowling.
dun worry. i won't let sajc down. will fight hard. only 2 yrs. ony 2 opportunites for big glory for God in nationals.
apart from this, i wanna thank God.
thank God for, juz... erm.. being God.
one eg today... zen and i were lugging our bowling bags in town.. in search for prom stuff... then.. got really blech wif our 'lugages'.. so decided to leave it at the info desk of fareast. and thank God. somehow.. the security guard was like.."hey.. i'm a bowler too.. i bowl. ahha. leave it with me... i understand how u guys feel". man. and he was smiling all the way.. and exchanged some commments on bowling.
God, again, provides huh?
first, a place in sajc.
then a place in bowling.
and now, a place to put my erm.. practical.. err.. burden.
haha. hmmm. been really like sight-seeing... of girl clothing. nv did so much shopping in my life. and all... for girl stuff. like skirt and all those stuff. kinda interestin lar... oh well.
thank God.
i will do u proud.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
sports day.
hahaa.
yea right. suppose to triathalon lar.. then weather was wet.. so lazy to step out of bed..
so dragged myself out of bed.. headed to sara's house taking a SBS with 4 wheels. grr..
there wasn't any sun today.. not in laymans terms ar.. so we spent more time togther.. i'm v happy.. coz i composed a song.. then she played it with her piano!.. then we recoreded out duet.. and i'm v happy coz someone's singing my song.
=) and even using the piano.
haha.
so din't intend to swim or run.. juz cycled to ecp.. yes.. happily and painstakingly, with a punctured tyre.
after that.. did alot of things. then went home and get my bowling stuff... annd headed for marine bowl to bowl with yl.
sahara dessert. attempted to send down to pin 10, for pocket shot, went to left gutter. then so grr.. and used my spare ball all e way... played like 5 board on the lane kinda thing..
then we went to tok.. after bowled.. and went home.
i'm tired.. whoo-hooo.. healthly tired.
yea right. suppose to triathalon lar.. then weather was wet.. so lazy to step out of bed..
so dragged myself out of bed.. headed to sara's house taking a SBS with 4 wheels. grr..
there wasn't any sun today.. not in laymans terms ar.. so we spent more time togther.. i'm v happy.. coz i composed a song.. then she played it with her piano!.. then we recoreded out duet.. and i'm v happy coz someone's singing my song.
=) and even using the piano.
haha.
so din't intend to swim or run.. juz cycled to ecp.. yes.. happily and painstakingly, with a punctured tyre.
after that.. did alot of things. then went home and get my bowling stuff... annd headed for marine bowl to bowl with yl.
sahara dessert. attempted to send down to pin 10, for pocket shot, went to left gutter. then so grr.. and used my spare ball all e way... played like 5 board on the lane kinda thing..
then we went to tok.. after bowled.. and went home.
i'm tired.. whoo-hooo.. healthly tired.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
whee.
its been long since i went out.
i'm so happy to spend time wif e girls. ahaha. so long.so so long.
well.. advance party left b4 the few of us could see them off.. but oh well. pray for them.
prayer covers it all.
i'm so happy to spend time wif e girls. ahaha. so long.so so long.
well.. advance party left b4 the few of us could see them off.. but oh well. pray for them.
prayer covers it all.
happy girl.
day 1 of fun.
well. morning. tourny wasnt like al-fantastic. i attempted to do my best... but haha. 1st division no drive... so a 128, 171, 133. heck lar. haha.
i wanna rule the lanes. haha. *slaps face.
i need bowling shoes. not want, but need. been complaining since sec 2. hahaha. no time to go hunt for a shoe which match my high expectation. hars.
well.
i've learnt alot today. form Joseph.. the speaker for today's teens time.
and i've learnt a BIG THING.
LISTEN.
totally slipped off can. its like.. we pray, we communicate with Him. BUt have we waited.. juz to listen what He has to say?
sucha impt lesson that i have forgotten. thank u God.
also.. we learnt that: being related is not equal to having a relationship.
again. its e famous.. 2-way thing. u talk, and listen.
to go deeper requires...
