hmm.. coughing, fever, flu and sore throat......... familiar symptoms?..... SARS! haha. yea. had all these today. ccould actually die during tap and ballet. exspically ballet.. went church early.. was ok. then after a very good talk by Dr. Esther Tan, was feeling very feverish. then went home. then met my mum at home and went out.. feeling better.. kinda on and off.. so now i feel sick,, aha.. bought a watc today!...... yup. thanks. =)

whaha. today is a mega success leh.. the sec 1 orientation.. i think we got to know each other better.. espically the wet games. and realy wet games.. hopefuly it didn't really messed the sch... aha. i really want to thank all the committee members.. esp. shuneng.. they really did a good job.. ahaha. i also want to thank the sec 2s for showing must antisipitation.. however u speel it.. ahhah.. and the sec 1s really got to open up. but not bad... yup.. i also want to thank the loud hailer.. coz this morning i really like cannot speak.. i think heaty... then afternoon ok liao.. but abit coarse.. ahha. then shout shout shout.. found a loud hailer and i think it was really God's help.. damn thankful. also want to praise Him for blessing us with juz fine weather.. not so hot, not so cold.. the best weather... yup. must thank mr. lim also for moulding us through scoldings.. haha.... so positive.. yup. juz wanna thank God for thois tiring but fruitful day. ahha. like some thank-you-star-awards-speech like that..however.. i feel that ppl think that i keep commanding them to do thing.. blech. hope u all understand. aaha [marian ar. dun let it afffect u.. ahha. wad the.. ]
ahha. later.. went to tampines.. to hunt for that freaing addidas jacket partially for the team but was expectedly fruitless... i so want to thank mr. lim for loosing the code. ahha. jkjkk... but yea... =) no one is at home! ahhah

ahha. i'm like starting to realise the importence of time management.. serious. i need strength man. haha. today went out to find jacket and shorts for the team... had to spend $15 to buy a pair of shorts fo example.. then i hunting for the blue and black jacket addidas one... for myself and also for the team to see... so its like yi ju liang de..... whaha. speaking of chinese.. teacher say now anyone can take higer chinese if u score B3 and above.. i like want. ahhaha. coz i dun have to take chinese in JC..... if i make it into there lar.. speaking about JC... i want to go sajc. haa. coz its part of the st.andrews' villiage which is part of my church.. goash.. i'm going off point. so ya. wanna take higher chinese. but like not possible... its impossible.. ahahaha.. hopes.. haha. i think wrong objective... but heck lar.. hopefully will wrk on it. the teachers are stressing us leh.. then its like i got no energy to absord... everyone in the class looks kinda fine to me. bleach, haha. i need strength.

56 days
ahaha. i realy must thank step and shu k......... u know wad.. i got my beloved guard back!!!! they found it. they kept it......... wahhahahhahaa.... i''m so happy k.. ahaha. =) yay. aaha ook.. but bowling like still sucked.. coz of my release.... yes. my realase.. i realised that when i use mecatector, i have a more firm grip... as compared to mongoose... so its like. ya. i need to borrow from uncle jack.. actually uncle jack is not bad. whaa. juz tt at first not use to him. now its like.. ya.. good. coz he's kinda strict.. good. ahha. today gate duty quite successful! =) very happy. ahha. ok. i also bowled a damn high score of 98. yar. a two-digit number- 98... ahhha. goash. and b div is like wad.. in 2 months?.. help help help..ahha. i need a high avg.. help .ahha also, i need strength to do my hw. ok.. =) thanks. gtg liaos. =)

wahha. pls. stop raining. ahha. actually quite ok lar.. whaha. today during physics.. wasn't listening at all lor. keep dozing off when she saying impt stuff. so its like. i dare to agree that from day 1 till now, i havent learnt alot in physics.. whaa. h,,. very hectic today. dun evem have the time to tie m shoe lace... coz after lit we like immediately have to got o the bio lab. ya.. after that. went abck to class for english.. haa. mrs teo was hyper.. but as usual..aaha... *monkey monkey....... ahaa. she like addicted to the noise like that. then somemore our class situated near the hall near the speakers... wha. so the lower sec having assembly.. we all cannot hear the teacher toking at all. aha. then later went fot guitar class.. then home now.. so much hw..ahaa. better stop etting hooked onto this com. i think i go liao. ahha.. hmm. =) sleepppppy

tired... dropping dead.. calling for help. ahha help

okok.. like rain again........ and i mean rain.. as in flooded... really flooded.. ahhaha. wads wif all these emphasis.. okok.. yup. then went popular with mum to get all the books i need finally.. aahhah. gd day lar.. only coz of my sis that nags and nags and complains... okok. so.. uptill now, i stilll like dun believe daddy zhao liao leh.

