ok.i went to sports day.. my trip was worthwhile coz i got my 1st medal in my life.. ahah until now..i got 2nd in the 4 x 100 m relay with me, cat, mel, and varsha.......yeah. they were really gd.. i tink i spoiled then whole thing. we were very happy when we won.. duh.... but then was really wow.... at 6:45am was raining. i was like.. die.... but then still got coz God was failthful,.. yup and made this event really gd although there was a 1h over-run.. so i didn't go for my tap class...boo hoo.
the next few weeks i am gonna be really tired-out and bz... training on mon, tue, wed and thu.. wed is my personal one.. then have maths tuition tooo.. i getting prepared for the Singapore maths thing.. stupid.. i do the bk, make me feel so dumb... haiz... and then on the 8th of june to the 10th of june haf teens camp. so happpy! BUT BUT BUT BUT........ i really duno whether should i go.. i have lots of considerations to be accounted for.. i'm really stressing myself out... oh boy.. is this a holiday or wad.. gonna be both mentally and physicially drained.. well, hope this can be a learning experience for me.. i hope..... haiz..
bye bye to all my big fat A1. doubted that i can get any this year...... haiz. marian....... how?

haiz.... i got back another 2 papers...both very very very depressing........ my literature got like... erm.. 35 / 75.. which is like. fail? hmm.... actually if ya look at the big picture, 17 ppl passed and 27 ppl failed...okok.. i fall under the 27 ppl category.... i mean its like i'm practically failing every subject lor........ haiz. Dazzlyn........ how u get 55 / 75 ? how u study........gd girl!........
ok.... the next most depressing state is that for science....... haiz....... DEprove until like nobody's business like that..ok la.. like i said b4, mayb my expectation too high or wad... i got 74.5 / 100.... ok. lar... but then last time alll 87 then now like that. haiz. wad has gone into marian's mind???? help? yea.. help!
i feel stupid again.. i dunno how am i going to pass the maths olympaid thing man.. i dun even feel like running tml. well, i guess i have to do my best to make our class proud.. i cannot accept anymore disappointments............
is there a solution to post-exams period? or rather can they set a rather average paper??

haiz... rally stupid stupid day.. thou hast not done well in thy exams, thou will end one's life coz thee hast not met mum's expectations.... ay me.... okok.. enuff.. aaha.. okok... ya.. so as i've said.. its really a terrible day k.. i got back my chinese, marths and art, haiz haiz and haiz.. i FAILED stupid marian......... i got like 48/100 which comprises of everthing for chinese?... then i fail compo and letter writing... and not fail by 1 or 2 marks lor.. compo: 9 / 25, letter writing: 4.5 / 10 stupid teacher.. anyhow give marks.... then my oral at least pass: 6.5 / 10... haiz man... then ok. for art..... a trememdous DEprovement.... like deproved by 20 marks exactly??? goash man......... 69 / 100 compared to last yr final yr.. how? suppose to pull me up lor... wad sia..... great disappointment... then the last one........ maths......... piang man... i realy break down sia... got like 68 / 100.. i mean ok lar.. its quite high for a difficult paper.. but then i want 70 or above...... my mama wan 80 and above.. really a great blow to me lor.. then Mr. Pang ask wads my marks..... then i like... sudden;y break down to tears again..stupid me.. then he tok alot of sense really good... haiz..i realised. Mr. Pang is not so senseless after all... haiz.. gd lar... muz thank him.. he sacrificed his luch coz of me... then he got march-pass later on.. haiz......... wads in the marks? oh man..... i really hope for the better next major exam man.. muz aim not to high but high............. sad

today's a very very very gd and happy and stress-free day for me...i went cyling wif shu and zen... fafa erm.. canot make it.. saddening...anyway.. we really had a gd time cycling to safra resort.. all the memories of bowling camp...ya.. had a good sun burn too.. really burned.. ahahha... then we went to the beach and stuff... really cool man..yup.then poor zen had to leave at 3pm coz of tuition... so all of us went home tired, dirty, and hot.. hha then we bathe and really scrubbed ourselves.. ahah then at 5pm i meet shu again go bowling...so happy i go today ok.. coz i hit my highest liao... i got 197 k..with 1 turkey and another almost turkey... aahhaha duno wad happen to me.. outspurged of strikes... then later got this guy firom Bedok View bowling team... i duno him lor.. then he ask me whether am i marian.. so i say ya.. then he ask me whether i know denise...ahah she's my classmate lor.. tehn later i come home tired... and watched chanel 8 at 9pm.. should watch.. very touching... the children act until i can feel it lor.. ahahah. crpa.. anyway.. i juz asked denise who's that guy.. then she say we had a glimpse of him b4 on our way to tuition.. then dunoo wad... so freaky k i tell u.. haiz.. wad to do..