1) frequecy
2) intamacy.
ahaha
when he mentioned freq, rach and i said -wavelength-. haha. exccessive studies. haha. okok. out of pt.
really thank God for this big lesson. i guess this is like a big lesson for me and ans about 25% of my q. coz its like.. i've neglected God's presence in a personal way. my faith can be shaken with mere questoins like... "what about dinosaurs". whatever it is, juz wanna share with u guys abt this lesson that i've learnt.
for me. if i have a response, i will know the presence. okok. abit laymans (is this how u spell it?) term. but i realy duno how to put across the heavy BIG importance of communication to u guys. haha. Joseph did a wonderful job.
anyways. today.
=).
pls pray for guidance in decisions. :)
after church, draggin my 2 bombs in rolley bag, went to meet swl for movie. =) haha. harry potter. not my thing.. but coz he's uncle company booked the whole cinema at the 815 slot n he had 2 tixs. so i went lor. chevrolet. haha. there;s this manager who gave a presentation b4 the movie started. ahha. and the movie started w/o advertisments. cool lar. aahah.. the pics below are what i saw in the cineama
its been long since we catch up. ahha. not like v long lar. but. ahha. yar. the movie was ok lar. good? as in the way they portray the strength of friendship really amazes me.
ahha. i didn't understand the plot. coz i didn't read or watch anything about harry potter. ahha. but all i knew its that.. they grew up! and harry's e chosen one. haha.
nevertheless.. we had a great supper? (right yl?) ahhaha. n went home.
hmm.
i'm not gonna waste this 1 month i have. i'm gonna trace back my HISTORY!! haha.
i'm excitied. wanna make a book of events... like when i bought this. when happen what and all. ahaha. cool.
haha. having tons of random thoughts now. ahha.
hmmm. imagine if all of us go buy 4D.. koping the digits from our olevels paper. haha. like 2018 or 5025 or smth like that. abit high.
well.
tmr's the advance advance party is FLYING TO THAILAND.pls pray for journey mercies yea.. to cut short, i'll shall juz name e youth team that's leaving tmr.. selene, daniel, alyssa, gorgimay, ryan lim, kathy and joel. gd luck. see u guys soon. =)
thank God for everyday. its so fun. and :):):):)
well. morning. tourny wasnt like al-fantastic. i attempted to do my best... but haha. 1st division no drive... so a 128, 171, 133. heck lar. haha.
i wanna rule the lanes. haha. *slaps face.
i need bowling shoes. not want, but need. been complaining since sec 2. hahaha. no time to go hunt for a shoe which match my high expectation. hars.
well.
i've learnt alot today. form Joseph.. the speaker for today's teens time.
and i've learnt a BIG THING.
LISTEN.
totally slipped off can. its like.. we pray, we communicate with Him. BUt have we waited.. juz to listen what He has to say?
sucha impt lesson that i have forgotten. thank u God.
also.. we learnt that: being related is not equal to having a relationship.
again. its e famous.. 2-way thing. u talk, and listen.
to go deeper requires...
1) frequecy
2) intamacy.
ahaha
when he mentioned freq, rach and i said -wavelength-. haha. exccessive studies. haha. okok. out of pt.
really thank God for this big lesson. i guess this is like a big lesson for me and ans about 25% of my q. coz its like.. i've neglected God's presence in a personal way. my faith can be shaken with mere questoins like... "what about dinosaurs". whatever it is, juz wanna share with u guys abt this lesson that i've learnt.
for me. if i have a response, i will know the presence. okok. abit laymans (is this how u spell it?) term. but i realy duno how to put across the heavy BIG importance of communication to u guys. haha. Joseph did a wonderful job.
anyways. today.
=).
pls pray for guidance in decisions. :)
after church, draggin my 2 bombs in rolley bag, went to meet swl for movie. =) haha. harry potter. not my thing.. but coz he's uncle company booked the whole cinema at the 815 slot n he had 2 tixs. so i went lor. chevrolet. haha. there;s this manager who gave a presentation b4 the movie started. ahha. and the movie started w/o advertisments. cool lar. aahah.. the pics below are what i saw in the cineama
its been long since we catch up. ahha. not like v long lar. but. ahha. yar. the movie was ok lar. good? as in the way they portray the strength of friendship really amazes me.
ahha. i didn't understand the plot. coz i didn't read or watch anything about harry potter. ahha. but all i knew its that.. they grew up! and harry's e chosen one. haha.
nevertheless.. we had a great supper? (right yl?) ahhaha. n went home.
hmm.
i'm not gonna waste this 1 month i have. i'm gonna trace back my HISTORY!! haha.