haiz....c annot do any visiting today... blech.. partically coz of the angpows.. but juz wanna see those old folks.. whaha.. my neighbour the duno who the kids. like wah.... grown up so old liao.. ahha. one become so punkish, the other so fair lady... the other one so tall. wahhaa. pls lor.. i'm in the midst of growing.. whaha. i miss visiting. i miss doing illigeal gambling wif my dad.. ahha.

i juz finished changing my blog skin.. whaha.. i juz realsied that i'm damn slow at this.. anybody know know to cancel the scroll bar below?

today in sch, my class won 1st for chinese deco! ahhaa. yay... keeping the spirit of the 3 sixers..ahgha.. i think it kind of bonded us together? yup. after that, rushed off to primary sch
ahhaha... met joshua opp my sch bus stop.. kinda told hime not to recognise me.. coz of the sch rules.. then took a bus to opp vjc to meet caroline and alexi and then took a cab down to sch.. ahha.. so its like whoa... RI like did a cheer for their sch,,,... shockingly surprising.... and like 30-40 ppl from ri.. then like 20-30 from vs.. ahha.. st. hilda's quite successful ar.. ahha. so ... saw alo tof ppl from my batch.. and its like whoa., all grown up.. long pants and stuff... so ahah.. then went out wif caroline, siu yen, sarah, alexi, andrew, daniel lim, daniel wong, joshua..and also amanda. ahah... ate and then went to the void deck to talk... hahaa.. so its like.kinda pai kiaing.. to the sense that.. its at the viod deck wif our sch u..but yeah.. was fun listening about their lives.. so many of them changed. the guys are like so gentlemenly.. ahha.. esp. the vs ppl. waaha. cannot tahan. then also.. there was this guy called hunn khee? yar.. ahha. from vs,, looks damn familiar.. but yeah. ahaha.. so i also came to a relisation that vs can be categorised into 2 sections... one is.. i-hate-my-sch.. the other is vs-rocks-and-my-pic-is-my-sch-badge kinda thing.. ahahhahah issit insulting? i dun think so right.. anyway... lots of teachers dissappearedd.. wwhaha.. wei ming was there!.. ahhaha. so yeep. lots of fun and memoraries. haha. miss my primary sc alot.. its also like becoming bigger. ahha. and also there will be an archive room.. can't wait to go there.. ahhaa. yup. that's it. thought of my dad alot today.. haha. =) tkaecare

today went boowling... got 8 strikes in the game. but got below 190 becoz of 4 open frames..damn...and someone lost smth money cannot buy nor can be replaced... i even reminded her b4 she left the alley k.... my bowling gurad... my very first one... and its like it's been wif me thru all coms..and for like almost 3yrs??. not only that..... my mum altered it for me until her hand got sooo many holes and blisters... and also... my dad helped me do something to my guard. so it's like.. personalised guard... i loved it so much k..so its like... my mum say wad i always loose things. then dun wan to buy for me... then wad.. no money. go buy urself.. i mean.. its not so simple lor.. got alot of sentimental value leh......alot. so its like.. when i realised that it was lost, i cried.. over a guard. ahha. looked kinda of cheepo and stupid to cry over a guard.. but its like serious lor. money cannot buy... nothing can replace it.. wad sia.. i want it back! the same same same too-big-for-her-but-her-parents-alterd-it guard. argh.. forget it.. wahaa.. the someone.. haha. dun feel so bad k.. haha.lost of memoaries... i want it all back.

ahha.. today helped out in sunday sch games.. i was breathless.. whaha.as in..... tok until i wanna cannot breathe.. and then right.. i actually used some cheena words k.. whoa.. whaha.. but it hink quite luan and also that we were not forceful enough.. the games were not very exciting either.. oh well. at least they got to know each other.. as for sec 1 orientaion games, i hope that the committee members will have the right attitude and also that they will not feel too blech about everything.. juz hope that they'll understand. waha.. okok. tml is fun bowling wif new ppl.. haha.. quite interestin.. hope kc bowling team got hope for c div.ahha ok. that's it. i wanna thank God for this week.