haiz.. today went out bowling. tired.. 5 games..... $1 per game.. cheep cheep..... aaha. k.. tml.. we going cycling.. aahha in .......... in hot sun! wow... okok... today bowling was ok at the beginning...lowest = 95, highest = 166 ..........stupid....... how to get into c' division and win jazeeral and evangeline....... both really gd bowlers.. and i mean really gd..... haiz.. God help me! i really want to go into the singapore schools leh......... now my thumbhole is really tight....... i put powder can even drop ar.. how man? sure die one k... Unlce Francis.....HELP,..... last time was ok one.. but drop *abit.. coz i was tired that day... tehn u make it so tight that when i put in cannot come out k..... how? now, i have a wonderful phoebia on the approach..phoebia on getting the ball out..phoebia of bowling!.......... Marian has phoebia of bowling! wow! exclaimation mark!!!! hahahhaha well done marian... oh boy.. help! pray.... help! help! help!........ selection is on the 16th June.... wow...... so near?...... wad to do.. how how how...

sorry about last night.. i slep at 830pm so whoever tok to me i didn't reply.. srry.. i left my com on.. ahahah apologies.. yeah today and tml no schl! coz today i no exam and tml is marking day... rejoice.....ahahha ya... so i pla to go bowling toay and tml go cycling..... tralalal.. practice. ok. done with my short short and really short blog.

hahahaa.. today had good food with jasmine. we spent our pathetic day at home at the com... yes.. ya.. made major improvements....in eating.. Jasmine ate like 5 plates.. i eat 6.. allala haha.. okok.. we went to sakae.. ya.. really had the day to ourselves.. okok..
gd job lorraine!
continue to work hard... ppl relax about the exams k.. ur best its ur best. ok.. ya.. buai buai

haiz.. been really lazy these days.... die. getting used to slacking.. lazy to type, lazy to blog. today is saturday.. yes.. saturday........ my normal rather interesting saturday..ok...

ahhha yeah... my papa juz return the form which i called him to sign about buying a *note book through sch ...its a laptop!... melissa.. give up on telling papa not to buy lor.. ahahah yeah... =P


* now is the time i'm starting my art.. bye

ok.. i've just finished my papers.. and i'm unofficially free from exams... coz the rest dun need to study... tml is art and eng and of course u dun expect me to read the grammar bk.. okok.. my english was gd BEFORE I was introduced to the chat thing which involves the usage of singlish and improper tense...juz want to get a happy big fat A and i'msatisfied..... on mon is oral.. juz practice toking toking and toking.. i guess the might ask u about SARS.... haiz.... today's papers was a definite killer.. hm.. if i pass my chinese, i'm thankful.... if i fail.. its expected.... haiz... if i get F9... saddening lor.. ahaha look on the bright side of life man..... AND today's Home Econs paper.. was the mark of the underlined numbers to bo seen on my report bk... if i pass, its definite a miracle for me... if i get 40/100.. its an achievement..... if i get 20/100, its expected... if i get 20 and below.... be sad and forget about it.... haiz... wad to do.. ahahaha. familiar.........

Ok.. jokesof the day, taken for home economics mid year exam paper 2003, Poon Marian.
( the questions are about there... my answers are the same for wad i wrote on the exam script)

Q: Why must we take in less salf and oil? (3m)
MY ans: so that we can be healthy.

Q: wad is defiency....? (2m)
MY ans: defiency means that our blood have less cells.

Q: Name the 4 factors when looking out at an advertisement.. (4m)
MY ans: endorsement, ( and i left 3 lines for the teacher to write..*how considerate*)

Q: Wad is are the 3 types of heat transfer? Explain them.(6 m)
MY ans: Boiling, steaming and frying. Boiling is when heat is transferred for the fire to the water and to the food. Steaming is when heat is transferred from the fire to the water which turns to steam and heats the food. Frying is when heat is transferred from the fire to the pan and gradually to the food...