i'm excitied. wanna make a book of events... like when i bought this. when happen what and all. ahaha. cool.
haha. having tons of random thoughts now. ahha.
hmmm. imagine if all of us go buy 4D.. koping the digits from our olevels paper. haha. like 2018 or 5025 or smth like that. abit high.
well.
tmr's the advance advance party is FLYING TO THAILAND.pls pray for journey mercies yea.. to cut short, i'll shall juz name e youth team that's leaving tmr.. selene, daniel, alyssa, gorgimay, ryan lim, kathy and joel. gd luck. see u guys soon. =)
thank God for everyday. its so fun. and :):):):)
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I AM PRICELESS.
haha. i'm free lar. ahhaha
NOTE THE SONG??
hmmm.. ok.
monday
lit. bah. ok lar. super darn easy. its like super direct. the quesions are.. grrr. so many things to write. hopefully can pull my p1. but i had not much quotes. should have studied a whee bit harder.
tuesday
amaths.
miracle miracle miracle.
first time in my entire life i ended e amaths paper 1/2h b4. happy lar. but got some wrong already. well,, its better than my norm. i didn't know how to do 3 parts
wednesday
by then, i was dead. e geog was eeeee. like i didn't have pts. all based on crapping. if u can crap logically, u win.
then was grrrrrrrrr.....
physics.
hoho. erm. 2 pg blank? not that i missed out. but i didn't know how to do. coz its all e back chapters. electonics and all those electric stuff. not my kinda thing. so eeer. was tired. was bad lar. bio bad. phy bad. so hoping for easy chemm...
thursday
ok lar. alot of careless. alot alot. kinda unhappy. but hopefully p1 will pull me up or smth. ahaha. and thurs.. countdown begins...
friday
chem. ahha. bad. as usual. 2 essays. wrote 2 lines. but nvm (shrieks). ahahhaha. i've done my best lar. dun deserve gd grades thou.
so was thinkin. this yr's triple science ppl all like die. then schedule so packed. oh well..
i've done my best.
ahahha.
i'm like whoa. so on about every single day of my life. and guess wad. i'll be PACKED from tml till 5/6/7th? haha. pro?
wil be away from 26-4dec for msn. and have prefects camp.
tmr. is my tournament. yes. bowling lar. ahha. was trying to lift my ball.. ahha. felt that it was a 15lbs or smth. ahhaha. pls pray. i really dun want to hurt myself b4 e trip. haha.
i'm so excitied.
heard tt SAJC's trng begins nxt wed and fri? hmm.. i duno if i'm free...
fri's GRAD lunch.
haha.
see.. so packed. i'm free free free free free. hahaha. till march then.
=) i thank God so much.
after the subject supervisor said "put ur pens down". PHEW. i couldn't absorb. then when collecting the papers.. WAHS. ahha. freedom.
God's perfect huh.
He's blessed me with this unknown person who posted a comment on my "fryday" post.. to go http://www.career-information-resources.com/documents/study_aids.php. kinda like 'gift' for me though.
anyways. i wanna thank all those msges who u've sent. its like when i'm falllin... the *beep beep*beep beep* is heard. also to my tchrs. and esp dr. peter. ahha. been buggin him wif wierd bio q at wierd times... haha. thank u ppl.
thank u 4/6.
this is the most wonderful batch of students. seriously, its like... super mature, sensible bunch of leaders who its like whoa lar.
respect u ppl for thank.
thank u for providing me with a so superly urberly fun life in kc.
hmm.. was thinking whether to add this. coz u see ar. e fall of my dad was on e 15th. till 20th he left. imagine he like did wadeva happend on 2003 this year.
freak out.
thank God?
i guess so. His plans are wise. hmm. 2yrs alrdy kinda wheeezing passs huh.
anyways.
i love You. You've picked me up so much.