wahha. sorry avbout yesterday,.haha.. yea.. so ok. i lost my spects on the day i got it.... not only that.. my ma bought it... collected it on my way home... went home.. gone. whaha. okko.. bowling becoming quite bad for me.. i mean.. i heard that masters... only 10 can get in.. so its like... i can name all the 10 for u liao lor.. so really... i need a somehow 190 and above.. i'm like now aiming above 130?ahah. die man,... ok lar.. muz aim higher.. whaha.. okok.. then ytd. went to this Grand slam... so its like all the pro ppl are there.. wu siu hong, shalin, jesmine, kin ngoh, evelyn, alice, val teo, remy, biboy, jack, kim, happy, jenifer, liza, wendy sarah.. and all like whoa.. ahah. really like movie stars... u getr to see them on tv.. not in real life.. whaha. then like whoa. realy lost for words.. kinda shocked.. pleasently surprised,....haa. ok lar. muz improve liao. haha ok. bye. really stressed wif hw.. and like.. the 3rd wk? ahaa. okko., enough . bye

i hate me. i hate family. i hate education. i hate everything. i'm wrong k.. happy? fine? wad u want? i wanna join dad k.. i hate u... so much...

Installation
yay!... finallyy got installed today.. aha. then must ask a person higher than u to pin the badge for u.. its a tradition.. kinda cool to think of it..haiz.. i missed prefects meeting again..dwang... must it always clash wif trng? ahhaa,. so, my aim is to win smth for the sch. go kick some 'arse'.. wahha [ sam.. familiar??]... yea.. wanna win win win win.. i want to dominate the lanes.. hahhaa.. okok.. life is very tiring for me.. wad i need to do is to slp. and.. so its like. my blogging will not be so frequent..anyways.. today.. my class actually had the ability to disturb mr paeng.... as on pang.. aha.. okok.. i go do my bowling stuff liaos.. bye.. -missing dad all of a sudden-=>treasure all those around u, espicaly those u hate. =)

Lord, i need time, i need strength,i need ur guidience.. .. bowling is a kill. 3hs 2 person per lane. yes it's fun.. and also life threatening too.. but still like bowling.. but.. i'm usin my brain too much.. practically tiring myself wif all the mental planning..i need financial support from u.. i mean.. not to that bad extend, but i need for transportation......okk enogh crapping and saying how pathetic i am.. ok. i'm fine, well and happy on a front.. whhahaa. see happy. =)

m class is like quite chiong... 2nd day already so whoa, like everything also know leh.. i feel so dumb leh.. ahha. but anyways.. nice ppl.. yea.. i'm starting to feel the stressness liao..then the class is like so discipline..coz amazingly, on fri, we had HW,... so like only 2-3 ppl dun have their hw today!?.. i'm one of them... luckily i dun have my trainee badge yet.. if not die and die... but hor.. hahaa. i juz realsieed smth..my singlish is like getting more power... ahaha. and when i do ublic speeches, i use singlish big time.. ahhahaaokok. no i have to do is really not get distracted.. like using this com andattempt to slp early and hit my expectations for the day,... *God.. i seriously need time.. i plan my day alot liao leh.. like got 4-5 activities in a day..incuding sch,,.. where got time to do hw.. dun tok about revising man.. haiz.. pls.. give me strength.. ahha.a. strengthen me... i juz how i will 'soar on wings like eagles... run and will not grow weary... walk and will not faint' ahhaa.. familiar right? from isiah.. is located at the left side of my blog the daily reads there. aaha. ok. go now.

whoa 1st day of school liao. very fast. so ya. basically. i see the need of gg to school already. but y form teacher is mrs lim.i i can define her as a very very down-to-earth person.... so its like.. my class willl be damn quiet... as in..no life.then all our maths lesson is 1st period in the morning.. i scared l late for maths coz of duty leh.. i mean. coz i dun wan to fail and all these..so yar. prefects thing quite ok.. to the extend that its all smth like in primary sch... only duites more precise.. wahha.yup. ok. the sec 1s are quie frail.. aha.. coz its lilke assembly.. then some fainted, lotz vomitted.. so yar.. hopefylly they'll get use to it.. and hopefully i can respect teachers more.. espically mr pang.. ahha.. coz i quite 'rude' to him.. but he like dun mind leh.. but anyways.. must set gd example.. =).. ahha opokok.. end

new year, new goals, new objectives... i must be more disciplined and focus liao... with dad not around.. must also be more independant liao.. ok. my resolution.. to be focused, disciplined, responsible, hardworking, blah blah blah.. lots of personal stuff.. wheee.. ok. gtg liao. die all my hw and things not done yet.. prays hard.

Happy New Year 2004!