all these are really and trully crap. its seriously damn depressing for me lor.. i really hope at least i'll get a pass thanks to my practical.... the examples shown above are only minor ones... wait till u see my paper.. haiz..., 1h to score 100 marks for ur report.. how can.. its really freaky lor.. iwas the 1st to finish due to the amount i write... haiz.. when i look around,.. the D&T girls were practically slping..while the pitiful home econs were struggling o fight time... really confident that iwould fail.. so is my histrory... haiz.. history 6 mark q write 4 lines... how to pass? how to go into my so high aim * 3/7 when i cannot even get top 10 in class?.....i hope that my most power subs, art, maths and science will like pull me up lor.. can't wait to take geography man........ trees air and birds........lalla.. ok... eough.. this is my longest blog so far.. thanks for reading......( gone to start on art...)
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helo... i juz came home from a dreaded literature paper.. i'm going to die for the poem section.. haiz.. yesterday science paper was relatively easy... yaso happy.. but today lit ar.......... haiz... feeling decomposed.... ahahaahah... ok.. anyway.. kater i gonna slp slp and slp and prepare for the race for the next 2 days- y?... histrory, chinese and home ed... then would be art which i have not prepared yet.. tralalal... hmm.. must really have gd and tight time plan.. after fri... i'm a happy girl/... ya. today so dreadful k.. i didn't bring my thermometeer then have to go and buy.. haiz.. my mama gimme 50 bucks all gone like that.... haiz....
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oh boy.. wad a day for me. today for ballet do stretching.. can die k... and then tap so tiring..... then by hip hop half drained... espically the no. of hours i slep the night b4.. at 3am?//, oh boy..... i need some discipline here man.... anyway.. after that i was really tired out.. it was not my usual self thou. So i take my usual route to church. then i started to sneeze in the mrt.. ppl started to look at me k... but positively, i got a seat! ahahha. so happy.
then on that faithful moment, my nose started to drip... this was when i contracted ........flu! ahha not sars.....then it was really terrible... during teens' time, my church thing, i was really having a hard time.. my right eye felt swollen k.snd my eye bags which i'm practically still having now is like turning purple.. its freaky k... really terrible. and all these is only the beginning... exam juz started like only yesterday and i already like that... u tell me how to carry on?..........boy.... a test of physical and mental strength......... and discipline again//. hmm.. wad have i learnt during teens time and the stupid prefect camp in primary 5? DISCIPLINE DISCIPLINE DISCIPLINE! marian, pls brush up all ur stuff k... haiz... now... feeling really sleezy and hopeless....................so toall ppl out there... i take back my words.. DO NOT study too hard.. pls manage ur time.. and be realistic. try to smile thou i can't at da moment.....
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helo bloggie.... i juz finished da maths paper.......its really easy... like as if.. aahah confirm pass... as in juz pass... ok..enuff of 'sarcastism' liao..haiz..i really hope to get A1.. if i get..it will be a miracle of course.. but then really disappointed... dunooo wad will Mr. Pang say. haiz.. i need time....! now i still can come online and happily blog.... ahaha so terrible... haiz.. must study..yesterday i completed 1 chapter of history... and its like the 1st one lor.. realy in deep troube liao... and then haven started science which is on mon.. oh man....and today is the 1st official day of the usage of 'government thermometer'..haiz.......lalalal..... i must study! stud study study..this morning and last night really terrible for me.. i duno lor. its like my brain really not working.. simple equation like (2y + b)(2y - b) also duno....... really stressed.. thank God after so many prayers.. during the exam at least know how to do.. but then overall still not my standard........ haiz. after sch.. went to bedok mac wif cat, geraldyne, melissa wx, farhama, denise and xiao hui... had lots of laugh.. stomache ach until like wad. ahaha.. ok... then now at home.. i am going to study later.......wake up marian!
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hie...see..i never blog for 2 days liao....shows that i bz studying..ahhaha crappy...and today we recieved our thermometers..aahaha....anyway... i have many diffculties in history and chinese man.... my stupid high aim= sec 3/7 aka. triple science..traalalla.. today went bowling wif zen and shariffah.. ahah suppose to meet at 630 but of the 2 princesses went there late. aaha jk.. no offence ar.. stupid.. didn't study le..... die lar like that.. must strive hard liao...... any way, got no lanes, and then we waited. so the guy said 830 so we went to WISMA to makan. then on the way, got this group of professional stylists went up to ask and ask us whether we could be their model to cut hair. i was like !!!..then they say free... stupidly, i rejected the offer.. they begged lor and waseven willing to call our parents of permission.....but then duno y i say no... coz they say the wanted straight hair and wanted to cut it to same length .. ya..after that, we went to KFC.. ya talk and eat as usual. then went back bowling.. by the time it was 9 when we started bowling...coz of the leagues and no lanes... haiz.. then bowled only lik 2 games... bad bad bad.then cracked my stupid thumb..as in literally cracked.. avg. 116 haiz.. zen avg 145, shariffah avg. 115.that zen power and siaow liao... haiz.. i wanna be marianne lee..then i reached home at 10:50pm!!! haiz hiaz hiaz........ i want to go pure science klass... piggy pork.. haiz........ man,..... really gotta make full use of time man.. =l........