NOTE THE SONG??
hmmm.. ok.
monday
lit. bah. ok lar. super darn easy. its like super direct. the quesions are.. grrr. so many things to write. hopefully can pull my p1. but i had not much quotes. should have studied a whee bit harder.
tuesday
amaths.
miracle miracle miracle.
first time in my entire life i ended e amaths paper 1/2h b4. happy lar. but got some wrong already. well,, its better than my norm. i didn't know how to do 3 parts
wednesday
by then, i was dead. e geog was eeeee. like i didn't have pts. all based on crapping. if u can crap logically, u win.
then was grrrrrrrrr.....
physics.
hoho. erm. 2 pg blank? not that i missed out. but i didn't know how to do. coz its all e back chapters. electonics and all those electric stuff. not my kinda thing. so eeer. was tired. was bad lar. bio bad. phy bad. so hoping for easy chemm...
thursday
ok lar. alot of careless. alot alot. kinda unhappy. but hopefully p1 will pull me up or smth. ahaha. and thurs.. countdown begins...
friday
chem. ahha. bad. as usual. 2 essays. wrote 2 lines. but nvm (shrieks). ahahhaha. i've done my best lar. dun deserve gd grades thou.
so was thinkin. this yr's triple science ppl all like die. then schedule so packed. oh well..
i've done my best.
ahahha.
i'm like whoa. so on about every single day of my life. and guess wad. i'll be PACKED from tml till 5/6/7th? haha. pro?
wil be away from 26-4dec for msn. and have prefects camp.
tmr. is my tournament. yes. bowling lar. ahha. was trying to lift my ball.. ahha. felt that it was a 15lbs or smth. ahhaha. pls pray. i really dun want to hurt myself b4 e trip. haha.
i'm so excitied.
heard tt SAJC's trng begins nxt wed and fri? hmm.. i duno if i'm free...
fri's GRAD lunch.
haha.
see.. so packed. i'm free free free free free. hahaha. till march then.
=) i thank God so much.
after the subject supervisor said "put ur pens down". PHEW. i couldn't absorb. then when collecting the papers.. WAHS. ahha. freedom.
God's perfect huh.
He's blessed me with this unknown person who posted a comment on my "fryday" post.. to go http://www.career-information-resources.com/documents/study_aids.php. kinda like 'gift' for me though.
anyways. i wanna thank all those msges who u've sent. its like when i'm falllin... the *beep beep*beep beep* is heard. also to my tchrs. and esp dr. peter. ahha. been buggin him wif wierd bio q at wierd times... haha. thank u ppl.
thank u 4/6.
this is the most wonderful batch of students. seriously, its like... super mature, sensible bunch of leaders who its like whoa lar.
respect u ppl for thank.
thank u for providing me with a so superly urberly fun life in kc.
hmm.. was thinking whether to add this. coz u see ar. e fall of my dad was on e 15th. till 20th he left. imagine he like did wadeva happend on 2003 this year.
freak out.
thank God?
i guess so. His plans are wise. hmm. 2yrs alrdy kinda wheeezing passs huh.
anyways.
i love You. You've picked me up so much.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005
Healing rain is falling down
hmm.wad else but the o levels.
monday
first paper. ss.
haha. i did my best.
i thank God tons. spotted venice. studied venice, browsed through population and sat for GCE O levels ss.
prayed b4 e paper. and i became calm. haahah. then i turned. "VENICE". ahha. and circle the q vigorously. and happily. SBQ was ok. essay.. i didn't finish. firstly, couldn't think of any more points. ahaha. and also.. left 3 mins. wanna conclude also no time. so, to gain impression marks, hoping my examier will give impression marks.. i added.. "in addition, venice had". that was e last lin of my essay. pro? nah pray
then was e maths 1.
it was bad. i didn't did at top speed, was trying to be too careful. had alot of mistakes while discussing q after paper. ok well. i prayed. i was calm initially. ahhaha.
tuesday
the only day of the whole period of o levels that i had a break. ha. yar. and i broke. ahha. studied bio like i nv studied bio. felt so clever for that moment, getting all my mcq correct. coz its like i use to get F9. and its not an hyperbole can.
and thought for a logn time should i go for mission trng.
i went.
thank God for unc. Peter. he drove me home. thank God for Docs in church. asked them a few bio q. on e way home.. was like having bio lesson in class.. talking about the heart and all. ahha. i got interested.
wednesday
was english. prayed v hard for this paper. its my L1.its gonna be in. prayed for wisdom and understanding of passage. and for e 2nd time, i understood the whole passage! thanke God so much. was so gd. i could ans all e q,,,.. besides e vocab. summary was so fun. i enjoyed myself.
then for paper 1. praise God again. i wrote about Sg. wrote about Geylang, and my soul did e writing.
went out of the hall victorously.
ahaha. and yes. not many pppl attempt my Q- no.3. dearest swl mate, once again, made e same choice! ahha. totally must proclaim this. haha. love this bro so much. ahha.
thursday
core geog girls were freakin out.. having to sit for 3 papers a day. geog p2, bio p1 and p2. they said it was easy. :) bio. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
studied so so so so so so so much. studied indepth everything.. but those that i didn't like, study on e surface. like biotecch, mircoorganisms, ecology. and the rest, really hard core. then came out..
all 3 chpts, heavily, plus alitte on plans, 1 pathetic q on heart. essay- had to choose between ecology and environment. then e one on eye, which i could score, my concept was being altered. n thus, 1 part wrong wrong wrong.
so yucks can.
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its like grrrrrrrrrrrr. man. was hoping for heredity, digestive system, respiration.. everything to do with human body. but all came out on bacteria fungi and all e virus and all. so yucks can.
charissa and i feel like burning all our bio text away. studied so hard k. so sad. was thinking of adding it to our l1r5.
friday
felt that i was praying every min. was soo dampened my bio. didn't had mood at all. so didn't studied emaths paper 2.lit.. attempted to study. juz couldn't so disappointed in the whole idea of studyign hard. nv felt so disappointed for a particular paper.
so that feeling lingered with me.. till this morning. 8am. when my emath p2 start.
prayed for confidence. prayed for ability to focus. coz wasn't in a right attitude. plus, not even studying for a paper. wasn't assured.
flipped open the book. my mind filled with God's prayer. and then i started to do the sums. as i do.. it kinda got better. and i picked up speed. and kept writing.
happily.
i ended 30mins b4 the paper! was utterlty shocked and looked at the clock twice. coz nv in my sec sch life did i finish a maths paper b4 the given time. its usually cannot finish or at the most, finished 3 mins b4. and yes. i didn't know how to do only 1 part (iii) from q1. amazing.
the lit. was killer. no points not quotes.
pray prayed prayed.
hmm.. why is my title as such.
one thing this wk. God is like my source of pillar of strength and calm. was really freaking out. then on thurs. at e intercahnge on e way home. rained heavily. thunderstorm literally. so was stuck at the interchange. took another path. sheltered. but longer. but the path.. wasn't shelter at one point of time. about 75m from the nxt shelter. haha. so.. i stood at the library outside, with many umnrella-less ppl. all waiting for e rain to stop.
so i prayed. for protection. coz if i kenna rain, sick. die. o levels can't be at top form.
then i looked at e sky. like some person writing chinese poem like that. ahah. and prayed for the rain to like be lighter.
it didn't. but. my walkman played "Healling rain is falling down, healling rain is falling down. i'm not afraid. i'm not afraid"
haha. i somehow. had to run. so with all my files and bks, i rain to e nxt shelther, across e road.. with e whole bunch of ppl lookin at me. haha. but nevertheless. i was drentched. but i was safe. AMEN ar.
pray for me for my nxt wk. everyday is a heavy paper day. esp wed. 3 heavy papers.
pray that i can sustain till fri. chem p1 and p1 is on frin. ends at 6pm. pray for strenght. thank u
and also, a BIG thank u for those who tagged my blog and made it happier. =)
God's lookin out for all. i'm serious. i'm not juz saying al this like for fun or to my my post longer or wadsoeva.
prayed
prayed
prayed
He listens. it'e e truth/
monday
first paper. ss.
haha. i did my best.
i thank God tons. spotted venice. studied venice, browsed through population and sat for GCE O levels ss.
prayed b4 e paper. and i became calm. haahah. then i turned. "VENICE". ahha. and circle the q vigorously. and happily. SBQ was ok. essay.. i didn't finish. firstly, couldn't think of any more points. ahaha. and also.. left 3 mins. wanna conclude also no time. so, to gain impression marks, hoping my examier will give impression marks.. i added.. "in addition, venice had". that was e last lin of my essay. pro? nah pray
then was e maths 1.
it was bad. i didn't did at top speed, was trying to be too careful. had alot of mistakes while discussing q after paper. ok well. i prayed. i was calm initially. ahhaha.
tuesday
the only day of the whole period of o levels that i had a break. ha. yar. and i broke. ahha. studied bio like i nv studied bio. felt so clever for that moment, getting all my mcq correct. coz its like i use to get F9. and its not an hyperbole can.