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HAPPY MAMA DAY TO ALL MAMAS OUT THERE......ahhaa feel so happy... coz i bought my mama flowers. as in real flowers. yeah. then 20% disount and its really nice. its cost $6.32 very cheap liao compard to others.. so happy... ahhahah heard lots of stories of how ppl spent their mama day.. some baked a cake which is successful to my astonisment, ahaha u know... some stone at home, some makan... speaking of makan., i just came from from a scrumpcious meal at thai restaurant at parkway..... shiok k.then papa buy tape recorder for my.mama bought shirt for me.... so happy.... traallla....everywhere crowded...long time nv heard of SARS liao.thanks to God... really must continue to pray to God that He'll lay His proective hands over us..... muz also pray for the stupid war in Iraq.. i now poking the blister on my feet... disgusting.. transparent fluid come out... ahhaa..ya anyway... take care ya. exams are realy really nearing us.... blees urself and take care again.......
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tiring day again....... its my usual sat...the dancing day.. but i'm just so tired... blech. anyway mama day is tml liao... tralalala...."i just want u to know...would u be my Romeo hey juliet....." stuck wif that song...anyway, yes.... i bought something for mama...guess wad.... a pearl! ahah a pendant pearl from T.A.K.A jewerlly..... cost me about only $9 coz of the renovation sale.... and duno wad [ mu qing jie jian jia ]....ahahah so long its cheap and presentable can liao..well..its just my usual saturday which i have being going through dunno how many donkey years liao....each year like getting more and more stuff... ya.. today is also the last lesson that my ballet teacher (miss. Doris....though married ) is haing with us.....she's leavng coz she wants to take care of her family... hmmm i really will miz her. hmmm... i really wonder how many will read this blogg thing...well guess have to concentrate more rahter than play..yup.. all da best... bye..
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tday is an *shocking day.... i did not find science lesson long today espically its full theory...and i also find it intersesting today!.. shockingly surprising! Yeah..and had PE today..and ran 1.5km.....timing: 10:02 mins....not bad liao 4 my standard... deproved by 6 sec.....Anyway... the class was sooo darn tired..we change 1/2 way then stop. Why?... ahah too tired to lift the hands. Interesting...then we english lesson.. the super most boring lesson a student could ever have. Then later it started raining...like shooting stars with the sun and clouds..ok..thats not my point. The point is that... when we were super super super exhausted, drained. DEAD-TIRED, there was a saviour... guess who?.. no on could ever guessed it...... It is........Ms Mary Ann Tan!
shocking? coz she asked us whether we had water to drink because we looked so drained, and all the water coolers were offed. So, she walked out of the class and told us she'll be back... theN..to our pleasing horror... she's back with 2 bags of water bottles.. i think 42 bottles altogether. Of course she asked a student to help her.. she walked all the way down and went up to buy water bottles and carried them up! Then, she realised that she is shot of 1 bottle.. then she went all he way down and up again to buy 2 bottles... everybody is like..speechless... yeah..
schol ended at 2:30pm as we had LAP.... so i stayed back wif Zen... to do hw..and to sing.....ahaha zen..rememeber...ur blog also got..." i dun want u to know.... would u be my Romeoooooooo!?"...... ahaa shocking again................=)
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ok....erm ya...hi... this is da first *official blogging. I'm trying to keep it as simple as it looked..coz of the limit amount of experience. Hey...not bad already..... 1st time so nice. Haiz, should have kept it as simple as brendan and named it simplified... blech.. crappy. ok. now a note to all of you, exams are really around the corner and i reinfoce all of u to start on your revision latest on mon k..... remember. For me i TRIED to start, but becoz of distraction adn temptaions, i played the computer. So if u have the same problem as me, go out to a "cannot-have-fun" place to study..eg,. viod deck or stay back after sch in the canteen. OK... this blogging is more of a " learn-how-to-cope-with-you-studies" program. yup. lots of homework waiting in the corner for me to do. yUp..outta words.Oh ya..and today there's this school cleaner who complained to me about her probs with a malay teacher, a racist teacher according to zenny....aaha and i've realised that i've been able to socialise with old ppl...esp. wif those at the void deck..ok...hmm...all thanks to my mum... got this freaking habit of greetnig my void deck ppl " Hello aunty, hello aunty..".then thy'll reply with....." oie...guai.."aaahhahahah so crap.. ok ya anywae shal end here.. May God bless and guide u k. Remember to take care espically during this point of time.
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ahahha...my first blog thingy..... thanks to zenny... yup..after about 3-4 attempts... wait..now i'm testing..tralallaa.. HOPEFULLY can see some improvements! =)