and thought for a logn time should i go for mission trng.
i went.
thank God for unc. Peter. he drove me home. thank God for Docs in church. asked them a few bio q. on e way home.. was like having bio lesson in class.. talking about the heart and all. ahha. i got interested.
wednesday
was english. prayed v hard for this paper. its my L1.its gonna be in. prayed for wisdom and understanding of passage. and for e 2nd time, i understood the whole passage! thanke God so much. was so gd. i could ans all e q,,,.. besides e vocab. summary was so fun. i enjoyed myself.
then for paper 1. praise God again. i wrote about Sg. wrote about Geylang, and my soul did e writing.
went out of the hall victorously.
ahaha. and yes. not many pppl attempt my Q- no.3. dearest swl mate, once again, made e same choice! ahha. totally must proclaim this. haha. love this bro so much. ahha.
thursday
core geog girls were freakin out.. having to sit for 3 papers a day. geog p2, bio p1 and p2. they said it was easy. :) bio. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
studied so so so so so so so much. studied indepth everything.. but those that i didn't like, study on e surface. like biotecch, mircoorganisms, ecology. and the rest, really hard core. then came out..
all 3 chpts, heavily, plus alitte on plans, 1 pathetic q on heart. essay- had to choose between ecology and environment. then e one on eye, which i could score, my concept was being altered. n thus, 1 part wrong wrong wrong.
so yucks can.
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its like grrrrrrrrrrrr. man. was hoping for heredity, digestive system, respiration.. everything to do with human body. but all came out on bacteria fungi and all e virus and all. so yucks can.
charissa and i feel like burning all our bio text away. studied so hard k. so sad. was thinking of adding it to our l1r5.
friday
felt that i was praying every min. was soo dampened my bio. didn't had mood at all. so didn't studied emaths paper 2.lit.. attempted to study. juz couldn't so disappointed in the whole idea of studyign hard. nv felt so disappointed for a particular paper.
so that feeling lingered with me.. till this morning. 8am. when my emath p2 start.
prayed for confidence. prayed for ability to focus. coz wasn't in a right attitude. plus, not even studying for a paper. wasn't assured.
flipped open the book. my mind filled with God's prayer. and then i started to do the sums. as i do.. it kinda got better. and i picked up speed. and kept writing.
happily.
i ended 30mins b4 the paper! was utterlty shocked and looked at the clock twice. coz nv in my sec sch life did i finish a maths paper b4 the given time. its usually cannot finish or at the most, finished 3 mins b4. and yes. i didn't know how to do only 1 part (iii) from q1. amazing.
the lit. was killer. no points not quotes.
pray prayed prayed.
hmm.. why is my title as such.
one thing this wk. God is like my source of pillar of strength and calm. was really freaking out. then on thurs. at e intercahnge on e way home. rained heavily. thunderstorm literally. so was stuck at the interchange. took another path. sheltered. but longer. but the path.. wasn't shelter at one point of time. about 75m from the nxt shelter. haha. so.. i stood at the library outside, with many umnrella-less ppl. all waiting for e rain to stop.
so i prayed. for protection. coz if i kenna rain, sick. die. o levels can't be at top form.
then i looked at e sky. like some person writing chinese poem like that. ahah. and prayed for the rain to like be lighter.
it didn't. but. my walkman played "Healling rain is falling down, healling rain is falling down. i'm not afraid. i'm not afraid"
haha. i somehow. had to run. so with all my files and bks, i rain to e nxt shelther, across e road.. with e whole bunch of ppl lookin at me. haha. but nevertheless. i was drentched. but i was safe. AMEN ar.
pray for me for my nxt wk. everyday is a heavy paper day. esp wed. 3 heavy papers.
pray that i can sustain till fri. chem p1 and p1 is on frin. ends at 6pm. pray for strenght. thank u
and also, a BIG thank u for those who tagged my blog and made it happier. =)
God's lookin out for all. i'm serious. i'm not juz saying al this like for fun or to my my post longer or wadsoeva.
prayed
prayed
prayed
He listens. it'e e truth/
Saturday, November 05, 2005
friday, then its the wkends. and ta-dah!
peek-a-boo.
conclusion: on fridays, teenagers tend to experience a moment of high adreline rush, gaining heat through much laughing and then lack of oxygen, somehow, leading to more laughter.
i'm serious k. for 2 fridays, my stidy kakis.. or rather. ite beoming a clan.. all keep laughing over litte-no-at-all-funny stuff. ahha. including me. looking back, we'll laugh. and PLUS. it's not only us, ppl with white pieces of paper and mountians of books, having bk stuff on their tables as liscens laugh hysterically too. literally, all.
hmm. i've been catching wierd hours of slp this wk, not a v bright idea, but i know i still can tahan lar. and, ive been making tons of dreams can. almost eveyr night. in almost every dream, there's this person lar. and the dream is not a dream..but more to a nightmare?- a gentle one. ahha.
and i've come to another conclusion, i can rmbr my dreams, to a certain extent, clearly.
i have a talent! ;)
high the hopes that i have, my love fo u will run as deep
this was from my dream. ahha. clearly, carved on the underside of a ring given to me juz outside e bk in airport t1. not a pleasant dream. haha. dun wanna go into details.
hmm. studies.
well.
tmr, i'm gonna start on e maths.
and on sunday, i'm gonna start my ss. =) i'm spotting. heck. juz want a pass for combine humans, and pray hard for core humans.
hmm. i miss studying with gary, john, mervyn and teck chuan. its like 4 professors.. indulging in comments that are like.. whoa. hahah. and of course, our dearest wan yuan ting. haha. looks like e generation has moved on. ahha. all these mile stones, i'll nv forget u. =). life are juz so exciting wif u ppl around.
haha. oh yes. now, the study kaki is me, sara, charissa and glen and another clan of charissa's friends whom now, i know them too. ahha. but we sit seperately. ahha.
and u know wad.
my inspirator... he's been studying at the airport since i started studying there in sec 2.. he's only there at certain times of the year when the exams are around the corner. ahhaha. and.. ahha. glen has fished out some sources from him. ahhaha.
wanna reach out to him. he's a buddhist. ahha. pray yea.
haha. i realised that the time i'll be playing for church will be those times that i wanted to not go to church... TO STUDY.. ahah. but then.. i guess its God's plan for me to not drift from Him. haha. cool eh. thank God for looking out to little individuals.
haha. airport, thrid home. seriously. the staff all smile at me liao, besides the fact that on public hols, they have to chase us, which i nv move lar.
ppl there all so familar. then i met alot of old pri sch friends and all kidna interesting lar.
i thank God.
i thank God.
i thank God.
monday. pray. pray. pray. i urge thee.
conclusion: on fridays, teenagers tend to experience a moment of high adreline rush, gaining heat through much laughing and then lack of oxygen, somehow, leading to more laughter.
i'm serious k. for 2 fridays, my stidy kakis.. or rather. ite beoming a clan.. all keep laughing over litte-no-at-all-funny stuff. ahha. including me. looking back, we'll laugh. and PLUS. it's not only us, ppl with white pieces of paper and mountians of books, having bk stuff on their tables as liscens laugh hysterically too. literally, all.
hmm. i've been catching wierd hours of slp this wk, not a v bright idea, but i know i still can tahan lar. and, ive been making tons of dreams can. almost eveyr night. in almost every dream, there's this person lar. and the dream is not a dream..but more to a nightmare?- a gentle one. ahha.
and i've come to another conclusion, i can rmbr my dreams, to a certain extent, clearly.
i have a talent! ;)
high the hopes that i have, my love fo u will run as deep
this was from my dream. ahha. clearly, carved on the underside of a ring given to me juz outside e bk in airport t1. not a pleasant dream. haha. dun wanna go into details.
hmm. studies.
well.
tmr, i'm gonna start on e maths.
and on sunday, i'm gonna start my ss. =) i'm spotting. heck. juz want a pass for combine humans, and pray hard for core humans.
hmm. i miss studying with gary, john, mervyn and teck chuan. its like 4 professors.. indulging in comments that are like.. whoa. hahah. and of course, our dearest wan yuan ting. haha. looks like e generation has moved on. ahha. all these mile stones, i'll nv forget u. =). life are juz so exciting wif u ppl around.
haha. oh yes. now, the study kaki is me, sara, charissa and glen and another clan of charissa's friends whom now, i know them too. ahha. but we sit seperately. ahha.
and u know wad.
my inspirator... he's been studying at the airport since i started studying there in sec 2.. he's only there at certain times of the year when the exams are around the corner. ahhaha. and.. ahha. glen has fished out some sources from him. ahhaha.
wanna reach out to him. he's a buddhist. ahha. pray yea.
haha. i realised that the time i'll be playing for church will be those times that i wanted to not go to church... TO STUDY.. ahah. but then.. i guess its God's plan for me to not drift from Him. haha. cool eh. thank God for looking out to little individuals.
haha. airport, thrid home. seriously. the staff all smile at me liao, besides the fact that on public hols, they have to chase us, which i nv move lar.
ppl there all so familar. then i met alot of old pri sch friends and all kidna interesting lar.
i thank God.
i thank God.
i thank God.
monday. pray. pray. pray. i urge thee.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
1 min = 1 sec
time is like whoa.
this is literally, the fastest wk/ month i've ever had can. i blink.. 2hrs gone kinda thing.
i'm scared.
somehow scared. haha.
at the airport. charissa and i were high. haha.
so there goes a smart q: "what does am and p.m stands for?"
feelin stressed, we decided to self-proclaim a project interview. so we went around posing as interviewers for project wrk.. asking wads am and pm.
out of 5, 4 asked us to use the dictionary.. one taxi driver said "amminno dommini" and followed by a.. " prime minister". oks.
we all used am and pm. but what does it exactly stands for? issit a gd question? ahha.*claps
“AM” stands for the Latin phrase Ante Meridiem —which means “before noon”—and “PM” stands for Post Meridiem : “after noon.” Although digital clocks routinely label noon “12:00 PM” you should avoid this expression not only because it is incorrect, but because many people will imagine you are talking about midnight instead. The same goes for “12:00 AM.” Just say or write “noon” or “midnight” when you mean those precise times.
It is now rare to see periods placed after these abbreviations: “A.M.” , but in formal writing it is still preferable to capitalize them, though the lower-case “am” and “pm” are now so popular they are not likely to get you into trouble.
Occasionally computer programs encourage you to write “AM” and “PM” without a space before them, but others will misread your data if you omit the space. The nonstandard habit of omitting the space is spreading rapidly, and should be avoided in formal writing.
ok. pls pray for me and all the o level ppl.. coz i'm like having sorethroat and flu, with on/off slight fever. pray k.
pray for mission prep. its like our last lap. in the midst of the o's
and yes. to take away my fear. i'm like just paranoid lar. over exxams? crap. haha.
okok.
good luck u to all . pls pls pls take care.
tmr is wednesday. then its thursday, friday.
saturday. and..
sunday. then..
its monday. crawl pls. crawl
this is literally, the fastest wk/ month i've ever had can. i blink.. 2hrs gone kinda thing.
i'm scared.
somehow scared. haha.
at the airport. charissa and i were high. haha.
so there goes a smart q: "what does am and p.m stands for?"
feelin stressed, we decided to self-proclaim a project interview. so we went around posing as interviewers for project wrk.. asking wads am and pm.
out of 5, 4 asked us to use the dictionary.. one taxi driver said "amminno dommini" and followed by a.. " prime minister". oks.
we all used am and pm. but what does it exactly stands for? issit a gd question? ahha.*claps
“AM” stands for the Latin phrase Ante Meridiem —which means “before noon”—and “PM” stands for Post Meridiem : “after noon.” Although digital clocks routinely label noon “12:00 PM” you should avoid this expression not only because it is incorrect, but because many people will imagine you are talking about midnight instead. The same goes for “12:00 AM.” Just say or write “noon” or “midnight” when you mean those precise times.
It is now rare to see periods placed after these abbreviations: “A.M.” , but in formal writing it is still preferable to capitalize them, though the lower-case “am” and “pm” are now so popular they are not likely to get you into trouble.
Occasionally computer programs encourage you to write “AM” and “PM” without a space before them, but others will misread your data if you omit the space. The nonstandard habit of omitting the space is spreading rapidly, and should be avoided in formal writing.
ok. pls pray for me and all the o level ppl.. coz i'm like having sorethroat and flu, with on/off slight fever. pray k.
pray for mission prep. its like our last lap. in the midst of the o's
and yes. to take away my fear. i'm like just paranoid lar. over exxams? crap. haha.
okok.
good luck u to all . pls pls pls take care.
tmr is wednesday. then its thursday, friday.
saturday. and..
sunday. then..
its monday. crawl pls. crawl
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